Featuring @reserrvv

it comes and goes
i think i'm better off alone
and miserable
replace this feeling in my bones
passed out on a greyhound
who knew two states was the way out
new scars on my face now
two a.m, text you when i wake up

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i'm asking again do you really think that way
the things you say so what
i'm a boy with a pulse isn't that enough for you
for what it's worth it's not
im a program on the evening news
im a bit in a stand up special
i'd give a limb or two to be an hour slot but
im laughing along with you

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

Last Summer ft Reserv

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Crow +bigdog30k

I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and I don't want you with me. I fooled you once, and you fooled me twice, and admittedly that's on me. I'll write a thousand words and I'll throw it in the fire, and the smoke will reach the Midwest state where you live in the next 4000 years. When it travels the atmosphere. I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and all that I can hope for is for my memory to fade in my old age, 'cause this is torture. And I'll be sure to pack a hundred year's supply of the cheapest whiskey, but I'm nervous that I'll drain it in a year or two, and then I'll be left empty with my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts.

Last Year I Gave Up, This Year I'll Run Away

@swoopyy @reserrvv @aidanswank @mimicsgate

Produced by Reserv and Mimics gate
Engineered by Mimics gate

#retierd - swoopy + reserv + aidan swank (p. mimics gate + reserv)

video out now - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzc04rZ65ms

cause we do what we want
and spend it all on clothes
you're drinking every night but your still waking up alone
and your with someone else
but let me take you home
and i know youre too good for me so let me take it slow
and i cant help but start to think that im to sensitive
it broke my heart when i looked out and saw you kissing him
and girl i never ever wanna feel like this again
but something tells me that you weren't even-

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

and i don't wanna break it off but it's too difficult
i wish i knew just what you were before i pulled you close
im sick of begging and pleading i need the antidote
i'll be in pain for a week baby just to let it go
you know it hurts to see you dancing with somebody else
there's no point acting like you care about the way i felt
i'll spend some time alone and feel this pain all by myself
i run away from it so much but i got nothing left

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

A Four Letter Word

single for upcoming ep nerd-tactics [10/20/24]
MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pk0dtAMEH8c
vox,art,prod by me (@bigdog30k) 

i dont care if u care
i got shit going on
i wanna be where you’re near
tell me i belong


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from something 

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)

woulda done everything and more
if you met me in the middle
but you played your part too well
and you played me like a fiddle

you left your tracks on the porch
and expect me to follow
and yea you’re right ofcourse
or ill just lay here and wallow
cus i gotta face tomorrow
and its.. and its… its..


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from nothing

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)

Last Summer ft Reserv

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