Already Gone

Produced by @towapasmurno
Written, mixed, and mastered by @whydenia

Lyrics:
I’m afraid of commitment cause I’m scared of rejection
Friends all laugh, think I’m getting the message
I’m fighting for myself, my momma and my best friend
It took me awhile to see through your deception
I heard about your bad talk without any remorse
You’ll never walk in my shoes, I’ll never walk in yours
Now I’m fighting for my presence, my mental my only enemy
Still don’t know what I did wrong for you to wanna end things

I look into the mirror and all I see are discrepancies
I thought I made it clear, I wanted it to be you and me

Sick and tired of the “overcommit and underdeliver”
hate your smile, but I won’t lie, I miss it a little
Devil eyes, set on my mind and my nervous system
No surprise, that the whole time, you weren’t any different

Make it clear to me
Over and over again
Can’t think clearly
Words burned into my head (x3)

I’m afraid of commitment cause I’m scared of rejection
Friends all laugh, think I’m getting the message
I’m fighting for myself, my momma and my best friend
It took me awhile to see through your deception
I heard about your bad talk without any remorse
You’ll never walk in my shoes, I’ll never walk in yours
Now I’m fighting for my presence, my mental my only enemy
Still don’t know what I did wrong for you to wanna end things

Tired of the “overcommit and underdeliver”
Devil eyes, set on my mind and my nervous system
Fighting for my presence, my mental my only enemy
Still don’t know what I did wrong for you to wanna end things

what did i do

to remain calm and control.

KEEP IT COOL featuring Polo San Pablo (formerly Marco Madamba) and produced by HACHI, ItsOkRaz, and me. its about the fear of intimacy.

KEEP IT COOL

Keep It Cool (ft. Polo San Pablo)

Night Sweats (prod. santana)

Ghost of the Past

Big "fuck it" energy.

“Oh Well” is the first single off my upcoming project I've poured my soul into. It’s a song about finally letting go of the pressure to be who everyone else wants you to be, and learning to be okay with who you actually are. 

I got to work with Ouse on this, whose music I've admired for a long time. His voice carries this quiet pain that fit so naturally with the message of the track. We blended that with my Alt R&B roots, some pop melodies, and electronic textures to try and capture something that felt raw but still beautiful with prod by Zaq Sawyer Coffey. 

Find on Spotify

Oh Well

I'll never be her.

This is my second single from my upcoming album, its a brutal and vulnerable indie pop ballad exploring the pain and grief of an ended four year relationship with a partner who realized they were a lesbian. 

I'm doing ok now.

NEVER BE HER

Tell Her

Check the refined version on spotify, apple music, etc

INDECISIVE

Left Bleeding is the third single off of Seattle based viral sensation Kadeli's new project. It's a brutally honest and vulnerable bedroom pop ballad exploring the pain and grief of an ended four year relationship in a way that is reminiscent to artists like Eden or Joji. Kadeli will launch a new song every month of 2025.

Left Bleeding

I’m the Cut is a quiet album about growing up optimised. 

It follows on from my favourite song on Sofa, Kids, Alan Watts: https://soundcloud.com/quantumme/sofa-kids-alan-watts-13

Reward charts. Praise instead of force. Learning early how to be useful, agreeable, and easy to keep — and only later noticing what that training leaves behind. These songs move from conditioning through recognition, fragmentation, responsibility, and finally into space.

Musically, it lives in a Bristol-adjacent glitch-folk world: fingerpicked acoustics, soft sub-bass, spoken lines close to the mic, and long stretches where nothing rushes. The voice is calm, reflective, sometimes wry — never angry, never preachy. Power arrives not through volume, but through clarity.

This isn’t an album about breaking free.
It’s about noticing when no one’s watching anymore — and deciding what to do next.

More by Quantum me: 
Explore profile: https://soundcloud.com/quantumme
Most liked songs by Quantum me: https://soundcloud.com/quantumme/sets/most-liked-quantum-me
Stress = data ≠ identity: https://soundcloud.com/quantumme/sets/stress-data-identity


Swimming for

The official SoundCloud page for Kadeli. My debut EP "WANTED MORE" is now live. Follow and share for more?