don't be scared - julia alexa & belfa

I know yeah, I know 
I know I ain’t perfect you ain’t gotta tell me baby 
I already know this 
All this negativity making me lose focus 
Should’ve seen the signs yeah it could’ve been avoided 
I know that 

You don’t wanna be with me cause you wanna be with him 
But can he take you places that you ain’t never been 
Yeah That you Ain’t never been 

But you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Smoke a pound a day
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore 

I been skipping showers 
Thinking bout you through the hours
Circling like I’m the long hand on the clock 
You got power over 
Me and I can’t shake it 
When you still calling me baby 
Yeah you say it to my face 
And then you’re gone 

Changing places to get away with you 
You’re toxic I’m nauseous I don’t what to do 
Yeah you text me goodnight 
Right before you said your phone died
But I know you went with him to spend the night

you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Drink like every day 
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
And I want this to work out so badly
But I know its over and done 
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore

this is bs.

Snøw, Laeland & Skinny Atlas - this is bs.

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

prod by Rnla @rnlaofficialdemo

lyrics: 
I have trust issues
But I trusted you
Now I wish I didn’t
Crying all night
While you’re all fine
I thought you were different
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
You swore you’d
Tell the truth
But I can’t believe a word you say
You’d stay forever
I hope I never
Have to feel this way again
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
Did I mean anything to you?
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
Did I mean anything to you?

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don't be scared - julia alexa & belfa

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