amazing song and it's saying what I'm thinking  

 Wake up babe new kanashi <3 soo good bro 

@alessandro-wyder: of course! its always good to have something relatable to help out.hope u feel better soon

4/7/21, the day my mother abandoned me for herself

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

Walking through the night,
Hold your head up, Ana, no,
I don't wanna hear a sound love it when I hold you close,
She said I hate her but I love that girl too much sometimes,
(Wanna be an angel but im fading to a butterfly)

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

NO ONE CAN SAVE ME

produced by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
I feel fucked since the day you left me
Still reminisce inside
But I can't get over the feelings
Of anything
But what I felt like hit my life
And I'm so sorry that I'm taking this personal
Held on for so long
This grudge and I don't know why
Inside I still feel it belongs

Can I get 5 more minutes
The time goes
I don't get it
Why can't we hold
This moment before you go

I'm tired of this shit
Can we just turn it over
Back to before all this
Can't change the present or more
Set aside how I feel
Seems all impossible but
I'll try my best to pick up from takin it slower
Wait give me a sec
I just need to rewire my mind I
Can't change the way right this side
Feels like I'm not in control
Its the back of my thoughts grabbing hold
I know now its a sign
Forgiveness can change this course
Trynna find it in my soul
Cause I need it more

I know I feel like you just left me
My heart achin
My open chest empty
So please can i

Can I get 5 more minutes
The time goes
I don't get it
Why can't we hold
This moment before you go

leftquiet:
open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P…92RG-a_mLbJBQPgg
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquietverified
www.youtube.com/channel/UCma1cmscc7ejh7clSV9Shww
twitter.com/left_quiet

don't go..

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4fv8YRo7BYXrjDWAf5QSAy?si=ca7163aff2b04300

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

prod. joe tedesco

lyrics:
it's unbearable
just got back from the bar an i'm f*cking miserable
cold and sober in the dark

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest
in pieces

i'm just tryna rest in peace so well
i don't rly need ur f*ckin help
so just stop callin me
i'm just tryna kick it in hell

sayin that u love me idk if u mean that
keep lookin at the photos i should prolly delete that
you never really loved me i dunno why you said that
must've been easy broke my heart over snapchat
it's almost funny how u act so fine
post a couple pictures of his bed online

my mind keep racing
i break in stages
you don't even care of the timing
take a couple shots as i scroll thru ur ig

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

onlyfriend - let me rest (ft. skele) [prod. joe tedesco]

i hate myself. 

original artwork by @astrosux

Prod. Heydium

Mix/Master - Me duh.

i hate myself [+heydium]

Buried Alive

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

prod. @rrarebearbeats

lyrics:
they say home is where the heart is
well, my heart's with u 
I don't feel so alone when I'm next to u
pick me up when I'm down 
I know thats hard to do
I'm not good at words so I thought I'd write this song for u

(melody)

so, I thought I'd write this song for u

everyday ur the only thing I think ab 
we both came from dark places, but we made it out
crossed paths, fell in love we got it figured out
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

we both came up from broken homes and broken promises
it took its toll, but it made us stronger kids
I'm glad I have u here cuz u make me stronger too
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that 

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

a song i wrote ab a girl i fell in luv w (RRAREBEAR)

throwaway of ours that'd prolly have never seen the light if we didn't post it LMFAO

Lyrics:

[emptychest]

never rly know what i want or what i need, i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem, i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need MAE-EY-YEAAA

[hero]

yea tell me u need mE
i need some reassurance
with a straight face say your words aren't alluring
the evidence i need i'm having trouble procuring
despite all the witnesses i
aAaAaA

i can't say it for certain
no matter how many people i ask i'm a servant to you
killing u would be such suicide
card castle come down
wah ooh i 

and time files so damn fast in this place
and they're fucking on my trail and i think that this is it
oh god

tell me u need me more than anything
tell me u need me more than there are trees
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me

[emptychest]

never rly know what i want or what i need, i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem, i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
never rly know what i want or what i need
i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem
i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need MAE-EY-YEAAAH

tell me u need me w/ emptychest (boyfifty)

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

i hate myself [+heydium]

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