your strength is why it hasn't killed you yet...there's something great out there for you keep making your music...your why will reveal itself in time...i haven't heard your music in a year or two and this song is right on time for me...arigato🏔️☄️

They all say that I'm strong 'Cause it hasn’t killed me yet

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

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Lyrics:

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

how did u fall for a guy like me
i don’t know how to love and i’m never happy
i sleep all day to escape my anxiety
the last thing i need is fucking liability

so keep clear, i got enough with myself
i know u wanna fix me but ion need ur help
i’ll keep digging till my mind gets some rest
i’m sorry if ur hurt, didn’t mean to upset (u)

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

everything i do, why don't u notice me
can't u see me down, i always bleed
all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

tell me that u love me, then push me away
i have to deal with it everyday
it's all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

and i'm holding on more than i should
you know i'd leave u in the past if i could
but you're driving me insane, can't get it out my brain
you're the fire in my veins, oh

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

(don't know who i am)

fire in my veins (w/ juli)

knife in my heart - Julia Alexa

if i'm being honest - Julia Alexa

it hasn't killed me yet - Julia Alexa

i don't wanna be saved - Julia Alexa

prayers

rip my heart wide open

Maybe you don't want me...

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Lyrics:
I thought about
Calling your number
I don’t why I couldn’t press send
I’m hovering my heart 
Over a live volcano
Opening up pandora’s box
On the edge

I though about
Telling you I love you
I’m not sure what that feels like now
I know that you don’t think I’m going to heaven
Maybe you don’t want me dragging you down

But do you dream of when
We could be a family
Just be here again
Maybe it’s a fantasy

I thought about
Telling you I’m sorry
I didn’t pick up the pieces right
I’m spending every weekend at your apartment
Wondering if every kid hears the fights

I thought about
Hiding in my bedroom
Watching as the rays from my night light glow
I’m clinging to your coat, oh daddy don’t leave now
Don’t know how to fight the monsters alone

Do you dream of when
We could be a family
Just be here again
Maybe it’s a fantasy

Music video

Maybe it's a Fantasy (Prod. idly blare)

track 1 from "undefined." out APRIL 10

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Apple - https://music.apple.com/us/album/everything-will-be-okay/1501290677?i=1501290678

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though it’s too soon to tell
i’m quite damn sure that i’m on my way to hell
at least that’s what my father said

and i may not believe in God
cause the whole damn thing seems pretty odd to me
i don’t know what to believe

i don’t think that we’re supposed to have the answers
i can’t imagine thinking everything i know is right
tell me, where’s the room to grow?

i’m only human and i’m trying my best
i value truth more than i value having peace of mind
i won’t lie to myself

but listen to me when i

say
everything will be okay
everything will be okay

i don’t pray
but we’ll live to see another day
yeah everything will be okay

i may not believe in God
cause telling lies seems pretty odd to me
it’s okay to have uncertainty 
open minds are what we need

though it’s too soon to tell
i’m quite damn sure that i’m on my way to hell
at least that’s what my Bible said

and i may not believe in God
cause the whole damn thing seems pretty odd to me
i don’t know what to believe

though it’s too soon to tell
i’m not quite sure that i’m on my way to hell
that’s just not what i believe
maybe i will find some peace

everything will be okay

not good enough

hi, i write & sing <3
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