breaking point (p. akira3k)

my arms are always so sore
im tired of getting up
i just wanna give up
and im tryna be more like myself
but i cant help being someone else
i dont know what to do
my heart is beating out my chest
and its getting faster by the second 
im secluded now
not making rational decisions
finding work arounds to try and fix it now
cant fix it now 

(i dont wanna be, i dont wanna be alone)

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be alone

now tell me what you'd say
it's not over yet <3

it's not over yet

https://li.sten.to/whatisreal
a song abt mental illness
ig: @ripavah
tiktok: @1avah

I shined the light through the dim of the woods
What we both saw was so crazy I shook
The real you was not as mad as I was
Crying at the sky, it all seems so far

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

I'm just trying to live another day
I'm just trying to be fine (be fine yeah)
I'm just trying to live life (live life yeah)
Have you by my side

You're a straight enemy
I'm depressed and upset, can my old friends leave
Shut your face and move away, you're just trauma to me
When I blow up, I'll consider to respond to your pleads
We don't really understand about love
I can't really tell if it is all dumb
Love without the drugs is just like old love
I just touched the clouds, and I don't feel none

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

What is real
What is real
Oh, what is real

what is real

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what is real (prod. indybeats)

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I stuck my head through the ceiling
I couldn't find any meaning
It's like I always done seen it
You left me broken and bleeding
Left out of town on the season
I should've always believed
You'd grow distant for no reason

And now The Son's upset
I hope it get a little better
It's outta' my hands
I'm crawling right back into your sweater
Left for dead
It's all in my head again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin
(Baby)

But still my feet grip the sand
I'll build a bigger, better brand
Maybe one that could withstand your touch
I'll fold my bread into the bands
I'll hold  you in my feeble hands
Maybe I could be a better man next

Times up
Time and time again
You could make your mind up
It would be fine
But then you wouldn't be fine
It'll take time and time again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin

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Lyrics:

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
hung right beside my bed
now i miss you
the feelings run red
my blood turns blue
so ill take a lasso
and bring you the moon
and youll brush it off
like its nothing new 
(like its nothing new)

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
their burnt inside my memories
of you
im tripping on tapestries
in my room
thinking they’ll magically
disappear like you
when you clicked your heels
in those glass shoes

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
hung right beside my bed
now i miss you
the feelings run red
my blood turns blue
so ill take a lasso
and bring you the moon
and youll brush it off
like its nothing new 

(almost)
sunlight beams
are out of focus
just like me and you eroding
UV rays they kiss the lotus
while the love is decomposing
how the vines strangle the marble
your suffocating my airflow
theres no promise in tomorrow
so right now, its all that i know
melodies that sound like color
harvesting memories from each-other

your my drug
love potions 
mixing that shit up
so corrosive
they its say its bad blood
but i know its
toxic when it us
and we know it
x3

tapestry

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vocals by https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai
produced by https://soundcloud.com/methboiswag & silver

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