a remix that had words but i had to take them out so now its just an instrumental original sorry

kidding (ft. tjweaver)

2a03fox -orbulon ratios the balance stone

(insp. by oneohtrix point never)

from dreams of stillbirth

a love of justified self destruction

IMIN

Made using an apple imac remote control over guitar pickups and Yamaha DDS -20m delay pedal

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words:

(tammy)
keep hurting my eyes and moaning
just stare at the sun less or just
go out and touch grass you're lonely, 
crying, pale and your skin's now burning

so don't take me outside
I'll go in due time

sunflower

cancer

Lost

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★S-183
Calculated Yearning is an immersive ambient composition built on emotional tension and precise control. A slow, melancholic melody unfolds with warmth and longing, while a carefully engineered electronic structure guides every movement with intention. Delicate synthesizer tones echo through a spacious sound field, supported by subtle bass layers that add depth without weight. Unexpected harmonic shifts and restrained rhythmic pulses create a hypnotic flow, drawing the listener deeper into a state of focused calm. The music balances sorrow and elegance, emotion and calculation, allowing both to coexist without resolution. This quiet contradiction invites surrender, as the listener drifts between feeling and thought, intuition and design. Calculated Yearning offers a refined meditative experience for attentive listening, where longing becomes structured, and calm is shaped through deliberate motion.

Calculated Yearning

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