Im from the 850, hmu if you tryna link up/ do a show

with @dylanblongworth

lyrics:
and the silence seems so loud
and the words coming out out my mouth don't even make a sound
and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now

and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and the silence seems so loud
and the words coming out out my mouth don't even make a sound
and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now

<3

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Intro

intro

outro

https://li.sten.to/whatisreal
a song abt mental illness
ig: @ripavah
tiktok: @1avah

I shined the light through the dim of the woods
What we both saw was so crazy I shook
The real you was not as mad as I was
Crying at the sky, it all seems so far

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

I'm just trying to live another day
I'm just trying to be fine (be fine yeah)
I'm just trying to live life (live life yeah)
Have you by my side

You're a straight enemy
I'm depressed and upset, can my old friends leave
Shut your face and move away, you're just trauma to me
When I blow up, I'll consider to respond to your pleads
We don't really understand about love
I can't really tell if it is all dumb
Love without the drugs is just like old love
I just touched the clouds, and I don't feel none

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

What is real
What is real
Oh, what is real

what is real

other platforms

what is real (prod. indybeats)

a lil different from normal, hope you still like it. 

Lyrics:
it hurts falling away
wishing for better days with you

mirror on my wall 
tell me its all my fault

getting you hurt
by my insecurities

in my head falling to 
pieces dead
knowing you know
he takes better care of you
better care of *you*

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flower petals ✾

produced by mix
on all plats

hope you enjoy

lyrics:
(sometimes i go blank
i get into these dark moods
think to fast to keep track of anything
then it's like, all my thoughts are gone at once
sometimes if i put them up there, i can focus and slow down
but i can't- i just- i can't)

they try, it's not the same
ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite
you got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

cause you can b-
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEE 
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEEEE

I SWEAR THINGS GET BETTER JUST WAIT
YOU CAN TRUST ME I KNOW THE PAIN
YOU MAY BE STRUGGLIN IT'S OKAY 
JUST PLEASE DON'T BLOCK THOSE FEELINGS AWAY

AWAYYYYYY 

BLOCK THEM AWAY, DON'T BLOCK THEM AWAY
GIVE ME A DAY
A DAY, JUST GIVE ME ONE DAY 
ONE DAY, AND I SWEAR YOU'LL FIND, THAT YOU CAN STAY
STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

just give me a day
i know what you face
just give me one day
i can see all the pain

just give me a day
i know what you face
just give me one day
i can see all the pain

SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEE 
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEEEE

I SWEAR THINGS GET BETTER JUST WAIT
YOU CAN TRUST ME I KNOW THE PAIN
YOU MAY BE STRUGGLIN IT'S OKAY 
JUST PLEASE DON'T BLOCK THOSE FEELINGS AWAY

AWAYYYYYY 

BLOCK THEM AWAY, DON'T BLOCK THEM AWAY
GIVE ME A DAY
A DAY, JUST GIVE ME ONE DAY 
ONE DAY, AND I SWEAR YOU'LL FIND, THAT YOU CAN STAY
STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I COVER MY HEART CAUSE IT'S SPILLIN OUT BLOOD
(cough, cough)
I GOT ALL THIS SWEAT DRIPPIN I FEEL LIKE A FLOOD
(water sounds or sum)
IM ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU CAUSE I TRULY CARE
(im sorry)
NOW I CANNOT BREATH CAUSE OF SMOKE IN THE AIR
(shhhh)

NO ONE ELSEEEEEE, NO ONE ELSEEEEEE
NO ONE ELSEEEEEE, NO ONE ELSEEEEEE

thank you..

someone else

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

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produced by neverforever

what is real (prod. indybeats)

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