Outro//NewDawn (prod. Swervo)

LYRICS 

[Verse 1: PatricKxxLee]
Hear with my eyes so just keep it a buck I can peep the dishonesty 
I put it out just for just we got no time for modesty honestly 

Love me two times I won’t be here tomorrow the highway is calling me
Love me two times I won’t be here tomorrow the highway is calling me

One four three seven I made it to here pushing through is the policy 
Watch for the numbers 
I watch for the signs cause I know that they guiding me 

They guide her too so when she make a move she come visit me privately 

Love me two times I won’t be here tomorrow the highway is calling me
Love me two times I won’t be here tomorrow the highway is calling me

My toxicology written anomaly 
Sorry not sorry most probably honestly 

I got three pieces I change on the regular stagnancy bothers me 

Love me two times I won’t be here tomorrow the highway is calling me
Love me two times I won’t be here tomorrow the highway is calling me
Love me two times I won’t be here tomorrow the highway is calling me

[Verse 2: Yuang]
...

304 (feat. Yuang)

304 (feat. Shouldbeyuang)

Ottscay w Blvck Ocellus & ULTRA TYLR

Send nudes. 

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Patrickxxlee-phonerotica-lyrics

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Phonerotica

Phonerotica - PatricKxxLee feat. J Molley

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About Distraction (Reaction, Relapsing) 
The title of this song pretty  much explains itself: it’s my vicious cycle. It  gives further insight into what happens with an idle mind; distractions are everywhere and  I’ve found that rather than dealing with life  and its pressures, it’s easier to run and get  lost in the distraction where nothing matters,  which ultimately leads to the relapse, and  which I consider to be a state of mind - when  I get taken back into a state of mind where  nothing seems to matter... and nobody...

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS 
[Verse 1] Every night  / Back again / Hide your pain / Smile again / Suffocate / Inside again / Every night / Distraction / Reaction / Let the inner me happen / Inhibition free happen / Every night / Runaway / Runaway / I’ll avoid the sun today / Darkness fall & I’m okay / Every night / Call you up / Talk you up / UBER 140 bucks / You are just another drug / Every night

[Bridge] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go 

[Chorus] Distraction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Reaction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Relapsing every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night

[Verse 2] I’m not a bad person, I just suck at keeping promises / The scars from past relationships have proved to be so prominent / And honestly I’m skilled at my dishonesty / Part of me kinda proud to be / Hardly there, hardly answering / To be fair, I was gone again / I’m over using / Heartbreak to justify my actions / I’m so over losing / Myself to lust and faking passion / I’m quick to distance, in an instant transmission / You said you love me / I said it back / So unlucky you fell for that in a / Heartbeat / And Mama would be disgusted / It’s disappointing to tell, I seen her go through the hell I put women through by myself / I have a million apologies, this is not an anomaly / Constantly doing robberies / Sorry / And Mama would be disgusted / It’s disappointing to tell, I seen her go through the hell I put women through by myself / I have a million apologies, this is not an anomaly / Constantly doing robberies / Sorry

[Bridge] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go

[Chorus] Distraction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Reaction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Relapsing every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night

[Chorus] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go /

Nowhere Child

Distraction [Reaction, Relapsing]

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About Bermuda Triangle 
These are thoughts that were going through my head after checking myself into rehab for depression. It’s while in rehab that I wrote almost all of Nowhere Child. I had all the time in the world to figure myself out, and ever since then I somewhat understand parts of myself that I neglected to face. I realize where my anxiety and fears of love ultimately stem from. I came to the crossroads of having to decide whether I would carry on blaming my actions on my past or move on. I am indeed a product of my chaotic past, and my actions are a product of me, but essentially I should release myself from the ties that bind me to my past, as it shouldn’t define me and my future…maybe I should let that side of me be lost at sea… maybe in writing this I might have found the answer to my new beginning.

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS
[Verse 1] I let you take over / I let you convince me I could not handle this sober / The demon that took my life with a knife to my throat but / I let you inside and lied to myself I ain’t stronger / Begging for help stupid as fuck / Damage I dealt, playing victim but who would have thought / Killing myself with a bottle, I couldn’t get enough / I let you win took my life I was begging for luck / I sold my soul for a good time / And with your assistance I could double up on six lines / Left my body shaking for the 6th time in two months / Couldn’t see it coming, I was too blind, you were too tough and / You could never catch me calling whose bluff this too much / Mind too blurry to even know what I’m running from / Glad you didn’t fall when I pushed you mom / I’m sorry mom / Maybe it’s because I feel so alone / Thought we were friends, hold my hand / You were just taking me closer to the edge / That’s not who I am, I feel so possessed by my fucking past / Begging all my friends for another chance, what about the last / Substance in my system I’m less depressed, I’m free at last / Then I sober up to the consequence of every act

[Chorus] What am I running from? / Escaping all my failures / I’m just so sorry Mom, I gotta see you later / What is this sick disease that lives and feeds off Patrick Lee / I’m trying to find myself but he’s just lost at sea, where could he be / What am I running from? / Escaping all my failures / I’m just so sorry Mom, I gotta see you later / What is this sick disease that lives and feeds off Patrick Lee / I’m trying to find myself but he’s just lost at sea, where could he be / Lost at sea where could you be / You can’t trust yourself, so trust me / No no no no / I gotta let go / No turning back / I’m off that boat / No no no no / I gotta let go / I gotta let go / No no no no no no / No no no no no

[Verse 2] You gotta kill the dark side to see light at the end / When life is short then why you waste this shit trying to pretend / See I don’t call him God but ask it for a hand it could lend / Carving the scars in my arm, wait for a sign to be sent / Mind in a straight jacket / Fuck it I hate asking / I’m traumatised I hate my eyes / And I can’t wait passive / Fuck a natural cause, if pain never knock at the door / He’s breaking in to leave you bloody all over the floor / Pressure between my ears / I live my life in fear / For inner peace and a release I’ll do eleven years / I’m fading through this life / And even though I wouldn’t change a single thing / I swear on mine I wouldn’t live it twice / Don’t need your pity, I’m in the pit with a “50” and me not pulling the trigger is me / Fighting off the inner demons / Just need a fucking reason / My mind committing treason / I am my enemy / I fight to keep breathing 

[Chorus] ...

Bermuda Triangle

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About Cliff or Hang 
With all that I’ve been through this year, it has brought me to a bit of a cliffhanger in my life. Like yeah, I did all the soul searching and reflecting to kind of figure myself out and why I feel I have so many mental barriers and obstacles - but it’s like combining all that I’ve found out with my environment just leaves me at a paradox: How does a person with such bad anxiety deal with all the attention, the feeling of always having to look like I have it all figured out when at the end I still feel as lost as before? The same things I use to cope are the same things that leave me emotionally drained and depressed but they will always be around me in this industry. I want to be the greatest artist to have ever lived, but I’m stuck with this feeling that the fame might just be the death of my psyche… All in all, these are things that will forever be a learning curve for me… I try not to beat myself up over some of my actions and mostly my regrets. I think the title of the song might make more sense now, but really and truly it’s what you make of it. I’m glad you made it to the end of this project, it’s truly been a journey getting to this point in my life. I’m glad I’ll always have you to share it with, and who knows where we go from here?

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: PatricKxxLee

LYRICS
[Bridge] Too many loose ends / That still wanna pretend / Can’t take back what I said / And I don’t have defense / You know ‘bout my story / And every day is a weekend / Don’t know what you’re looking for when you dive in the deep end / Don’t know what you’re looking for when you dive in the deep end / Don’t know what you’re looking for when you dive in the deep… / Don’t know what you’re looking for when you dive in the deep end / Don’t know what you’re looking for when you dive in the, dive in the… / Too many loose ends / That still wanna pretend // Can’t take back what I said / And I don’t have defense / You know bout my story / And every day is a weekend / Don’t know what you’re looking for when you dive in the deep end

[Chorus] Took some time out / To figure life out / These regrets that I count / The things that I’ve found / Hollow my heart / Flaming my crown / Nothing testing me now / This the ninth round / I could never ever be your one / I been more concerned with having fun / I could never ever be your one / I been over love I’m having fun / I could never ever be your one / I been more concerned with having fun / I could never ever be your one / I been over love I’m having fun

Cliff or Hang

Cliff Or Hang

432.

(BRIDGE)

I need morphine for my soul , would it help to concentrate ???

Bound to every soul is a demon tryna take (RECOGNIZE NEGATIVE THOUGHT)

Over my control but to me you’re obsolete (REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE)

Only on my goal In my hands I hold my fate 


(CHORUS)


I BURN MY DEMONS 

I USE HELL AGAINST THEM !!!

NO FEAR NO FEELING

THIS IS YOUR DESTRUCTION !!! (KILL YOUR NEGATIVE THOUGHTS)


HEY (DO YOU FEEL THAT ???)

YEAH 

HEY (FEELS GOOD RIGHT??)

YEAH 

repeat.

Ottscay w Blvck Ocellus & ULTRA TYLR

Zinoth~777

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