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Let Me Down Easy


As an inspiration taken from an unreleased track "NEED" by Taylor Swift, this song was written as a meditation on how want, desire, and passion were being understood within me, shaped by the philosophers whose words once framed my own questions about love. It was felt that the imagery of smoke, echoes, and puppet-strings could carry the emotional weight I wasn’t able to say outright. The feelings were allowed to rise on their own, and the verses were guided into place as if the emotions themselves insisted on being named. Through it all, a quiet revelation was being formed around one person whose presence softened every harsh idea I once held.

As the second verse was shaped, a wilder kind of longing was being acknowledged—one that demanded to be freed rather than resisted. Nietzsche’s fire and force were allowed to seep into the lines, making the emotions feel lived rather than analyzed. It was believed that the arrival of the other person in the narrative created a transformation that couldn’t be denied, so the writing was led toward imagery of power, rebirth, and heat. A need was recognized not as weakness but as momentum, pushing the song forward without my direct permission.

The final verse was written while a sense of becoming was unfolding in real time. De Beauvoir’s ideas were woven in, allowing the song to be shaped around freedom, choice, and the rewriting of old scripts. It was felt that the connection described in the song could be a doorway rather than a confinement, and the lyrics were crafted to reflect a path shared without surrendering selfhood. The song’s closing lines were allowed to sit gently, expressing a need that was no longer chaotic or consuming—just a steady truth guiding me onward.

WANT, DESIRE, PASSION, LUST & NEED!

We Move

Get Low

What Now

Die Young

Safe

i don't wanna hesitate.

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Emerson Leif x Golden Vessel - Hesitate

Can't Buy Happiness

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Get Low

James Vincent McMorrow