@y4ndere


I can’t even think when I’m next 2 U 
Close my eyes and I’ll expect 2 see u 
Everything I say probably won’t effect U
we were together it felt like taboo 

Looked me in the face and chose silence
You’re Inside my head and my brain like a virus
Think we could’ve lasted but you didn’t try it
Feels like years ago and I’m crying 

Every single day wishing I would Bite the dust 
Our entire thing was only full of lust 
Realized it’s over and I was completely crushed 
You are the reason I have Lost my trust 

What is the point of being me
Nothing in my life is meant to be 
Everyone is leaving me 
Wont make it past 33 

I can’t even think straight 
She told me that it’s too late 
yeah it's too late

Day by day I’m feeling weakened 
Off the rails toward the deep end 
In my mind It’s not pleasing 
Nobody listens but I’m pleading
Future coming yeah it’s peaking 
End of my story I feel it creeping

2U [prod. yandere]

sorry for the wait, feel like im taking a shot at the dark with this song so i rlly hope u all enjoy <33

thank u martin and thank u to everyone who supports me

lyrics:

i had to lose something again
rlly turned nothing into a ten
do all tht i can, and it all descends
ask me how im doing and it just depends
ask me how i do it, idrk
life feels like im blindfolded, roaming all alone
sometimes i need a friend
ik that ive got myself til the end,
but it gets hard when their's weight on my chest
and u took a part of me but i saved the rest

i hate this feeling it wont get away
i feel like im never wanted, so i get away
try so hard, but it never seems to go my way
it's too much now, can't go on, i'll sit and stay

but i might run away as far as i can
holding on tight, tryna stick to the plan
no i cannot change, it's too late for amends

i had to lose something again
rlly turned nothing into a ten
do all tht i can, and it all descends
ask me how im doing and it just depends
i had to lose something again
rlly turned nothing into a ten
do all tht i can, and it all descends
ask me how im doing and it just depends

lose again (martin leib)

i made this in 3 days
with @artemys
and @sickyouth

b day clips w/ artemys + permalove

Single 5
Produced & mastered by: faint

J4y (@lovujay)
www.instagram.com/lovujay/

faint (@ayfaint):
www.instagram.com/ayfaint/

just this once w/ reserv, d8itY

Kaiden