please hold me

prod by Rnla @rnlaofficialdemo

lyrics: 
I have trust issues
But I trusted you
Now I wish I didn’t
Crying all night
While you’re all fine
I thought you were different
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
You swore you’d
Tell the truth
But I can’t believe a word you say
You’d stay forever
I hope I never
Have to feel this way again
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
Did I mean anything to you?
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
Did I mean anything to you?

trust issues - julia alexa

bathroom floor - Julia Alexa

poison myself - Julia Alexa

i hate how i love u - Julia Alexa

cause of death

my religion

“Drifting Leaf – Whispers of the Wind”
Have you ever felt like you were drifting? If so, drop a like or share your thoughts in the comments – who knows, it might inspire the next lyric!  
This track is a unique sonic journey born from the fusion of Tech House, Afro House, and Deep House.  
Shimmering vocal chops weave through transitions, while the mantra-like background chant – *“Whisper… Whisper… Flow… Flow…”* – adds a spiritual, floating depth.  
It tells of drifting, surrender, and timeless stillness – as if the wind itself were telling its story.

Drifting Leaf – Whispers of the Wind

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

my new ep isaac's insects is out now https://smarturl.it/isaacsinsectsEPx

isaac's insects

suicide

No Matter the Season

hi, i write & sing <3
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bathroom floor - Julia Alexa

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