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Way It Was

making music is cool 🌻

Guitar (Zay) 

Violin (Zay) 

￼￼

something

bonnie

LYRICS

i knew i was wrong from the start
but instead i went and followed my heart
you made the game, i went and played
but i liked it cuz i've never felt this way 

but what can i do?
she took me away from you
i'm all alone
(i'm all alone)

what path do i take?
it's like there's no other way
no way to go
(nowhere to go)

tell me what did i do?
what can i do
to have what could've been?

so how unlucky can i be

to watch you walk away in front of me
how foolish of me to fall down
for a boy who made me take off my own crown

but what can i do?
i'll stand here waiting for you
till the end of time

i know it sounds wrong 
im still holding on
to every lie 

tell me what did i do?
what can i do
to have what could've been?

and so my heart was broken
if only you knew that
i loved you more than
anything 

everything was wrong from the start
it goes to show that i cant trust my heart 
i should've blocked out every word you say
but instead i believed them cuz i've never felt this way

what can i do?

monsoon

Show Her You Love Her

Grapefruit

an open letter to the ones who made me feel less, the ones who couldn't love me, and the ones who stepped on me in 2017. i am full of hope that 2018 will be filled with better human beings.

written, performed, and produced by holyveins

LYRICS:
maybe i should stay in bed all day
and hide away from the sun
it’s not like anyone wanted me anyway
although i wanted anyone

oh i thrive off your attention
but i know i’m just an extension
take me bit by bit, i’ll be a part of you
take me whole, i’ll try to be better for you

maybe i should stay down on the floor
and only come up when they call
i’ve only ever wanted to be more
i only wanted to grow tall

maybe i should stop putting myself down
for all of your stupid mistakes 
i’m tired of letting myself drown
cause i’m not the one to blame

oh i thrive off your attention
but i know i’m just an extension
you took me bit by bit, i’m not a part of you
you took me whole, i’m still not better for you

oh fuck you for making me feel so small
oh fuck you for making me feel so warm
i’m exhausted, exhausted of it all

oh fuck you for hanging me on the wall
fuck you for telling me i was wrong
i’m exhausted, exhausted of it all

Exhausted - Single

Exhausted

What Keeps Me Up

will you still love me tomorrow

twilight- elliott smith piano cover

Indie pop songwriter/producer currently based in Nashville, TN  
This music is an extension of my soul !

Thanks for passing through 🔗

Grapefruit

Julia Gomez