i'll just think about her for 5 mins

nomi slappers

produced by @anobodyreally

art found at sad-space-kitten.tumblr.com

lyrics:

its 30 below
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
and ive never been this cold
baby dont go
just when we start to see the light
clouds come block it out
the timing never fucking right
plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back
thats what i get when everythings thrift
ripped black jeans
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black
thats what i get when everythings shit

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

i cant help u
i cant save u baby
dont know how to

but dont worry maybe
we could find someone
that might know how to

flashing lights
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that
could u run that by again
going fast
not paying any attention
saw my page
now im always in their mentions

not my type
dont know why she wanna go out
i stay inside
and no u cant over to my house
got shit to do
u know im working all the time now
all these words
work their way into the songs now

woah
change my mind
all the time
i feel shit
now im fine
got so much of this free time
and i dont even count the nights

no
i wont text
i wont phone
think too much
when im on my own
i think its best
if you said u would go 
i think its best
if u leave me alone

im still walking home
think im freezing through my coat
where have u been
where should i go

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

warm (prod. ʎpoqou)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

Now available on Spotify & Apple Music.

LYRICS 

[Intro]
(Yeah, fuck, fuck if i know, ya what?)

[Verse 1]
Park yourself in my mind
Wishin you were alive;
Feel the things I feel inside
Dont change from all the drugs I’ve tried
Put myself on the line
So many bitches I’ve tried
Know that it will come in time
But girl are you down to ride

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause I remember
Last December
Do u remember
U were my mender
Cause girl remember
I got that temper
Fuck her then send her
Can't avoid these pleasures (yaaaa)

[Chorus]
I miss u girl (I miss u girl)
I messed it up (I messed it up)
I miss u girl (I miss u girl)
Imma make it up (Imma make it up)
I wanna kiss u girl (I wanna kiss u girl)
Dont break it up (Dont break it up)
Listen girl (listen girl)
Imma make it up (imma make it up)

[Pre-Chorus 2]
And the weeks go fast
And the days go slow (so slow)
If u feel this pain
U already know
When ur mind goes numb
Girl sit down don’t run
Let this music make u feel less alone
Something you do without you even knowing
Got me glowing
Got me flowing
Got me growing

[Chorus]
I miss u girl (I miss u girl)
I messed it up (I messed it up)
I miss u girl (I miss u girl)
Imma make it up (Imma make it up)
I wanna kiss u girl (I wanna kiss u girl)
Dont break it up (Dont break it up)
Listen girl (listen girl)
Imma make it up (imma make it up)

https://genius.com/Nom-5-miss-u-lyrics

miss u (prod. b@sht)

It's fucked how life carries on,
Even though ur gone, 
Feeling like a chess piece, like a pawn,
Endless pain, 
Seems like everyday somethings wrong//

Lifes a simulation, 
Trippin' over myself,
No explanation, 
High as can be,
For recreation,
Young, dumb, full of cum, 
Answer to my nation//

Peak with me
It's all a fuckin' secret, 
Ill tell u if u keep it

Peak with me,
I'll open up a couple doors,
I'll have you on the fuckin' floor//

I'll have u on the fuckin' floor,
Lifes a chore when ur running from your mind,
Outta time,
Outta rhymes,
Sittin' here wishin' it was benign//

Peak with me 
Sleep with me drunk as fuck,
Doing a buck 50,
Cry with me,
Die with me, tryna find hope

Peak with me, 
Baby lets find out,
u know what im talkin bout
Were all gonna die now, 
So no need to cry loud

peak with me (Prod. Sspike)

Now on Spotify & Apple Music

(Lyrics)
I just wanna be alone sometimes,
Ponder about the things I can't find
Running thoughts in my mind,
There's no telling when I'm fine.

Rules regulations less defined,
So i figure I'll take what's mine
True love is hard to find,
Meet a girl with a different mind.

Wake up, sharp panic so I blaze up,
Night time comes and I stay up,
Try to open my mouth but it stays shut,
Don't know what to say so I say what

Think I like a girl better without makeup,
Homies tell me it will be okay and stay up

But I'm losing my mind (losing my mind)
Just filling the time (filling the time)

Filling the time (filling the time)

filling the time (Prod. Zense)

lyrics
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i bet you like
the way that i
sit inside on a friday night
doing nothing with my life
while you’re out partying with other guys 
but i’m not wise 
& these aren't lies
according to you it’s all in my mind
but i see the things that they post online
and it makes me sick to my fucking spine
i worry a lot about the day you leave 
cause the day you leave is the day i leave 
and i think too much about suicide 
about killing time 
about time i try 
something new 
cause this shit gets old but i love the way that she says i love you
and i tried many times to rewind to the days you were mine
and i tried many times to erase what we made what have i done
cause a part of me died when you left in november that night 
think he’s right beside you telling you what to say to me why
do i think what i think cause i think i’m in love with a lie

inside

lyrics
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is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
he's a cunt he's an asshole
is she fine without him
is her mind in a black hole
does this night ever end
are we locked in a capsule

sorry that we're doomed
i guess this is truce
crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
this is how i live spent the day up in my room
made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
and maybe get some shoes
the max's lookin' smooth
the loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
if she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
and imma get my move on i ain't even trip
fucked up on a sunday mondays lookin lit
got twenty eight grams and a bottle of some shit
sip henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
i've got plans baby do not intervene
yeah i wanted this forever but you decided to leave
so i'll rewrite the script got sagas to complete
try to hit me with i miss you like what the fuck you mean

from the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
and she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
with that look in her eyes you must tell yourself i know
this is only a test and you must remain vital

is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
she's a cunt she's an asshole

System Overload by NOM!5 without young vercetti

kxm