Produced, recorded, written, and song by me (JT Seigi)
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Ｌｙｒｉｃｓ

Portal open up for me
Let me enter, let me see
A world that's better
Take me further
Send me higher
Sever my connection with the nether 

I will not find love, will it find me
Praying up above, I'd been lonely
Nobody, nobody in my space
Guess that love is something ya don't chase
Look me in my face, love don't ever move at your own pace
Maybe you could stay over at my place
And I'll try to tie the knot like a shoe lace

It didn't work out its all a mess now
Problems happen there's always a some how
Reasons why I should try or maybe I'll let love die

Who cares anymore, cuz I sure don't
You should make a move cuz I know I won't
Its just another day in the Fray
Praying my problems will fade away

Fading in and out of consciousness
Its like I'm not even a part of this
Reality is cruel but love is bliss
Send me over, it'll only take one kiss

Hiding in a mist or in a forest
Anywhere she go, she look gorgeous
Shawty sus, imposter, suspicious
Pretty little angel but she vicious

Malicious, she got bad intention
She's trynna take my heart, I feel the tension
All she wants is attention, she be extension 
Got her up and pretty in my mansion

I will not find love, will it find me
Praying up above, I'd been lonely
Nobody, nobody in my space
Guess that love is something ya don't chase
Look me in my face, love don't ever move at your own pace
Maybe you could stay over at my place
And I'll try to tie the knot like a shoe lace

Will It Find Me

seejay stinks and sent the open to too many people so here's the other version

seejayxo x kenny orlando - "moonlight" LEAK

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics- 
There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain

So misunderstood, I burn holes in my eyes
Far from being saved, really wanna make things right
My brain is spilling out
Vibrations so high
I know that they all saw through my shielded lies
Face to face with myself, I see it in my eyes
I see the anger, I feel it burn inside
Replicating memories over in my mind
Rep - rep - rep - replicating memories over in my mind

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

Always chasing me, I read in between the lines
Keep myself busy, to distract me from the time
Rock tied to my feet, can’t be dragged towards the tide
Hands are so bloody, cause I’ve been thinking all night

Out by 6, I slam the door I bite my wrist
Bleeding face, I pick apart what they have made
I don’t like who’s looking back at me
Smashed the mirrors in my room cause they made me feel crazy
Please just calm down
I can’t stand this noise this music is too fucking loud
Visions getting hazy think I’m bout to break down

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

out of hand

touch of life (feat. mackk)(p. King Theta)

prod. tommy

yeh no one smoke the shit that i do i stg
u been in the line waiting on yo god
i own the whole club and nah u cant get in naw
i thot u was a W turns out u just a bitch brah
of course i dont mind smokin on some indo
if u gotta bounce dip out of the window
ill turn that shit up cause ion wanna hear u
fuck havin friends and fuck whats in the rearview.
fuck everybody fuck everybody im on drugs
fuck everybody fuck everybody yeah so what
i guess its true but idgas anyway
i try my best to be who i think i am like everyday 
turns out im just a heavyweight
i got the tolerance of a horse
call me petty first yh
i would luv to sip that drank
i would luv to make u think
turns out life is really easy to manipulate and please me yehhh;)
ive been out on da town!
if u wanna fuck around come find out, yh
i love every second, i love every second, ion need no weapon i got em ready!
HA HA! look at u, usin em, all them attachments
HELL NAH! dont, waste my time on ass scratching

(hook)

BITCH!
ive been up since i was online playing roblox getting no luck
YES I CAN :) 
write whateva i want so fuck u!
and if you dont wanna help yoself then i dont know u!
shut the fuck up... ._.
</3 i dont really know why they thought i would be sober </3
i dont want a lambo, i just want a white rover
when you see me on the billboard you'll know that i mattered.
OMG i love her! but im so damn bad at this ;/
OMG i W her! how did i even manage this ?
i would love to smoke that gas, and i would love to smoke that pack ^-^
but most people are jus some rats, and i dont know how 2 attack..
EVERYBODY GOT SOME PROBLEMS OF THEY OWN
AND THEY'LL NEVER TALK ABOUT IT UNLESS THEY HOME
AND THEY ARE ALWAYS FUCKING PUSSY IN THEIR DOME
I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU TRY ME I WILL SEND YO ASS HOME.

how to attack

prod. GAXILLIC

=Lyrics=

Hollow17:

i dont wanna write another sad song
u found me when i was far gone
i dont know how u did that shit
cuz u found me flyin in the abyss

ghost in my room
im the only one that see them
im the only one that can free them
and im the only one that can teach them

about the new life
and how things are today
while they teach me about the past
i tell them about everything we have
today, about everything we have today

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Eyelee:

and i been alone for a couple of years
and im trying to let go of a couple fears
but u make it so hard for me
and im trying to let go and leave it all alone

u dont know what im going through
and i dont know what im gonna do about it
guess ill walk around here

tears in my eyes when i look back at u
and all the stuff that we used to do together
when we were together

Hollow17:

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Cant See The Sun W/ eyelee

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Close Call

prod. by: @yagirlbunny
shoutout : @theraevyn <3

lyrics:

what'chu know about it
you don't even make sense
roll another blunt
just so i could deal with it
there's something in my bud
but i'll smoke another spliff
laced with fentanyl
this gon' be my last hit

what's up
got bands, bitch, i want it all
die young
bump peep at my funeral
pour a cup
you gon' need it when i leave this world
leave you all behind
except my boys
we with the reaper

(@theraevyn)

i remember after the fall
i don't see you here
i don't see you at all
i miss you, my dear
my knife cuts through it all
blood leaking onto the floor
my body drop and i'm cold

x2

when you forget my face
i'll be in heaven at the gates
on the other side where the angels sing
i hope you come back to me

before i go (prod. yungbunn)

(p. OhMyGon!)

=Lyrics=

i planned to walk alone until u stepped next to me
i didn't complain cuz it felt like destiny
ur hand touched mine and i fell in love
i didn't say shit didn't wanna fuck it up

falling in ur eyes and i don't think u notice
ur to focused on ur insecurities
when all i see is beauty
wake me up from this dream i don't wanna hurt
ur telling me that this is all real?
ur love got me thinkin that im on some pills
ur a thief cuz its my heart that u steal
ur love is so god damn surreal

so damn surreal but it feels so real
i cant tell if it is fake
feels like a dream cuz i know im not baked
getting lost in ur eyes like its outter space
ur love hit me like a calamity 
separate myself from reality

i closed my eyes in the darkness
it reminds me of when we kiss

i planned to walk alone until u stepped next to me
i didn't complain cuz it felt like destiny
ur hand touched mine and i fell in love
i didn't say shit didn't wanna fuck it up

fallin in ur eyes and i dont think u notice
ur to focused on ur insecurities
when all i see is beauty
wake me up from this dream i dont wanna hurt
ur telling me that this is all real?
ur love got me thinkin that im on some pills
ur a thief cuz its my heart that u steal
ur love is so god damn surreal

SURREAL!

(ghostbxy)
I already know that were not gonna make it
You’ve been fucking around with them so shameless
You’re the reason why our love is tainted 
Do you think me dumb?
Do you think me brainless?

I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go 

You're not different
You're just like them
Veins were filled with toxin
That's how you lured me in

You might be poison ivy with the way you go invite me into your Toxic life and its fucking constant fighting

Cause you don't want to admit the truth
Burning all that smells proof 
Ashes stay like scent infused
Clothing that I bought for you

Giving my all but you don't give a fuck
Breaking my bones while you're breaking my heart
Telling me that this is all my fault

(halfhearted)
You don't know what you do to me
I don't think you ever will
Remember that night
You said I won't drive
I've been behind the wheel
Crossing the lines that I said I won't cross
???
???
You walked out the door
Why it take you so long

And I'm stuck in my head with no mission
Remember in school I would get you detention
Used to fall asleep, now I'm up all night
I can't dream
This is for the kid that I was
Headphones on in the back of the bus
Can't feel shit cause a knife in my gut
Let me live girl, I've had enough

(ghostbxy)
I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go

A Sorrowful Heart w/ halfhearted

ig iss like dat (p. chrxme)

I write songs, sing, produce beats, and mix vocals.

Will It Find Me

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