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Prick (feat. Midwxst)

https://li.sten.to/whatisreal
a song abt mental illness
ig: @ripavah
tiktok: @1avah

I shined the light through the dim of the woods
What we both saw was so crazy I shook
The real you was not as mad as I was
Crying at the sky, it all seems so far

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

I'm just trying to live another day
I'm just trying to be fine (be fine yeah)
I'm just trying to live life (live life yeah)
Have you by my side

You're a straight enemy
I'm depressed and upset, can my old friends leave
Shut your face and move away, you're just trauma to me
When I blow up, I'll consider to respond to your pleads
We don't really understand about love
I can't really tell if it is all dumb
Love without the drugs is just like old love
I just touched the clouds, and I don't feel none

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

What is real
What is real
Oh, what is real

what is real

other platforms

what is real (prod. indybeats)

STOPLIGHT w/ wubz

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. mtchclr

lyrics:
let the sun hit my face as i run away
from the problems i started yesterday
why cant i be the person that you need
i'm a piece of shit and its all i see
huh
okay i think that i get it
sometimes im too damn pathetic
i wear my heart on my sleeve
she says i'm too empathetic
i never want her to leave and thats just me getting jealous
on the side of the crosswalk i cant make a decision
once i get it i just want more whats the point in me living
take a shot in the dark i'm your punching bag
watch it all fall apart watch it all turn bad
i been searching for a feeling that i once had
and i don't think ill ever get it yea its so sad
cherish every moment know don't look back
yeah its all gonna be okay
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah ooo
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah yeah yeah oh
take a picture maybe it'll last a little longer
im losing touch with myself and my momma
no i wont ask for your help i don't want none
it all goes down when you least expect it
comftorable inside my bubble girl i feel protected
ima keep my phone on dnd i'm scared to check it
i could live this life a thousand times wont learn my lesson
you can show me anything you want its not impressive
ooo
i said it once i say it twice and thats just really how it goes
im not looking for any new friends i got my own
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
oh i already know yeah
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
whoa
yeah oh

PUNCHING BAG

MORE PLATFORMS

LOVE JAI - PUNCHING BAG (MTHCLR)

first song w/ greenline 
https://open.spotify.com/album/4COsyySbBKHofjcWD9ldqzsi=jWEdOkM1TDeGp01c8nQL_w
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lyrics: 
know i hate to see you cry
but you say that im the problem
said im acting stupid, love to play like you a victim
i know time flies by
the old me you say you miss him
our love dont shine
i cant see it with my vision
we been told, everything that glitters aint gold
laying my ego to rest
that shit made me a mess
oh i know, 
baby how the game goes

i beat the level once
now you acting like my old girl
man i live in such a cold world
ive been making these songs
but it aint righting my wrongs
ill be honest, know i miss what we had
but i only care as much as you do
so i guess its like nothing
you can see in my action i dont even wanna front
im just sick of wasting time i cant get back

im an asshole im honest i admit it
locked in i dont listen to the critques
when im back up in the city
wanna chill know im with it
learned to roll the dice
now it changed how im livin 
was afraid id never make it 
put that thought up in the past
had to treat her ass the same
i cant believe it never worked (fuck!)
to be honest, know this life aint all it seems
before i die get they hope to see the real me

had to leave her in the past 
told her speed it up or kick rocks
making my own moves 
jake from me from the tiktok
goes to show that im taking over
bitch i said it 2 myself dont need no damn closure 
feel like zach (@dead4cf) i been losinmymind
i heard they wanna see a star
im right infront of ur eyes
i dont open car doors 
cause the shit im whippin butterfly
flight to LAX at 10am
her friends turned into groupies
i dont like to answer dms 
cause i know they wanna use me
gave a girl my time of day 
she gone panic if she lose me 
now they wanna live my life
cause this shit turned to a movie
people i aint never met
fuckin claimin that they knew me
man i gotta drop some bad habits
think they wanna take me out with some black magic
this a 2 man mission but im runnin solo
she 2 attached man she fuckin up the whole mojo

i beat the level once
now you acting like my old girl
man i live in such a cold world
ive been making these songs
but it aint righting my wrongs
ill be honest, know i miss what we had
but i only care as much as you do
so i guess its like nothing
you can see in my action i dont even wanna front
im just sick of wasting time i cant get back

im an asshole im honest i admit it
locked in i dont listen to the critques
when im back up in the city
wanna chill know im with it
learned to roll the dice
now it changed how im livin 
was afraid id never make it 
put that thought up in the past
had to treat her ass the same
i cant believe it never worked (fuck!)
to be honest, know this life aint all it seems
before i die get they hope to see the real me