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I stare at the mirror
Mirror stares back
Flashes they fade
Night goes black
Have some regrets
Wish I could take back
God, I hope I'm finally through
I'm through with all the
Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all Ms. Loneliness.

I was so vain
Brutish and crass
The sound of my name
Raise of a glass
There's things that I said
I wish I could take back
God, I hope I'm finally through
I'm through with all the

Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all
Regardless of the
Mistakes and sour grapes
Oh, how I hate to see a good girl's heart break
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all, Ms. Loneliness

I'm through with all the
Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all
Regardless of the
Mistakes and sour grapes
How I hate to see a good girl's heart break
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all Ms. Loneliness.

sour grapes

now i've made up my mind just lately
i've made up the plans to leave behind
the things around that i've kept inside
its not working

and i've noticed a pattern lately
that everything i touch just seems to die
and now i try to just run and hide
i'm still hurting 

and i've been drawing lots just lately
but i haven't seen the flaws in anything
but me
and sympathy
for everyone who gets caught in my crossfire

and i've spent half a year now
on the verge of tears now
just cause nothing feels the way it did before
and i'll spend all of next year
on the verge of tears just
cause i won't be the way i was before
the way i was before

and i've been having nightmares lately
ones where they all take it out on me
it's making me scared of the things that they'll find
scared of losing my mind

and i've been lashing out lots lately
biting at the hands that feed
and running where they'll never find me
i just hope nobody finds me cause

i've spent half a year now
on the verge of tears just
cause nothing feels the way it did before
and i'll spend all of next year
on the verge of tears just
cause i won't be the way i was before
the way i was before

and the bad dreams
all the haunting screams i hear
in the middle of the night

all the memories
and realizing for once i'm a bad guy
this time i'm the bad guy

but i've spent half a year now
on the verge of tears
just cause nothing feels the way it did before
and i'll spend all of next year
on the verge of tears just
cause i won't be the way i was before

so i'll spend all my years
on the verge of tears cause
i know i'll never be who i was before

and i'll spend every day
chasing bad thoughts away
and every night
rehearsing every line i say
in every conversation
trying to keep my motivation
to stay alive

and i'll spend every day
telling myself i'm okay
just like every time before
just like every, every time before

the feeling of knowing it will never be the same

my heart goes bum bum bum

tiger's jaw


lie to me like you used to
tell me everything is how it should be
lie to me, did you have to?
because in the end it never matters what I think

and I can barely tell the sky from the shoreline     
and I can see myself reflected in your eyes

and this was all a dream
and it's coming back to me
a portrait in grey scale
a perfect betrayal
and I can't even breathe with this weighing on my chest
you knew me at my best 
now I can't even stand on my own

plane vs. tank vs. submarine

im finding closure in nicotine
and im finding it harder to sleep
cause i keep thinking you're next to me
i'm sure i'll be fine eventually

you make me think of being alone
cause all i did was stay home
laying in bed with my phone
hoping you'd answer my sixth call

i would have died just to hear your voice
never heard me over all the noise
swallowed more pills than i could count
you didn't pick up cause you were with him

i'm finding closure in nicotine
cause you're a coward and won't talk to me 
i've been crying before i sleep
cause i cant believe who you are now
cause of what you used to be

so darling tell me was i something to you
cause i know everything that you've been through
i'm not sad i'm just pissed off
i'm not sad i'm just mad that you're not

i would have died just to hear your voice
never heard me over all the noise
swallowed more pills than i could count
you didn't pick up cause you were with him

i'll find my closure in nicotine
cause you're a coward and won't talk to me 
i've been crying before i sleep
cause i cant believe who you are now
cause of what you used to be

i would have died just to hear your voice
spent the year thinking i had a choice
swallowed more pills than i could count
never picked up cause you were with him

i'll find my closure in nicotine
cause you're a coward and won't talk to me 
i've been crying before i sleep
cause i cant believe who you are
cause of what you used to be

i'll find my closure in nicotine
cause you're a coward and won't talk to me 
i've been crying before i sleep
cause i cant believe who you are
cause of what you used to be
cause of what we used to be

sour grapes

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