prod. by  thms. + @happytrench
written by thms.
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We've wasted away all these years
What to do with misplaced fears?
And everyday, I yearn for here
But where is that when tears roll

Down again
This is my end
And i won't forgive
what's endless in this

this is for him
and all that you did
I'm drowning in it
So what's with your tears rolling

down

asmodea

you're so special
i don't exist
you're one in a million
im a man in the midst
i act like a jest
and feign ignorance
to make you forget

nothing else to do about it
there aint much to do about it

you're so special
i don't exist
you're one in a million
im a man in the midst

Man in the Midst

ignite (sxth sns)

prod me

reach for a glass
the first of november (it hurts me to say)
caught in a gap
it hurts to remember (that nothing has changed)

what can i ask
that you won’t assume is in artifice
what can i have
what can i have

there she goes swaying low and caving on me
meanwhile i’m taken over
craving something

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

shattered my hand
while dialing the number
it cost you your land
from sunrise to sunder (i’ll break it off)

so take it all, your skates, your cards
we’re way too far, the pavement’s gone
my frames that broke, your laces choke
my ankles roll, i’m out of control

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

shattered my hand

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Kv38QbSm8sQ?si=ncNCp8uMao_JC9cS

produced by aftrr

Got your life tied in a knot
Show your worst side, what you got?
Let it go, going for the top
On the road, I can never stop

Head-rush  
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Your touch
Tongue tied
Think I love it
Out my mind

Head-rush
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Live it up
Tongue tied
(Risk is drowning but I'm gonna take it)

(Isn't it fun)
Think I met you in my past life
It's the right time
I can't let it pass by
(In my head)
Living a lie
Losing myself in the moment
Look myself in the mirror
I know I need you right here

Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
Your name, I call out
You're all-, all alone
Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
To you, I call out

stream

Headrush

Lyrics:
Fed up,
I've been breaking teeth
Give it up
For ecstasy
Just for once
I wanna feel free
I've been countin',
Payin, day after day
The pressure surrounds me
And I don't feel brave

You look at me like you want me to say
Somethin'
Girl, what's that about
Afraid to find the root cause
I pray it's not my fault

(I mean)

How could she escape?
Her family's fake
Her dad is out the picture
That's where we relate
An American cliche
Work so hard,
Get barely paid
And I'm so sick of it all
Tell me, do you see my worth?
I'ma shine so bright baby,
I'ma let it burn
Lookin' back at the past
Man, it was a blur
Give me my respect
'Cause you act like I ain't earn it

Fed up,
I've been seein' greed
Give it up
For inner peace
Just for once
I want you to say that,
You need me-

You look at me like you want me to say
Somethin'
Girl, what's that about
Afraid to find the root cause
I pray it's not my fault


fed up

how do i tell u

Arrangement by Zurya Montenegro
Vocals: Zurya Montenegro, Aidan Jewell
Production: Sebastien Suter-Ternynck, Zurya Montenegro
Co-Producer: 33roaa
Additional guitar: Christian Morton
Cello: Hailey Mason
Additional vocals: Old Collin

Lethargic and rowdy
I was over Cece, weather looking cloudy
It was only two degrees, I was doubting
If I'd ever know your name
Ever since I met you, had to know what you were hiding
That's a lot of deep-diving for a below average swimmer
Bless that winter
Never knew what I would want, until I found it
uh, yeah

Where'd you learn to grow eyes like that?
Always seemed a little larger than life
Double up on your size like that? uh yeah 
How you give me butterflies like that
I've always wanted you more than I've liked

Guess I've never been much of a good friend
I'll always need a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
a little bit x 3
I'm not much of a good friend
I'll always need a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
a little bit more (I'm not much of a good friend)
I'll always need a little bit more from you 

You say this ain't love
You say this ain't even fair to you
We both know, it's all wrong
Life goes on, and that's that
But i don't wanna go on

I guess I'm just too immature
Treat you like my only one
We don't gotta act in love
I'll be your best friend if that's really what you want
Tell me if it's adding up
Baby have you had enough
Am I making you mad or what?
Do you really wanna-

The burdens that you carry are the weight of the paint on your canvas
Do you not understand this?
They don't see the art in you
In every single part of you
My favorite color your skin
My favorite hue when it's ten
In that low light
For that I risk my whole life, mmm

If I can't think of a tune
I'll sync my heart beat with you
A song that needs no sound

All the grass wanna do
Is chase the sun and the moon
So who am I to mow it down? 

Where'd you learn to grow eyes like that?
Always seemed a little larger than life
Double up on your size like that? oh
How you give me butterflies like that
I've always wanted you more than I've liked
I can't really put a price on that, no
I can't really put a price on
put a price on that
put a price on
put a price on that (put a)
put a price on that, nah (put a price on)
put a price on that, yeah

mm yeah

What's up?
What's good?
Are we still on some fuck shit?
Is it understood?
Without you I can't function
Every rock and nook 
I'm searching for a hunch that there's a chance for us
Is there a chance for us? Oh 
What's up?
What's good?
Are we still on some fuck shit?
Is it understood?
Without you I can't function
Every rock and nook 
I'm searching for a hunch that there's a chance for us
Is there a chance for us? oh

Before I knew what had happened
I signed on that accord
Am I really a bad friend for just wanting a little more?
All these blurred lines
And dots in my eyes, I'm speaking morse
I'm hog-tied
I don't wanna wait for the encore

And baby if you feel boxed up 
I'll build you a brand new porch
The night will never drag on
I keep a shield and a sword
It's so nice
We're all that we got so let's explore
I'm so blind
I think that I'll always love you more

Do you relish the moment we met? 
Are you grateful to have been placed in that segment of time?
Do you wonder how life would have continued on 
Had your eyes not landed on mine?
I go back to that day as my favorite memory
I thank the cosmos for their perfect synchronicity
I ponder every day what it was that made you listen to me
And I remind myself that I am worthy to be seen by you

forever and some change

date night

Lyrics:
one shot to the brain that boy got CTE
folks went bitch made i had to skip the scene 
like this shit a DVD
they like swazy where you been
im tryna tell'em what i done seen
backshot a bald head bitch im palming her shit
its shining like mr clean
yalready know how i rock
they mad cuz im back in go mode
pistol on my hip they dont even know though
keep that shit on the low low low
i quit popping them perkys now everything round me aint slow mo
futsal shuffle on top of an ops grave video proof as promo
i swear to god i thought i told'em
shawty getting mad cuz they thought i would post'em
bae i gotta problem im sorry i keep ghosting
ima tell a lie like i dont know where my phone is
gotta focus shawty caked like hostees
how many we gon fit a bakers dozen in the rover
cheese on top of cheese my pockets mob they be capone'in
check the components knock out my opponents
(huh let the shit breathe for a minute just a sec just a sec, alright ima come back in ight)
money power respect i aint had none
i been doing this shit for fun way too long 
25 still tryna act like im 21
i never put no hoe on blast
i never asked nobody for cash
i never talk to none of my friends
at this point they barely know my ass
ride round dirty in my city you might get popped dirty bubble
im on villian timing fr the way i move dirty bubble
i made the game and the game was rigged you shouldve known dirty bubble
i pour the lean too soon and the shit start fizzing up dirty bubbles
ride round dirty in my city you might get popped dirty bubble
im on villian timing fr the way i move dirty bubble
i made the game and the game was rigged you shouldve known dirty bubble
i pour the lean too soon and the shit start fizzing up dirty bubbles

dirty bubble (waterboy)

stream: https://ffm.to/lyst
produced by aftrr

Is it all fabricated
The way you talk to me
I know your heart can't take it
But I'm still here waiting
The time is passing by
I don't know how to save it

And I just woke up at 3 PM
Mess up my life again
The sun's in my eyes
I'm paying no mind
And you love to just play pretend
This night will never end
You live in a lie
A catalyst to life

It's you every time
Every time
Just the two of us
Two of us

What do I know
Unaware of what I'm chasing
Where will I go
You don't wanna stay inside
Afraid to feel alone
They say you reap what you sow
Maybe I don't have a choice
I just wanna find a way to block out the noise
I can't hear a single thought
I'm caught in the void
Every moment ends with you
You're the only voice
I'm still rolling the dice but
You're gone and I gotta stay high

I just woke up at 3 PM
Mess up my life again
The sun's in my eyes
I'm paying no mind
And you love to just play pretend
This night will never end
You live in a lie
A catalyst to life

It's you every time
Every time
Just the two of us
Two of us

Spotify

Catalyst

"thomas."
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