indifference

マックのトップソング

feelings for my ex

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the last time we talk to each other

𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙁𝙞𝙨𝙝 ~ 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 + 𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙗)

stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

no one cares anymore - josiah maccartney feat. julia alexa

sorry this took me so long to put on sc! enjoy <3

take a moment to breathe.

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i just wanna run away

i feel like lately in life
nobody can understand 
i hide my pain in my music 
that’s what we do when we men

i do not show how i feel 
i fake it you’d think i was fine 
honestly it’s getting hard
finding my way in this life 

my girl left in the past week and it kills me not to see her 
my heart breaks cause the damn shame when it’s my fault and i need her 
i loved you
and i told you 
you believe me 
but you still leave 
now i’m tryna stay but it’s so hard i’m holding on so i don’t bleed  

i’m writing songs till i feel alright 
and i’m 10 in but i’m not okay  
i’m looking back on them old days 
that i spent w you 
for you ran away 
for you go and change 
leave me all alone 
i don’t know to feel  
how am i to cope 
when the pills are gone  
and you not at home 
when i wanna die where am i to go
Tryna look forward in life 
But it’s hard since you left I been feelin alone
It’s you that’s been stuck on my mind 
Do shit out of spite 
It’s hard doin shit on my own 
Reluctant to listen to those who help 
But looking back now Shit I wish I had known 
Blinded by thoughts of the future I never saw all of the colors of you that was shown 

A smile is only a mask
Just Trying to cover my past 
Did you ever feel wrong for your lies
If you wanted to leave shoulda asked 

Shit at least did you ever regret
All those misleading things that you said
When you claimed you’d be better off dead
Overthinking just fucked up my head 

Bitch you never tried 
Can’t run from these problems there’s nowhere to hide
I’d Swallow a pill for I swallow my pride 
These Demons they talk in the back of mind 
I keep reaching out while you leave me behind 
Drown in my thoughts I don’t care to survive 
I rememeber you’re gone when I look to my side yea
Yea 
I know that you’re gone am I still on your mind

Waiting (feat. Maiza)

Lil soundcloud exclusive cause I realized the beat wasn't available for purchase after I made the song so enjoy this one on sc only

timeloop (Prod. Matthew May)

cold feet

Marc Wavy - love/hate

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love/hate

stream

wanna b urs <3

I should probably drink more water
I should probably fix my posture
And my two pills a night
Feel like too much and not enough
I'm just trying to be a good daughter
In Vermont I feel like I'm an imposter
My drawbridge is coming down
And this heatwave is burning me up

The right side of my bed
Feels better than the left
And I feel like the worst
If I'm not the best
I keep burning my own bridge
Whether I lose or win
I'll always wish
I had more to give

If only I wasn't such a flight risk
If only I could settle down and mean it
Is this emptiness what people call their twenties?
No I'm not afraid of bruising
But I'm a coward in the face of losing
"Fuck a quitter"
Says a wanna be winner
Who can't stop running

The right side of my head
Feels better than the left
And I should let this go
But I haven't yet
I keep burning my own bridge
Whether I lose or win
I'll always wish
I had more to give

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh

More to Give

Unfair - The Neighborhood

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des·​i·​de·​ri·​um: 
an ardent desire or longing
especially : a feeling of loss or grief for something lost
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(https://twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
She is a fantastic beautiful bean who provided the song art, make sure you go check out her work and ask her about pricing <3

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I put an insane amount of effort into this, and i'm actually very proud of it! It would mean a lot to me if you gave it a listen, love you <3 

THIS IS NOW OUT ON SPOTIFY!! <3 <3 Thank you all for the support, I love you all so much!

Lyrics:
i fade
you take my heart
and make it bleed

i love you

you take my-
bleed
bleed
you take my-

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desiderium

hi, i write & sing <3
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no one cares anymore - josiah maccartney feat. julia alexa

☆Julia Alexa☆