Still can’t feel ❤️‍🩹

Meds

Alot of love songs

more tracks soon
shouts out ntro and omayeh

(akuma)
catch me posted, at my local bodega eatin the best shit
new jersey in this bitch, you fuck around, you might just get hit
pop a pistol like a junkie wit acid, im gettin desperate
i catch you lackin wit no mothafuckin med kit
in this world, the famous want to mold you
you think you fuckin tough, and just because you got a gold tooth
i spit this shit, so you can't say nobody told you
"i want the deep end akuma, i miss the old you"
well he's back, in fact, hes rippin the track 
and know i get a boy whacked, hoe im rushin attacks 
like clickity clack, sip yak, while im smokin ya pack
you keep on talkin allat smack, you better pray you don't lack
arrivin at ya block, and bet im runnin wit the AK
double threat, UMA, i send yo bitch to vay cay
take it to ya crib, i find you hidin and i spray spray
if i ask ya hoe for top, already know that she won't nay say

do the words i speak even fuckin make sense?
why we workin every hour, just to make cents
and how y'all even make a life, cuz fuck latex
the never ending questions, always make my fuckin brain tense
battle royale, you got one chance, but this ain't apex
fightin issues, but you jumpin on the same fence
smoke a blunt, forget ya problems, try to take steps
and take bets if life is real, or is it fake? check

(ntrovurt)
fuck it, listen
keep in mind, when we fuck
she hesitate to do it,
and then she ask me
how i fuck so fluid
yes there's no say so
cuz pesos included
and i gotta get the guap
to make my dreams lucid
i go, yea they get it, that's on folks (that's on my soul!)
you betta recognize homie,
im bout to blow, like a
pakistani wit a backpack
everybody want us to relax, relax
you is not the first ***** 
you far from the last
so what constitutes you to get a pass?
i know, most the times i'm relaxin
i stay on both sides, like michael jackson

(salem)
pounce the beat with aggression,
and i study every bar, until i feel like a freshman
you spit bout fuckin bitches, but can't stand your reflection
fake emcees show the art of deception
i hope this song is affectin
any opp or fuckin dweeb that comes into my direction
y'all will never make me mad or even feed my depression
only thing you'll prolly feed is your unhealthy obsession
then i, pause the beat for a second
have a moment of silence, for all the oppies in heaven
or even ones that alive, ill meet y'all, back wit a weapon
and im gon fuckin survive, regardless ill be a legend (x2)

SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST FT. NTROVURT (PROD. LUKE G)

ashole

Lap #1

hate my guts w/ kuriosity

i don't wanna be me anymore

i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

broken

https://li.sten.to/whatisreal
a song abt mental illness
ig: @ripavah
tiktok: @1avah

I shined the light through the dim of the woods
What we both saw was so crazy I shook
The real you was not as mad as I was
Crying at the sky, it all seems so far

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

I'm just trying to live another day
I'm just trying to be fine (be fine yeah)
I'm just trying to live life (live life yeah)
Have you by my side

You're a straight enemy
I'm depressed and upset, can my old friends leave
Shut your face and move away, you're just trauma to me
When I blow up, I'll consider to respond to your pleads
We don't really understand about love
I can't really tell if it is all dumb
Love without the drugs is just like old love
I just touched the clouds, and I don't feel none

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

What is real
What is real
Oh, what is real

what is real

other platforms

what is real (prod. indybeats)

Official Video

ok, go away (Prod.  Andre)

Official Music Video

Crying Tonight (Prod. Masked Man)

Drugs In The Rain (Prod. Ayjd)

Wicked (Prod. LovLok)

Scumbag (Prod. Blade901)

BACK IT UP w/ DRENCHBABY (PROD. LLOUIS)

Stream on Spotify!

HELLO! (Prod. CUPIDS OPPRESION)

untitled (prod. j dilla)

Back for the love of the game, love wins
See you soon 👑

soundcloud:tracks:954535168