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stvn and pinkblxxd - money coming in (prod. swampkill)

up (prod. reidsixx) #greed

lungskull x pinkblxxd - rick owens freestyle (prod. lungskull)

and everytime it rains
i think about the day
i picked u up from work
i don’t know why it hurts
guess i’m still tryna search
empathy holds my shirt
i been so fucking alone
want everybody to go
seduce me with ur eyes 
seduce me with ur lies 
and this perspective of mine
can’t figure out how to die 
hurt myself from time to time
i like the sense of control
my mental on overload 
i feel it coming its close
picture the skinniest rope
thats holding onto some hope
thats burning itself to cope
the hourglass dropping sand
theres shards of glass in my hands 
it cutting me i grip tight 
its leaking liquid all night

and yes the feelings alright
even if u not the type
you’ll feel this echo of mine

 
it’ll pass thru all the time 
find you when u blank inside
tv static in the mind

prod racky

i mean we got so close
u must've felt it 
there's no way to cope
acting selfish powers u in a world
where everyone helpless 
always tryna control
but i won't let it .

prod trap4hood

the interlude that lasted forever

in the physical world 
where u speak and u breathe
all the weed u so need 
desperately for the screams
u internally see 
i hear them too 
echos in ur room
all the ghosts say boo
and the parents drink booze 
ur they friends they snooze 
when it’s late at night 
u shake with freight 
eyebags dead eyes 
long nails scratch my
skin from its flesh 
tissue issues 
miss u
kiss u 
in another life 
this is my last time 
at least i hope till u reappear in my mind 

in the physical world 
where i speak and i breathe
all the weed i so need 
desperately for the screams
i internally see 
u hear them too 
echos in my room
all the ghosts say boo
and the parents drink booze 
my they friends they snooze 
when it’s late at night 
i shake with freight 
eyebags dead eyes 
long nails scratch ur
skin from its flesh 
tissue issues 
miss me
kiss me 
in another life 
this ur my last time 
at least u hope till i reappear in ur mind

prod racky

fingernails

ever had some ghosts tryna whisper ur name
its not hollywood now but this feel like a maze 
i’m not hollywood i’m totured and i'm mentally dazed 
there was parasite plotting to distract my mind 
so i burnt the walls down and i shout it loud 
i can’t u hear nigga i’m still smoking loud
prideful confident end it with a howl 
niggas slimey and fake snakes be so foul 
so i turn my head behind like owl 
i hear the voices u don’t the hear
i see the pictures that aren’t clear
i was engulfed the dark dark fear 
memories and voices faint from my ears
leave them behind don’t bat a eye 
tear the bat wings make soup with his eye 
there’s something sinister about how u feel 
there’s something sinister about how u feel 
there’s something sinister about how u feel

howl

why does the sun seem to talk to me
i’ll lay right here and i’ll watch u breathe 
u breathe
u breathe
u breathe 

my baby my ruca she ran away 
had visions of her it was yesterday 
break free from ur shackles u could disobey 
obey 

i don’t understand why u pout ur face
i don’t understand why u left the place
guess something bout me isn’t that great


when the sun falls asleep for the night
babies roaring u could hear their cries 
born in a world where we all die 
distracted we please our mind
to numb the pain we feel inside 

get my time right
get my mind right

u can disobey ruca be a rebel

don’t lose sight of who u are
theres reminders in the stars
pushing ur luv thru a cart 
teenage angst u smoke ur cart 
i would rather roll my bud 
getting older doesn’t suck
i’m so still young but my mind ain’t
ever saw a brain go paint 
the walls inside ur cave 
baby ur just like a maze 
internal mess that leaves a daze 
but i honestly relate 
can u let me take ur pain?
i can love people all day

don't lose sight of who u are

its been awhile since i felt
that burning sensation 
and its my soul melt
i hope ur not playing
hold me tight just like my belt
structure the low moments 
i never ask for help
i can do it on my own 

not fair to u
not fair to u
not fair what i put u thru
not fair to me
not fair to me
not fair what u put me thru


and i see u everynight
ur essence in my bed 
and i hate it that we fought 
i love u what i said 
i wish that i could take
all the pain u feel
u wish u could take
all the pain i feel

not fair to u
not fair to u
not fair what i put u thru
not fair to me
not fair to me
not fair what u put me thru

and its not fair 
and its not fair 
we could try one more time
only if u like 
we could try one more time 
only if u like 
and its not fair
and its not fair
we could try one more time 
thats only if u like

turn this off if it hurts

and than they wash away and they ash in the dust 
i need my lungs open dissect my crush 
permanently inhale my soul it rush 
a cigarette and a spliff x 2 for lunch
i’m searching for every feel cus its never enough
never had a name cut my hair for fun 
never had a name eyebrows sound lame 
i seemed to bring attention and fame 
lifes a game in the end i wanna bleach ur eyes
i wanna be responsible for all ur cries
i want u questioning tortured in ur mind 
i want u running in circles no where to hide 
dark circles family with my eyes
i just grabbed ur attention it was always mine
in a physical world where only u die
i just grabbed ur attention it was always mine
when u think i’m gone i’m right behind
i just grabbed ur attention it was always mine
ur sick sick fuck why u talk bout coochie 
selena gomez can u be my hoochie 
got a parasitic touch no i don’t got cooties 
promise everything than i don’t come back 
i heard ur voices i talked back

prod sickboi

ur eyes were mine the whole time

i loved u all
now i watch u fall
i saw those calls
i saw those texts
inside a mess
always tryna correct 
happy if i was dead? 
all the thoughts in ur head
baby rots in her bed
or a party with her friends 
distracting u from the end 
did u hear what i said
who u are when we everyones gone
our child selves cried for so long  
now i know who i am now that everyones gone
and its not my fault 
i tried gave u my heart 
i gave u that light that warms up ur scars 
and a lens of truth told u 
u can go far
i said my truth 
now i’m going so far
goodbye i’m gone

prod mercenarychild

so far

girl
i wanna see u
fantasying
lifes a island 
ur surrounded 
by the currents
see the serpents
cut the grass 
smoke the grass
pass the time
hope this last
ur so fast
ur so fast 
ur so fast

and it was december right
when u said u were mine
i should’ve saw the sign
i’ll take the blame alright
i stayup at night 
my mind tryna fight 
my mind tryna fight

serpent

and now the sun clocks for the day
and all the people waste their life away 
pray to a god that doesn’t exist
its inside u i try to show u the gift 
i feel it all i crumble slow 
everyone so fake i’m in my truman show
this feels like death 
will i come back 
the mirror reflects 
my tears they shape the glass 
this is truth
i know ur scared
we’ll so i am i kinda like despair 
i miss that face 
i miss ur hair
the scent that roamed i wanna taste ur air

despair

and as u shed all ur tears
i watched ur voice disappear :( 



prod korp 

ur eyes are so swollen , i used to hold u so tight

my heart its so frozen
this girl different colors
so i guess she foreign 
this one for my brothers i told them that we’ll all be touring
tryna elevate like oh my god u all be boring
theres just something different bout the boy is that annoying?
on the boat and i’m still rowing
grandma was into that sowing 
grandma i’m into that syrup
from the afterlife u hear me
can’t u see how all them fear me
this a new thing this that passion
u should come over touch the clothes touch the fabric
all black on my body wear it we could match it
i’ma music god how tf did this happen
god picked me sorry that u cannot have it
fell in luv wit music like it came up like a bad bitch
hair tied pants down and my belt unfastened 
hair tied pants down this shit bouta happen
i dropped out of school
they think that i’m cool
i think that i’m cool
i think i’m the future
i think i’m the leader
i don’t wanna use her
but sometimes i need her
i don’t wanna see her
but sometimes i bleed her
i remember gym making songs on the bleachers
all on my iphone 
call on my iphone
i see a cyclone 
going in cycles
ride like a bicycle
baby u bite i know

elevate

a letter to my best friend, i love you, j

who gonna watch my back now i got my brother to watch my back
all goth dressed in black 
got a problem bitch get off my sack
damn i miss my niggas like damn bro where my niggas at?
damn i just got his number damn that nigga aint callin back
nigga why this shit jus happen to me summer ass
bitch i hate this summer wasnt doing work but i had a blast
gotta do show this summer throwing up black jetlag
come in LA wit a prada bag have these niggas mad
come in LA coppin the dutt pack and the beat prod makk
damn he hated all these beats the 808s so ass

bitch im making bread all day im needing all the summer
nigga want me to keep striving im not leaving with no drummer
nigga he want me to get lit im not leaving with no bummer
nigga im always thinking about this shit everyday just get tougher
i took the DMT everything wasnt clear i saw frames buffer
lil bitch im high as fuck im watching them cartoons
niggas biting swag niggas copping CRTVs (CRT TVs just in case you wanna be a smart ass) too
what? shoutout to my nigga damn that nigga was a coon
yeah that nigga wouldnt sleep that nigga would stay up til its noon
man i wish that i can see you we could stare up at the moon
we could talk about the bitches that we loved and fucking screwed
damn he wished that i was there with you and icemop that shit cool
i remember chillin wit yo ass on mlp tycoon
i was there for every drop, even when you dropped lovefool
i remember when you told yo dad never taught you tools
now you keep a fuckin chop on you and robbing all these jewels

long live my nigga bro greed goth

goth a song for j prod makkgin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8P7erFbKbEg

bass hits harder than the backshots i gave her
hit it from the back than she call me her maker 
so many hoes but i save them for later
came out the coffin feel like undertaker 

came out the womb so i’m looking like a mummy 
can u speak louder i’m tryna hear something
i’m the best to do it rlly wish that i was frontin 
when it come to truth all these rappers they got nothing
came from a world that isn’t here
that probably explains why i shed these tears 
i want the syrup sip it just like beer 
so theres a reason why i stumbled here 
everything be possible 
tell me what’s impossible 
i got a goth shawty black hair kim possible 
meant to say shego
lemme calm my ego
i feel like a god i don’t even think we equal

bass hits harder than the backshots i gave her
hit it from the back than she call me her maker 
so many hoes but i save them for later
came out the coffin feel like undertaker 

i don’t know where i came from
i jus came to show u passion love
i know one day i’ma go astray 
so i leave some songs with words to say
and i live in a dark world with hate 
and i be drugging up just to escape 
and i know i’m torn to save this place
i’m just a dying rockstar kurt cobain

prod purls & awakeagain

coffin

shes so predictable 
awful neglected girl 
stuck in dirty world 
where all the tables turn
my soul she tried to burn
i left and than she learnt 
i left and than she learnt

bond

can u be in my body bag
i want my body back
she such a hottie yea
my nose is snobby yea
the one who taught me yea
made me a zombie yea
come be my zombie girl
love how u walking girl
spit while u talking girl
i’m feeling everything

prod trap4shawty

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