lost cause

instrumentation and vocals by me
mix/master by brody @prodbybrody

lyrics:

eyes to the ceiling
really cared, but i couldn't hold the feeling
always falls beneath me
and i always keep it with me
in the back of my head
while it's gleaming

is it what you want?
say it and it's done
not the only one
i go back to
the silence closes my door
i've never left here before

if i could recognize
that its a dream all the time
and the look in my eye
takes me out of this life

maybe hope for next year
and the tracks ive left 
are always near
so take me away this time
forget all of the lies

dreaming

lose a habit, kiss the scars

produced by nevrfall

kiss the scars

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separate [p. nevrfall]

production by harvest

it's hard to show face when
everyday i feel like drowning i
can't stop the ringing in my ears
inner demons saying hi

my thoughts they come after my brain
bi-weekly feel struck down with pain
every movement feels so wrong, insane
it's inside my body i feel strained

i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about

it's hard to show face when
everyday i feel like drowning i
can't stop the ringing in my ears
inner demons saying hi

my thoughts they come after my brain
bi-weekly feel struck down with pain
every movement feels so wrong, insane
it's inside my body i feel strained

i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about
i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about my mind

spotify

i don't know a thing about my mind

could i just start over

same mistakes!

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/maesk337 go check my brother out
cover by andre benz
lyrics: 
peace, peace, peace, peace 
music got me on a leash
its why i barely buy a lease
when im gone u wont even hear a peace out

i been walking late at night so i can hear that airy street sound
im not coming over im not here to play round
just give me some peace and quiet while i bump this swaine loud

woah, woah, woah, wstd
i need a face lift 
im way too fucking complacent
this shit will take time, patience

i dont need a break 
but im gon use the break lights
yeah im startin to sweat
but i dont need to take 5
i feel like im in nv 
the way im bending space time
its great I know
now always look to break ties

way too many slow songs
i’m just tryna write wrongs
please give me a month off
so that I can pop off

kill this shit like lara croft 
burning shit like speeds pikachu
u can not tell me to stop
theres no way im lettin u

//cover of sewerperson - its inevitable
last night at last call had felt like a century
and i hope that you know exactly what that meant to me
i pray we cross paths in life again eventually
and i hope that you know exactly what that meant to me
7pm in hawaii and im distant
i read the text but i told her i missed it
//

its so peaceful

maesk - peace (wstdtime)

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

coming in early just to stay late
i just wanted to see you in the worst way
and i don't know what i'm doing when the time goes
i'm just so good at losing what i need most

pulling me closer just to push me away
i hit the spot i think i'm closer today
i find the words, i don't find it easy to say
cause all this touching only gets in the way

but on that night i swear the coast was made of toxins
i should probably stop it
suddenly you're cold, now suddenly it's not an option
in the clothes i haven't washed yet
waterlogged and different like the note slipped in my pocket
hope you meant it like i mean cause i'm...
i'm feeling awful
couldn't stop it

pulling me closer just to push me away
i hit the spot i think i'm closer today
i find the words, i don't find it easy to say
cause all this touching only gets in the way

so long in Boston
ice sleet, but i'm on it
i don't sleep if i'm honest
it's alright and i promise
fucked up what you call it
undone when you saw it
light brings out the worst in me
but thats hardly your fucking problem
cause you're not here and we're not talking

hotel rooms from the first night
i wake up at the first sign
i walk out to the sealine
i can't tell when i last tried
it never feels like it felt right
bleed pale light from the blue tides
i slow down for the last time

Loftus

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calemt - crépuscule de l'amour

produced by: malith
everything else by: me 

lyrics:

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

now when u textin my phone I jus break it 
even when ur alone yea u won't face it 
I hit my friends up 2 gram blunt ill face it
shoutout my dogs on them roads they dont fake it
hoppin out the whip
baby das me! 
I be rocking all black w/ a white tee
yeah I dont give a fuck if you dont like me 
pussy u an old boy, u a spike lee

n I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

(sendflowrs, jmtly, decks & cherryrizla)
I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

could i just start over

forgetme

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