222ily  - i love you, so (lilac)

there's a hole inside my chest


i know something's wrong with me
i got a high fever
i'm losing to my body
i'm losing all my conscience 
i know something's wrong with me
there's no one that can fix it
my soul is oh so hollow
the infection r*pes my spirit

hi fever snippet

watch me (feat. atman)

Exploding Heart

https://soundcloud.com/cementhead1

🎼🎼🎼

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soda
~
*im still loading*
I was loading 
I was loading
Thought I loaded up
Thought I loaded all the way but it was not enough
Thought I had it in the bag
But I couldnt even pick it up
Wasnt strong enough
Wasnt me enough
Had to ponder everything 
Like whats the meaning of
Why do I always think Im gonna fuck up
When its time to sink or swim 
Bitch Im floatin up
Yeah Im floatin up
Yeah Im floatin up

eyedunlowdedup
eyedunlowdedup
eyedunlowdedup
eyedunlowdedup

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enabler 
~
I been getting loaded up for a long time
one shot in the chamber, riza hawkeye
I can't talk about the type of shit im on tonight
you wanna fall in love, can't get close enough
me and soda you smell gas you really know it's us
you know I been best in class, yeah at goin dumb
took the ghost out of the flask, now it's in my cup
I can't slow it down, baby im too loaded up

you got scared when we shook hands cause im cold to the touch
you don't know how to take a loss I really wish you luck
you wanna tell me what it is I really wish it was
cursemark upon my skin, I can't get it off

eyedunlowdeduppppppp

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soda
~
eyedunlowdedup
eyedunlowdedup
eyedunlowdedup

eyedunlowdedup
Man I think Im done
Yeah loaded up
I think I loaded up
Am I havin fun 
Am I havin fun?
I dont know yet
I dont know nothing but a feeling
And Im feeling it
I forgot it all
I just wanna learn to breath again

eyedunlowdedup with enabler

Z00m FUN3r@L
what people deserve 
Versus what people get 

Are just not the same thing
Yr sense of justice is shit

I need 2 euthanize me

Cuts still sticking to my sheets 
hope left me for two weeks

Kidnapped a prime part of my heart 
Thinking Should I relapse
or just try to restart?

Calling sobbing over me,,
bitch ain’t you the one who left me?

My insides fuckin screaming 
for another option 




Gypsum’s lyrics coming soon
Mixed and mastered by Gypsum
Produced by PM

fused2thebed w/ Gypsum (prod.PM)

stream: https://oscarpisces.carrd.co/

lyrics: 
oh baby its 3pm when i wake up
oh i brush my teeth and do my make up
ion feel good enough
why wont it go away
i dont want it to stay
it makes me change 
it makes me hate

does it ever get easy?
see me
say that u need me
heal me
so why are u leaving
see me
say that u need me
wish it could be
easy
wish u could need 
need me
wish you could see
see me
heal me

ye i do my best
so can u leave my chest
i dont need this mess
ye im holding on with bloody hands
if i let go now where will i land?

does it ever get easy?

NAOTO - LET IT RIDE (CURLY + WIFI) [bagmoment exclusive]

@waterdreamerthesame
prod/mix mae
eli vox mix: eli

you should should know that you’re nothing in the grand scheme
on the highway driving sideways in the backseat
when i walk out on the stage yeah they all scream
never met a bitch like you, you’re not like me
when i blow up you’re gonna watch me on the tv
this gravity just doesn’t work for me
this gravity just doesn’t work for me
this gravity just doesn’t work for me
don’t be surprised when i make it and you crash out
i know what you’re about
i see you tryna hold it back now
i know what ur about

your forked tongue keeps spewing shit
we get you gone and go get a check
i saw god on psilocybin
bathe in his light i breathe it in
the wrong tags on the wrong dog
bitch take them off you not me no
krishna love bless me
in my dreams i smoke weed

you should should know that you’re nothing in the grand scheme
on the highway driving sideways in the backseat
when i walk out on the stage yeah they all scream
never met a bitch like you, you’re not like me
when i blow up you’re gonna watch me on the tv
this gravity just doesn’t work for me
this gravity just doesn’t work for me
this gravity just doesn’t work for me

like me (ft. esme liars)

dec'24

last month i was so done with my life that i drank all my medication together, for a moment in this year i felt free, i thought it was over but nope, i was just tweaking the whole day, had to go to work while i was dying in live view, nobody seemed to care at all so I made a vow of silence regarding this situation, its seems like every day that passes i lose a little bit more of my sanity, this was the first thing i did after overdosing, im recovering slowly but at least im trying... i guess...

wakingafteroverdosing/meeting

fake emotions from a fake person, project sponsored by meta

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