Name: In Love With the Pain by Sant Gabe
Duration: 2 min 17 s
Description: "In Love With the Pain" is a song based on my fight against anxiety, fear, and depression. The lyrics go deep into my physical and spiritual struggles. I hope you are able to relate and cope with this song. Enjoy "In Love With the Pain" - Sant Gabe

  . Yo this song was fire but  can you check out my music cause i need feedback on it to improve.

Beat's fye.  Vocal delivery's a lil weak for me.

Yes,I can feel your pain bro,we all go through the changes and the song is nice btw

daaamn, I fuck with this alors man 🔥🔥 nice job

This was clean I give you a lot of props for knowing how to play a guitar that’s hard .

This is amazing really connected to this song  congrats homie 🔥🔥🔥

@kado.wav
Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

Lost - Chri$tian gate$

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Love y'all. Thanks for the support <3

Ik, She's Gone (Feat. Presence)

Produced by Filament
Cover art by: Jgriff

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Adam VanHoose
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unloved 😔 (ft. Adam VanHoose)

i feel like lately in life
nobody can understand 
i hide my pain in my music 
that’s what we do when we men

i do not show how i feel 
i fake it you’d think i was fine 
honestly it’s getting hard
finding my way in this life 

my girl left in the past week and it kills me not to see her 
my heart breaks cause the damn shame when it’s my fault and i need her 
i loved you
and i told you 
you believe me 
but you still leave 
now i’m tryna stay but it’s so hard i’m holding on so i don’t bleed  

i’m writing songs till i feel alright 
and i’m 10 in but i’m not okay  
i’m looking back on them old days 
that i spent w you 
for you ran away 
for you go and change 
leave me all alone 
i don’t know to feel  
how am i to cope 
when the pills are gone  
and you not at home 
when i wanna die where am i to go
Tryna look forward in life 
But it’s hard since you left I been feelin alone
It’s you that’s been stuck on my mind 
Do shit out of spite 
It’s hard doin shit on my own 
Reluctant to listen to those who help 
But looking back now Shit I wish I had known 
Blinded by thoughts of the future I never saw all of the colors of you that was shown 

A smile is only a mask
Just Trying to cover my past 
Did you ever feel wrong for your lies
If you wanted to leave shoulda asked 

Shit at least did you ever regret
All those misleading things that you said
When you claimed you’d be better off dead
Overthinking just fucked up my head 

Bitch you never tried 
Can’t run from these problems there’s nowhere to hide
I’d Swallow a pill for I swallow my pride 
These Demons they talk in the back of mind 
I keep reaching out while you leave me behind 
Drown in my thoughts I don’t care to survive 
I rememeber you’re gone when I look to my side yea
Yea 
I know that you’re gone am I still on your mind

Waiting (feat. Maiza)

w/ @seon47

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

It's like everyday is a different struggle
Young man, but I found a hustle
E-L-Y, that's a piece of the puzzle
I'm really blessed, but I'm still stressed
How I lost my muscle at a young age
Changed me, I had blind rage
Saw the world as a still beige
Seemed to lose it's color
Self esteem, in an empty gutter
Was praying for flooding that never would cover the losses I took
Rather just die than admit to my family cause they would discover
The path that I took
Used drugs as a cover, to cover the fact
That I fucked up myself to a point where I'd never recover
Got lost in the lust and I fell for a lover, that never would love me
The way that I needed
Broken and pleading for someone to save me but no one would save me
I thought that she would
But I ended up hurting somebody that can't be replaced
Now when I look at life, I'm thinking like what a disgrace I made
Just dig me a grave and bury me deep, at least six feet
Cause I don't wanna breathe, and I don't wanna be
The person I turned out to be in end
Now I'm focused on turning the page and becoming a person that I could be proud of
Got tired of telling myself that I'm not it
So I gotta be it, before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
I'm making my peace
Before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
Before it all tears me to pieces

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Man I been lost for a while
Struggling finding my way in this life
I just forget how to smile
Wonder what happened wish that I wasn't alive
Lately I been in denial
Saying I'm fine, running away from my mind
Shit ain't been right since the trail
It ain't been right since the trial
They locked me for up like a year
I ain't have nobody there
Couldn't run like I did in the past, and I was facing all my fears
Coming to terms with all that I've done
All the feelings starting to flood
I'm drowning alone I ran out luck
I was so close to just giving it up
Now I'm out but I don't feel like I'm free
On a mission tryna find all my dreams
To steady losing never getting no sleep
I'm feeling empty getting closer to e
So what do I do, and who do I be
Life it been weighing me down
I don't what I should think
Cause I get caught in my addiction
Tryna not to make a difference
Wishing I could stop the sinning
Knowing I can't be forgiving
My whole life I'm never winning
My whole I'm never winning, for real
I pray this a dream and that none of this real
I'm waking up where I don't have to feel
Don't have to stress and I don't have to heal
I don't have to stress and I don't have to heal

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Ely Waves & Seon - it's hard to be me

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why’d you let me fall girl
why’d you let me down
why’d you give me up before the end of the world
did you hear me screaming 
cause i was screaming loud
did you hear the cries before it all came crashing down

i feel the pain inside my chest like a ceiling thats caving in 
i feel you presence as i’m screaming you watching me as it end 
but i’m falling while you alright you forgetting bout what you did 
all the time that you stole from me & the life i could’ve lived 

was is the first time that you fell in love? 
i wanted peace but you wanted drugs 
all them times had to pay the plug 
when you never mine & you never was
but still i stayed steady wondering 
when the love would come that i gave to you 
from the other side and it never did all the shit you said was it never true

just another lie 
why we sitting here & at the end of time 
while the world is ending and we’re bout to die
& i still hate the way i always feel inside  

cause i’m loving you 
but you don’t feel same 
nothing i can do to make you change 
cause you made it clear that this is till the grave 
imma die alone imma die in pain isn’t that a shame 
no cap

why’d you let me fall girl
why’d you let me down
why’d you give me up before the end of the world
did you hear me screaming 
cause i was screaming loud
did you hear the cries before it all came crashing down

Resting her head
Look in her eyelids
I feel the pain
She couldn’t hide it
Dream of the days
When we were flying
Now it just feel like it burning the silence
I hear a Scream
It getting louder
Voices be telling her she doesn’t matter
I see her dreams every night they get sadder
Tossing and turning then waking up backwards

Grabbing her keys
She out the door
Cruising the city she watching it pour
Look to the sky feet on the floor
Wonder what she keep on doing this for

Feeling afraid that this might be the end
Knowing she all alone no one holding her hand
Taking a breath, holding it in
Hoping it go away before she count to ten.

She feel the pain
She Feel the violence
She wanna hide it
Watching it burn

Running away
I’m screaming louder
Hoping she hear it before she get hurt

She turn away
Feet on the edge
Closing her eyes
Hoping it end
Hoping it end
Hoping it end
Hoping it,,,

why’d you let me fall girl
why’d you let me down
why’d you give me up before the end of the world
did you hear me screaming 
cause i was screaming loud
did you hear the cries before it all came crashing down

The End Of The World (feat. Drex Carter)

Memory

"In Love With the Pain" is a song based on my fight against anxiety, fear, and depression. The lyrics go deep into my physical and spiritual struggles. I hope you are able to relate and cope with this song. Enjoy "In Love With the Pain" - Sant Gabe

In Love With the Pain

Sant Gabe

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