stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

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I said I’m tunnel vision get it
Slightly optimistic 
Rarely ever switching 
Don’t forget to go and mention 
All the shit that brought me here
Worst of all your fears 
I done seen em and it’s clear 
It ain’t ever worth the tears 

There no truth inside the lies it’s only pain that brought me up 
I’m a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck 
Selling drugs when i’m in school instead of out and having fun 
Only knew to chase a bag they never taught me how love 

It done made me who I am I got regrets but that’s alright 
Try to push all em aside but can’t escape it in my mind 
So imma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright 
Don’t you see me as i am don’t you see through my disguise 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 


I said i’ll run until I’m finally lost 
Feeling get a lot 
Always hating when they come around 
and i get in my thoughts 
Never chasing as they leave I’m always loving when they gone 
You shoulda seen what i was on and all the ways i do em wrong 

I don’t think it’d be a problem if I pushed away the pain 
I know I’m numbing and it’s wrong
but i’m just tryna make it change 
i go back to where I was then I’ll get caught up in my ways 
abusing drugs I got a habit one that I could  never shake 

I float away to where i never been 
putting pain behind me
It’s beyond the time that i should end 
It’s beyond the time that i can quit 
Let’s be honest
would it help me if i finish it 
Prolly not it was prolly never true 
It was prolly just a sign for me to find what i could use 
on a journey going through 
Never seeing what i lose 
Never staying where i’m at 
You never know what imma do
In the nighttime


In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life

Thats My Life

the pain of things being too good

drive safe because i love you

nothing left to lose - Julia Alexa

i hate how i love u - Julia Alexa

all i do is think about u - Julia Alexa

i'm sry i love u

my religion

body bag

not good enough

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nothing left to lose - Julia Alexa

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