Seni çok seviyorum Abigail ne olursa olsun kalbimdesin seni ne zaman hissetsem bu şarkıyı dinliyorum yokluğun bana acı veriyor ve seni asla unutamayacağımı biliyorum

We entered 2024 together, and that night, I wished for you to always be by my side. This year, I lost two things I loved dearly: one was you, and the other was my cat, Boncuk, whom I saw as my child. I mourned both of you. Time is not the healer they say it is—it only blurs memories. When I feel lonely, I come here and sing along with your father. I miss you and our memories.

Since you left, I’ve closed my heart to everyone. I know you’ll never understand me, but I always stayed loyal to you. I loved you. I fell in love with you. I wanted to have a child with you, to marry you, to dedicate my life to you. It didn’t happen, and now it never will.

Take care of yourself, and never forget that somewhere in this world, a part of you will always live within me. I’m angry at myself for writing this, but I know I’d be angrier if I didn’t. Goodbye Aşkım…

They ask me about being without you.
I say, I’ve never been without you.
They don’t believe me.
And honestly… they’re right.

Sometimes I wonder,
why couldn’t we be us?
Why did we lose ourselves?
Was it the distance,
or the pointless fights we let our pride win?

Was it fate that wrote this,
or were we just not strong enough?
We loved each other deeply,
but love wasn’t enough.

And now…
I miss you.
Your scent, your gaze,
watching you as you sleep.
Looking at you,
your voice, your touch,
catching your eyes when you smile.

I miss you,
but most of all, I miss us.

But just so you know,
I never let you go.
You’re still in my heart,
I keep you there, in silence.

"Someone Like You", from the Musical "Jekyll & Hyde"

Someone Like You

My Baby Just Cares For Me

http://menteur.bandcamp.com/album/compile

This album is the culmination of multiple recording sessions with a rotating group of musicians, artists, and performers, that all function under one rule: no rules. Nothing brought to the table can be "pre-written" or "pre-existing", for all intensive purposes of the phrases. Everything is improvised and composed on the spot. Some songs are recorded binaurally, and thus can be experienced in what could be called "3D sound" - use headphones to hear what we mean. 

We like to think of ourselves as "post-modern". Sorry about that. 

Enjoy, much love, and many many thanks. 

Really, we love you. 

-menteur
credits
released 30 November 2014 

"Compile" by Menteur 

All tracks were recorded live on location in one take. 

Produced by Carter Fourqurean 

"Changing Songs" - Live inside Dr. Poplar 
Gabe Anderson - Drums, Vocals 
Chase DuBois - Drums 
Dylan Turner - Electric Guitar 
John Reardon - Electric Guitar 
Ernest Thompson - Banjo 
Saman Khoujinian - Synths 
Matt Phillips - Electric Guitar 
Sam Brown - Synths 
Carter Fourqurean - Bass 
-Recorded and Mixed in Binaural Sound 

"Changing Songs" (Binaural - from "Compile")

Early Morning Chanting (Field Recording)

That feeling when you step outside on a hot day and feel the sun on your arms and face.

Demo of Jukebox Gypsy song on honky tonk piano

Abi's Song

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