I'll let the lyrics explain the idea.

I’M SO MATERIAL
(c) JunkHeap Oct 19 2025

I’m sort of old school, trying to live my life,
but it’s changing so fast I’m going cross-eyed.    
I wish I had all of the things that I see on my screen.
I never seem to be happy without them in my room.

Looking at the screen with the blinds all the way down.
I go outside and spend a bit of time looking at my phone,
while the beautiful world passes me by.  
Shopping online oh ya.  
Pretty girl gives me a smile,
but I’m staring at my phone waiting for a reply.

I’m so material.  Just want a little more.
Forget the mindfulness.  We want to consume it all.

Spending money I don’t have,
then spend a little more.
until the bills eat me alive; 
while the world buzzin’ like a beehive.
Not sure how I’m going to survive.
Never enough to satisfy.

Thrill of the purchase, 
done with the splurging,
telling myself I need to pull the reins.
Lights a flashing; ad enticement;
much excitement; cash exchanged.

Never seen a moment, like this. 
Like a drug in the veins, such bliss.
but it’s more than that,
We’re all matter of fact,
Missing that something that resonates.

Pretty girl doesn’t give me the time,
because I’m begging on the street,
sitting in the grime.

I’m so material.  Just want a little more.
Forget the mindfulness.  We want to consume it all. 
...consume it all.

I'm So Material

The name JunkHeap came from creating song ideas and leaving them for later, and then picking through the junk heap of ideas to enhance a new song idea.  Explore my discography, find something you like.  

All of my albums on Soundcloud have been reduced to a sampling of a few songs.  The complete albums are available on all streaming sites.

JunkHeap is a solo, alternative rock music project.  Unapologetic, thought-provoking, emotionally raw music for the masses...