i disappoint ever1

kidding (ft. tjweaver)

You're a home wrecker, I'm a house deconstructor. We are not the same.

At the time, it's just another good day

IT SOUNDS GOOD NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT LOOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that part of M4SONIC virus (redux)

(insp. by oneohtrix point never)

from dreams of stillbirth

a love of justified self destruction

w/ https://soundcloud.com/financialdisasters

lofishit.wav

I tried to kill myself one year ago today. I downed the first pill at 10:30 or so and planned ot taking 35 or so, but only made it to 14. Im not really doing better now but i have more stuff shakling me to my life, i guess. I dont know

I can tell my mom is mad at me
Tho im not sure if i did anything wrong
I dont care abt my family
I can tell that i will never belong

They think my music is useless
They have a point but i dont think i care anymore
I can tell they think my music is useless
Im wasting my life here arent i?

I must be ruining their marriage
And something abt my brother too
Who knows who knows who knows
Ill be fucked to matter what i do

Ive just been so angry lately and i dont know what the cause is
Im tired of having parents who insist im in the closet
If i rip my skin right off will there be someone to see?
I hate my body hate my voice i hate every part of me

They think my music is useless
They have a point but i dont think i care anymore
I can tell they think my music is useless
Im wasting my life here arent i?

Im gonna flunk out of my class but i dont care bout it anymore
Gonna flunk out of my class but i dont care bout it anymore
Strike me down with a lighting bolt
i dont think i can take any more

Canti from Flcl - Track 9

may 20th 2020

inspired by buckshot 

marblx3 - date night

i get high on stayin awake
every day i wake up get down and i pray
to god i wake up the next day
drugs in my system i can’t feel my face
smokin on loud cos it speed up the pace
ion sip slow motion ion like how it taste
i can’t feel my nose bc of that snowflake
what’s in her nose a fuckin snowday
if u didn’t know i’m talkin bout cocaine
make my night slow but she say she ok
heart racin but i’m in first place
pls do not leave me u promised u’d stay
at the smoke shop can u get me an 8th
pull out my gun take the drugs w no trace
bitch it’s marblx3 pls don’t copy and paste
marble almighty girl come to my place
yea i meant to say palace
feel like lil tracy got wine in my chalice
i’m in wonderland in the trees call me alice
sip it slow that drink is magic
bitch u kno that i stay flexin
drugs go fast but my swag stay finessed bitch
i don’t give a fuck yung x3 so elegant
see me in the club i’m the x3 represent
bitch i’m goin crazy
you’d think i’m acid souljah with the drugs that i’m taking
wish i had a girl my x3 baby
shynin in the stars throwin up in the lake b
feel like carly rae like call me maybe

marblx3 - date night (dyrem)

la la la / your fears will become you!

your fears will become you! early demo

Burn

i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.

a love of justified self destruction

astroblur

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