julia alexa complete

stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

please hold me - Julia Alexa

new song with @lvgg via @dabootlegboy
stream : https://too.fm/6x300qo
lyrics 🌧️

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 1 (levi):

i fall apart in your arms
and i don’t even know how this started
stay by my side till we sleep but baby
i know you‘re gone in the morning
(i know you‘re gone in the morning)

and i’m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i’m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and thats not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 2 (levi)

you said you will call me i guess you were lying
can’t handle emotions but god i’ve been trying
too many days i’ve been stuck in this circle
don’t wanna lose you, i don‘t wanna hurt you
running around with no heart in my chest
don’t tell me your feelings it makes me upset
i try to change but i‘m still work in progress
i‘m walking miles baby i‘m crossing oceans

and i‘m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i‘m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and that‘s not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

i don’t wanna die
i just don’t want to live
cause in my twenty years
i have never felt a thing

i don't want to die (with levi)

us against the world - juli

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3MfuHLdFZJYplLaoGnMlZ9?si=7ns2IR-qQoGC_wiqyFJroA

Sorrow (https://soundcloud.com/feelingmysorrow): 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/31azc78QwLIIQWCLDgOnTk?si=jr5F3-AfRl6jgk49r8VdrQ
https://www.instagram.com/feelingmysorrow

Thomas Reid (https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic):
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=EwHf2TWuR3m4pGF2IdYUOg
https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic

Must always credit us in title when re-uploading
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com

SPOTIFY

Sorrow x Thomas Reid x Zaini - see you leave

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Bloody Hands - Julia Alexa (Jeff Thomas Remix)

A quiet record about loud times — tracing one journey through online crowds, lost empires, and small acts of grace. Spoken, sung, and sometimes whispered, it asks what remains when the noise fades.

Last of the Great Whites

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Spotify

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

my first official release as an artist. So happy to of been able to collab with two amazing artists @rxseboy & @powfu 
Hope you guys enjoyed it, please support on Spotify aswell :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/50HURWGNsCiJw4qFDQu40X?si=i47qp5K_TQ-hJpRretA2pQ

Spotify 💜

the bootleg boy & Rxseboy - the day i died (ft. Powfu)

i don't know how to be okay without you...

Discover:
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82dd…2ARwKhiBlAWVjJNQ
Twitter: twitter.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Criminal

i gave you everything i had

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
my spam: @ilyjuli
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