The Upload

lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

@sorrow_bringer 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
[Audio Sample from King's Game]
~~lyrics~~
it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

hoping i heal, but i'm proof of the damage
everyone i kill's either hungry or manic
refuse any pills that i'm offered, then panic
if i'm really real, would you feel if i vanish?
let's trace back to the start
i ain't got no time here to waste on my heart
if i wanted peace, i believe i would be "anybody"
can't feel defeat when i'm coated in honey

permanently flawed; let me get my head straight
living at the cost; on the brink of being dead weight
no headspace, just silence.
what do you expect when the sky's blaring sirens?
but i knew the consequences all along
i used too much strength tryna grow stronger
the rapture, and endless disaster

take me by the head 
(okay)
leave no evidence 
(nor trace)

the moon is turning red
the air is so condensed 
simple lives and foolish lies
i raise a knife up to my eye
if one should seek, then one shall find
but what if i've already died?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬...
𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦... 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦,
𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut
like it wants in my gut...

sugar in the spice (sorrow bringer)

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riso - Gods Plan [prod. bxndobxbii]

inferno

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

Mixed by IOF & Bangss
Mastered by Bangss

bangss:

In my bed i feel you wide awake
In my head i hear you everyday
But i cant wait till it all fades away
And i cant make out what your trying to say

I see monsters in my room at night
I put my mattress on floor so theres nowhere to hide
I keep my closet doors open with a light inside
The thing about all of these monsters is we look alike

Are you the one who sits behind my eyes at night rewatching all my memories like my heads a big movie screen inside
Are you the one who likes to take their precious time devising every line i write and speak
Are you the one who makes assumptions about other people and how they lead their lives. 
Are you the one who keeps me bothered
Ill wake up and check my phone screen one more time x3

Are you the one who takes my hand so frequently and tells me how its easily avoidable being beat up and used again
Are you the one who says that im your everything and nothing with a sudden change breath. 
Are you the one whos so self conscious lets be honest with ourselves for just one time
Are you the one whos so hypnotic make me forget all the trouble in my life, in my life, end my life

monsters (+ shattered)

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Monsters (+ shattered)

prod by @notmorgn

lyrics:

baby let me show you that i’m not worth it
i can show you that i’m not perfect
if you can see through me
can you find the missing piece
i think i lost it when i lost you
i shoulda kept you but i tossed you
i think about things i’m not supposed to
i think about if i never knew you
it’s pretty sad where my mind goes
rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed
i wish i felt alive
i wish i felt the knife in my back that night

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

and i bite my tongue
cause i know that you’re lying
too many reasons
just not to fight it
plus i got too much thoughts
if i add another
i might really combust
i can’t even move
when i think too much
and when we turn up
i think we drink too much
you say that i suck
cause i don’t hit you up
it’s not what you think
i just don’t wanna get hurt
all your friends
think you’re the best
behind that mask baby
you look depressed
i know you you know i saw it
undressed you look so flawless

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

crutch

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huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

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Too Much (feat. guccihighwaters)

@guccihighwaters - "Next Year" is the 14th track on “SOUND BITES,” a limited-edition CD compilation released with Blackhouse Records on December 17th, 2018 in support of the RAINN Foundation, a non-profit which carries out programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice

Limited to only 250 copies available, this CD compilation features 26 previously unreleased songs from some vital and prolific underground artists.

100% of the proceeds from CD sales will be donated to RAINN. Limited copies still available at: https://blackhouseinc.storenvy.com/products/25203801-underground-underdogs-sound-bites-cd-a-benefit-compilation-for-rainn

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Next Year

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guccihighwaters - Next Year

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(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i drop bars like nukes
drop bombs like its m dub 2
bitch who the fuck are you?
cause i don't got a clue

i can't get to trippin over bitches like you

ima write all night till my hands get tired
like she's a liar i can't believe i liked her
i need a lighter, i need a drink
i don't need the alcohol but i don't wanna think

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i smoke now, i get high
i get wasted, to get by
i'm so fucked up, i still cry
i don't miss you tho i guess i'm alright

at least the drugs work
at least my songs bang
at least my moms good
at least her rents paid

at least my love life, isn't sideways
my hearts broken but my phones on vibrate

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this x2

(outro)
phone died, feelings died like myspace
hundred texts no reply no time mate
are you good nate? lie and say i'm great
but fuck that i wanna die like everyday

don't text me

@SSJCXRPSE X @NAMESNOTANDY 
CUT EM OFF ! // 2021
[COVER ART @NAMESNOTANDY]

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Weight On My Shoulders

Convolk - Cinderella (Reverb + Slowed)

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https://open.spotify.com/artist/2h5Dn...

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https://soundcloud.com/officialmahaji...

https://www.instagram.com/hoolamahaji/

Mahaji - Gray

Cxldface - Better Off Alone
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Lyrics:
Never on a break, never hesitate no
I can't stay late, I got things on my mind
All these people know me, I aint even right there
Now they sitting all scared 
Yea they dont know where to go like
Oh, Oh, Oh
Just tell me what's wrong, yea yea
I can't get out of my mind, I think I lost it
And everytime that we fight we hold each other like

Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me the truth yea, I'm tired of lies
I rock these bitches like my shoes, yea I keep em' tied
Who the fuck are you, why you switching sides?
I keep my bitch bad, chopper make em' dance for like six racks

Big mad now he's all big mad
You got a problem yeah I smoke you, where my cigs at?
Now where my lean at
Baby don't go feeling' bad, feeling bad yeah
I said I wouldn't forget you (I'm quite alright, I'm quite alright) Right yeah
I said I wouldn't forget you no,
Drop-top on my roof, I'm not coming back home.

Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me the truth yea, I'm tired of lies
I rock these bitches like my shoes, yea I keep em' tied
Who the fuck are you, why you switching sides?
I keep my bitch bad, chopper make em' dance for like six racks

Produced by skgotthesauce and Seph

Better Off Alone

vocals - deep october
produced, mixed, mastered by jackson sadinsky
love u zac

@fatherfuneral

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