bruises

i hate myself. 

original artwork by @astrosux

Prod. Heydium

Mix/Master - Me duh.

i hate myself [+heydium]

no one cares anymore - josiah maccartney feat. julia alexa

those eyes

drive safe because i love you

Growing Up For Nothing

Counting Down The Days

People Chage

Listen On Spotify

People Change (feat. ivri)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

ITS ON SPOTIFY AGAIN! PROMOTING SOUNDS POSTED IT...<3

Doug Clark - To The Souls That Leave Us Too Soon

"In Love With the Pain" is a song based on my fight against anxiety, fear, and depression. The lyrics go deep into my physical and spiritual struggles. I hope you are able to relate and cope with this song. Enjoy "In Love With the Pain" - Sant Gabe

In Love With the Pain

i thought about taking my life last night

hi, i write & sing <3
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no one cares anymore - josiah maccartney feat. julia alexa

☆Julia Alexa☆