performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

https://soundcloud.com/okgoony
https://soundcloud.com/arid
https://soundcloud.com/prodjonny
https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop

vision (jonny & greentop)

@primmreaperr @1gash @1lucina
shoutout @prodgreentop for this crazy beat

fight back! w/ primm + gash + lucina (greentop)

@angelicxmei
@quannnic
@k4rson

[arid]
i get the bag im poppin them tags
i dont got time dont know where you at
im causin a takedownnn
on track i cant find my way back
im just tryna get my racks
all my memories play back
the way u act is so wack
stab me in my back

i relapse in my mind its all ending
i cant go all my life keep pretending
and everytime u talk i always seem to fall
i wish every problem always felt this small

[angelicxmei]
inside im empty
yea im like doll

i cant see the ending
am i going to tore

u cant break my heart
yea its made of stone

tryna come back to u
cuz you're my home

and my heart cold
i need a sweater

i hate me 
i cant do better

and my hands are cold
i need u for a warm
and i trust more and more
im about to fell in love

[quannnic]
spent a rack on yojhi, dont judge me
what the fuck are you becoming
your so close but you cant touch me
cant hear you did you say something
bitch i turn you out
put my gun up to your mouth
talk to me i wont allow
bitch its you im fine without

ending w/ angelicxmei x quannnic (karson)

(viizzi @6vz)

(me @ryefu)
(ohhh)
ask me if i wanna plague “i dont wan nun”
bitch so hot yeah like a sauna
yeah get the bread but i dont wanna 
if we aint talkin money i dont wannaaaa 
(yeah)
my bitch is so hot yeah like a sauna 
(i dont wanna)
(i dont wanna)
everythings just the same 
put a 100 on my brain
and everything is not the same 

posted up with sleez 
yeah im in the back 
yeah we holdin all the packs
and u always on my backkkk
(woah!)

(sleez @uhsleez)
I jus poured a four into my soda 
bruh im sry 
we ain cool boy i don’t kno ya 
smokin on dis gas it got me gone

I can’t giv a fuq now that was n tha past
If I’m dwn bad ima get it right back
I got my twin (ryefu) n we poppin truey tags
we always win got u lil bitches mad xD

pain w/ viizzi + sleez [pitfall]

project file, https://payhip.com/b/c3VzC

2020
ifykyk

frst song of 2023, WE going up dis year, 
@trustt, @mycorpsebridee, @1afflicted

lyrics:
[@me]
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea that pussy fanned out, bang that's a man down
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea i took my chance now, bitch I'm number #1 NOW

yea they told i should quit, i don't give a shit
yea u not my twin, head is full of bricks
i could never switch (WHAT), i could never switch [srry dolly9\]

[@trustt]
got my glasses, so i see
feel like benji, ima geek
start to think i found the key
i see that you dont agree

and thats alright
i already set my sights
where i hope to live is nice
ima go above the light (above the light)

dont talk, keep my manners im polite
dont talk, what is life without a light (x2)

think i found my faith
feel the blood drip down my face
but i know that im okay
live forever, no decay
still alive thank god i prayed
change my life i choose my way
i wont let it go to waste
i live grateful every day

[@me]
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea that pussy fanned out, bang that's a man down
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea i took my chance now, bitch I'm number #1 NOW

yea they told i should quit, i don't give a shit
yea u not my twin, head is full of bricks
i could never switch (WHAT), i could never switch

mean song ;)

i could never switch w/ trustt (mcb)

buy my presets: https://payhip.com/b/5asTq

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@uxiexo
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@uxiexo
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

@terastic @orochimara

coverart: https://twitter.com/5outho

@deepinparis:

bitch im weak stay away
dont say one word to my face
i do a million little things to feel the same
and i tend to keep myself in a box
i feel so caged
when i fall asleep i dont know if imma see another day

yeah yeah 
im just a waste
if u really wanna say it you can say it to my face
think you know someone till they turn into a fake
i really need someone
i need you baby get me out of this place

@terastic :

she tell me im the worst
well i dont think thats fair
she told me that she hurt
but i dont think i care
blowin up im surrounded by paparazzi
u cant hang wit us u aint invited to the party
we kick him out that shit cuz we dont even like him
i dont kno wtf she want cause im not psychic
he said he want that smoke i said dont even try it
u aint a superhero let alone a sidekick
im mixing all these fucking pills feel like im dying
she tellin me im not enough im fucking trying
im 2 high off this fucking gas im fucking flying
he was talkin tough so we sent that boy 2 crying

@deepinparis:

bitch im weak stay away
dont say one word to my face
i do a million little things to feel the same
and i tend to keep myself in a box
i feel so caged
when i fall asleep i dont know if imma see another day

yeah yeah 
im just a waste
if u really wanna say it you can say it to my face
think you know someone till they turn into a fake
i really need someone
i need you baby get me out of this place

waste ft tera prod mycorpsebride

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-