Anxiety Attack

nothing,nowhere.

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n,n essentials

t o r n

home

one take nothing,nowhere.

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

lyrics:

U dont know shit about me n I dont blame u
cause After all he did to u its hard to trust me so u aint able
Drug paraphernalia on top the table in my home
She text me I love u then she tell me it was a typo

No more x8

Alright alright
I been in the area here like all night tonight
But she bored and tryna fight
and U crazy u wild
and U grown and employed but u still act like a child
and I said what I said so we aint spoke in a while
and Im damaged again So she use me again
Cause I let it happen again cause I just love seeing her smile 
I kicked some problems for a couple of days but u know me Ill snap back to my ways like nothings changed im the same The habits become ingrained
I need to deal with the pain so Please do not come to my aid
Im away from home but the road feel like my second home when im in my zone
I drink like I party but I much prefer to drink alone
I record and wake up wondering what I had wrote
Im only 22 but living like this had made me old

No more x16

The city rough
No one show u emotion till its hate for when u coming up
Like “im mad its not me glowing up”
But that’s just a part of growing up
Still they show u love with pity invites when they don’t think that u showing up
But then u pulling up
And its a different story every time
Im glad u made it now we pouring lines and we getting high
Ask me how I been doing and im like getting by
I couldn’t count the amount of times ive had to fake the smile
People want in my head too much
They fail but she the magic touch
Substance be my crutch But I keep it cobra clutch
You’ll never guess im off my face but I dont even know my name
and I feel like superman on teslas she my Lois lane
this Shit is so poetic and Life get way too hectic so these scripts act like a medic
I hope to be eclectic in my writings like I said it so they know just who to credit
I made 20 thousand edits but they still dont get the message like Damn
I take out my brain and I do a chest roll for u
The label work the circus and they teach me all the moves now
I rattle out my cage inside this foul human zoo now
She ask me bout my goals but I had never had a clue
Oh u negative No that won’t do
Oh u mad at the world Well I am too
Oh u poppin shit Well I try to too
and They told me I was ugly in my brain like u

No more x16

no more (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

one take: barely bleeding

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cq6K0hICr0A

music video

poor posture

oilcolor: @oilcolor  
nobloodnotears: @nbnt


[bonus] fair trade (prod. oilcolor & nobloodnotears)

get over it (prod. oilcolor)

wooden home

produced by oilcolor
lyrics by @nothingnowheremusic & @ivy-official-mist

n,n:
tell me all all your thoughts
when you can’t say em out loud  
said she wanna skip town 
take a train going southbound   
i know i’m not the guy 
that you need in your life now
skinny motherfucker
know i stay in the background 

are you thinking of me?
well i’ve been thinking of you
you know i love running my mouth  
with out thinking it through 
haven’t cared in a minute and see 
i’m scared to admit it but its true
the only thing i loved was always you  

imma pack my shit 
imma end this quick  
cause life aint shit 
man, lifes a bitch 
i said i’ve been doing well
nah, i’ve been sick 
fucked up in the brain mane
it’s a damn shame


Mr. Mist:
say no lies please let me rest
rest your head up against my chest
hear the beat as it's slowing down
remember me till I hit the ground
Blossomed truths were ripped apart
left my lungs ready to depart
of my hard heart meets me in the frame 
with my last breath to call your name

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https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

https://twitter.com/mrmistbookings
https://soundcloud.com/ivy-official-mist

MORE MUSIC

weight of the wind part 2 w/ nothing, nowhere & IVY

letdown

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

kerosene was not in the never,forever ep so i removed it. 
n,n has released a new song called "clarity in kerosene" this is the original version of that.
the new version: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic/clarity-in-kerosene1
I’m finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven’t spoke to you since seventeen
Just thought I’d let you know you’re dead to me

I hope you choke in your sleep
While you’re dreaming of me
Suffocate in your sheets
I'll be the last thing you see

So where do I go from here
You dug your own grave
I can’t believe I tried to stay
Now there’s nothing else to say

You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body, like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
There's love and hate but this was in between

never,forever - kerosene (the original)

not my songs.

never,forever deleted all his songs
too good to not be on here.
support him and his other project n,n.
https://soundcloud.com/neverforevermusic
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

never,forever. - unmarked grave

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
// Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/6obbyy/
// Twitter: https://twitter.com/6obby
// Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/6obby
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

[Prod. veeko]
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Lyrics:
Everyday the same shit,
Same house same smell,
Everybody starting rumors always be something to tell
Fuck this town I'm feeling stealth,
Smoking blunts ain't good for health
I'm smoking blunts until I'm fried
I'm smoking till I reach the sky yeah,
Sippin these cups and I fly off to mars
Sippin so much that I'm seein these stars 
Feeling so turnt yeah I live for these nights
Poppin these xans take a look in my eyes
Feeling so numb and that wood got me fried
Feeling so lost and just so left behind 
Askin for help but these people decline
I'm dead and I'm reckless but doing just fine
Feeling so clueless and sippin on wine
Sippin this sake just I'm takin my time
Inhaling this smoke remincing old times
Heart is so broke but I know I'll be fine ,
Counting this paper just working on rhymes ,
Ain't feeling this shit so I work and just climb,
Stacking this paper and workng full time,
Workin so much get this shit off of my mind,
Working so much get the pay for the boof,
I'm chillin and smokin still thinkin bout you,
Keep grinding and working but what should I do,

everyday

why does this always end the same?
prod. erik ron & @jvbeats666 & n,n.

Edit - Mastered

hopes up (ft. dashboard confessional)

I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

never,forever. - to be you

REM (ft. Lil West)

Ｉ　ＪＵＳＴ　ＷＡＮＮＡ　ＷＡＴＣＨ　ＣＯＲＡＬＩＮＥ

//私を保存する
//見せて

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https://genius.com/guardin-anxious-lyrics

i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

follow fiftysix

anxious (prod. by fiftysix)

Lil Peep - Let Me Bleed [Tears Drop]

twitter.com/falls_boii
twitter.com/nothingnowhere

i still remember it all ft. nothing,nowhere.

FoLlOW SoRroW HeRe:  https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

Art by twitter.com/endmypainnow

I love BrAnD nEw

I wAnT tO DiE

Lyrics:
This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing 
I don’t have a thing to believe in
Don’t have the words to keep you from leaving 
And I’m the root of your problems, solve them 
Put a little bleach in my drink I’m a goner
I would die for my team what an honor 
I know I’ll never be as good as my father 

I want to do something important of course I was never meant for it talents ignored
 and I’m bored with this life cause I never move forward no matter how hard I’m trying 
Every night on the inside dying 
Never answer the feds keep spying 
Who would love me? No one in their right 
mind
Sorry that I can’t be your lifeline
Sorry I don’t laugh at the right times

(it’s all my fault this is all my fault)

..there there you’re all right 
I just want to stare at you all night 
For when we touch I fear you’ll disappear 
And I Wake up just the Canary in the coal mine
There to see if there’s air to breath I won’t
Let your words get the best of me I don’t 
Need you or your company i just 
Wish something would work out for me for once

But I’m a letdown head down every night 
Pouring cups rolling blunts can i get a light
Keep my head in the clouds with the satellites 
And if I don’t look down then I’ll be alright 

This world got some rules that I can’t abide
And no one on this earth makes it out alive 
I don’t know how much longer I’ll survive
Do my best, take it one breath at a time

This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing 
I don’t have a thing to believe in
Don’t have the words to keep you from leaving 
And I’m the root of your problems, solve them 
Put a little bleach in my drink I’m a goner
I would die for my team what an honor 
I know I’ll never be as good as my father

All My Fault [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

soil (prod. boyfifty)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqRp4xaZO4w
prod. shrimp

laying in the dirt [video in description]

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

i won't see 30, fuck i won't see 25
every night i think about my death i wonder why
fuckin up a check i should be writin up a verse
but every line i write it sound like put me in a hearse, baby put me in a hearse

i don't really care if you're not fuckin w me
i don't really care if you got friends over seas
i don't really care if you're not fuckin w me
got that bird on me tee, rip lil peep

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

they say time could heal your wounds but that's a fuckin lie
i spend every afternoon inside my room and cry
and every time i hear your voice it always makes me think
about that time you overdosed on all those lines across the sink

i swear to god or something higher, i'm no enemy
fuckin up my life its like i like to waste my energy
thinking we were supposed to be
love ain't fucking real that shit is make believe, 
fuck whoever hate on me
fuck whoever hate on me

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

that's alright (prod. avion)

"Why Did You Do It?"

Recorded by Evan Sammons
Mixed/Mastered by Jamie King

Kaonashi - M.O.R.G.A.N (feat. Michael Lessard)

one take: hammer

one take: letdown

one take: ornament

one take: rejecter

one take: wooden home

XXXTENTACION - -Save Me- Lofi Remix

Lyrics

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

Chest gets hot, I'm bouta fry
I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy
I can't cry, don't ask me why

If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out is breaking down and making songs

Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out even if I do
This how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, fuck it I like you

I'ma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot fucking last

Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room
Thinking about all the shit I would do
If I wasn't sad & wasn't held back
By feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just lay up all day being stuck on my ass

I don't know how to cope
Lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold
Life's hard so fuck it I'll fold

I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky
Try to cope when I try to write my
Songs, up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong

I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
Fuck everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue
You won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some
Life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong, so I try keeping myself always calm now

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly

one take: barely bleeding

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