Bus Ride

Bus Ride (feat. chloe moriondo)

lonely

@sorrow x @thebootlegboy x @luciiniite - taking my life back

poison myself - Julia Alexa

i hate how i love u - Julia Alexa

it hasn't killed me yet - Julia Alexa

cigarettes - Julia Alexa

LYRICS:
I try my best but it’s never enough
I parallel peers and stare in disgust
And over these years I hate who I was
I look in the mirror who have I become
I tailor my image to someone I lust
I burry my pride in someone I trust
Just look in these eyes and tell me I'm loved
Cause I can feel I never hear it enough
Tear myself down every moment I'm given
Would anyone notice if I turned up missing?
I fell off the face of the earth, would legacy burn?
Would anybody care to listen?
I need a mission, I need a purpose
I need the drive to tell me I'm worth it
I need a person to stand in my corner to work with
I don't need to be perfect

I’ll just stay in my loneliness
In my bed you see only lonely things

I never want to be famous
And I hate the pictures I painted
I drew in the lines and I made it
Strip all of my numbers I'm naked
I bottle my image in wine till I bleed through the page that I'm dying inside
If I pen all my problems in nursery rhymes I can leave you a legacy after I die
Did I try, or never enough?
I wear a disguise and call it a bluff
At the end of my life will I lay in a tub
With a pool full of blood and a half-empty cup
And were you surprised or wishing me luck?
I bleed for reach it's out of touch
I spent all this time and never arrived
If I were to die would you give a-

never enough [The Bootleg boy X po9t]

My first Album ever. I was never bullied but people who get bullied -  like I always feel compassion for them.

Forgiven Heart

hex-on-my-heart.mp3

Live performance reimagined. A single evening of LIVEGEN stripped back covers of Quantum songs. 

Starting tomorrow (Piano)

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it hasn't killed me yet - Julia Alexa

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