STILL DREAMING [prod. KMckirdy]

Paul McK & Steph Sharp - Anthem 2 ; (( Fur Lockhart & Aubrey )) !

Let’s Die Together (prod.goth helma)

Thank you to Mirjam ( Composer - Lyrics  - Vocals  )                                                               for letting me do instrumental arrangement and production on her very sensitive composition  . 
https://soundcloud.com/mirjam-keijnemans
                                                                                                                                    "For all those children who are missing love in their family"  .....  Mirjam .

Lyrics in Dutch and  under in English  : 

" Mijn wereld "

Ik neem je mee naar mijn wereld
Die soms koud is en soms kil
Waarin ik afstand neem, waarin ik hard ben
En soms niet praten wil
Met woorden kan ik niet zeggen
Wat mijn hartje zeggen wil
Dit liedje moet je voelen
Van dit liedje......word je stil

Mijn familie op deze wereld
Ze zijn koud en ze zijn kil
Ze nemen afstand willen niet praten
Sluiten me buiten, blijven stil
Met woorden kan ik niet zeggen
Wat mijn hartje zeggen wil
Dit liedje moet je voelen
Van dit liedje.....word je stil

Ooohooo luister goed hoe ik kan huilen
Niet met tranen, maar met dit liedje
Want mijn wereld is mijn wereld
Voor mij familie geldt dit niet.

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"My world"

I'm taking you to my world
Sometimes cold and sometimes cold
In which I distance myself, in which I am hard
And sometimes don't want to talk
I cannot say with words
What my heart wants to say
You should feel this song
This song ...... makes you silent

My family in this world
They are cold and they are chilly
They don't want to talk
Close me out, keep quiet
I cannot say with words
What my heart wants to say
You should feel this song
This song ..... makes you silent

Ooohooo listen carefully how I can cry
Not with tears, but with this song
Because my world is my world
This does not apply to my family.

Mijn Wereld 💧  ( Mirjam Keijnemans .  prod pb )

Music & Lyrics: Jan Schonander

When I was in 10th grade I asked my Belgian Spanish Teacher (Ms. Van Stichel) why the Spanish word “esperar” was used for both waiting and hoping. Maybe a sophomoric question (excuse the pun), but her answer has stuck with me through the years. She said “to wait is to hope”, and how right she was. 

I HOPE

I hope there’ll be a new beginning
I hope to tell right from wrong
I hope you get what you want
I wait, and I hope

I hope all manner of sins will be forgiven
I hope, I hope for my better angels
I hope, I hope for a wide open door
I hope, I hope you feel the same way
I hope we’ve got a lot left to live
I hope I’ve got a lot left to give

I hope you get what you want
I wait, and I hope

I hope to make a change for the better
I hope, I hope there is another way
I hope we can see it all clearly
I hope, I can open up inside
I hope we can find the time
I hope we can find a rhyme

I hope there’ll be a new beginning
I hope to tell right from wrong
I hope you get what you want
I wait, and I hope

I Hope

Improvisation, electric and acoustic guitar.

Hank

G experiment by FPMORINSTUDIO/ Francois Pierre Morin  ,photo of my lovely Bonny

Guitar And Synth Bonny

Im very happy to share a collab with my friend Lea-Mona. She is a talented multi aspects artist (painting, sculptures, poetry and much more) and her mother tongue is german so here is a poetry she wrote and says on my music and some vocal ambient, for our first collab :

Tiefe:

In Steintreppen geschrieben
Geschichten aus alter Zeit
Geschichten von Beton und Stein, Gips
die ineinander verlaufen
Man kann immer wieder Phantasien entwickeln
die dem Stein entspiringen
In ihm und auf ihm stehend, heruntersehend - ein Abgrund - ein Stein.
Fuss auf dem Boden - pieds sur le sol
Treppen steigen, Treppen gehen, 
so wie im Leben, nach oben, nach unten
Mich immer wieder zusammenreissen um die Anstrengung
 zu überwinden - ständige Motivation - 
anstrengend wenn man nicht nach oben kommt 
und sich sagen kann
Ja, Ich hab's geschafft! oben auzukommen
Ausser Puste, aber doch.
Jeden Tag versuche ich mich auf Neues zu motivieren 
um endlich etwas zusammenzustellen
das mein Leben bedeutet
Im Leben zu stehen, mit beiden Füssen
im Gleichgewicht auf dem Boden
in ihm - auf ihm - hinein 
Vereint mit meinem Körper

Collabs 2020

Tiefe

Tiefe Feat. Lea-Mona

Monet

I made this song during summer! I was thinking about my life!
Calm life with some bad surprises sometimes. This year is one of my worst! No money and a lot of work. But I'm grateful to still have a job.
Our world is in bad shape, and we don't know when and if we will recover!

My boring life is nothing compared to all this sadeness I feel in the air.
This is not a super hyper great song but there is part of my heart in it.
I started with a synth bass pattern and added the drums.
All other parts are improvised with virtual instruments. I reworked the drums after all the other parts.

Thank you all for your listening!

I wish you the best. I really hope all of you are safe.
Love 💖💖💖 and kisses😘😘😘

My Boring Life

Rubber Souls

I do, without knowing.
I  do it for fun, not for fame



Also part of 
https://soundcloud.com/blending-altitudes with https://soundcloud.com/sonicrider
and
Off Grid with https://soundcloud.com/mahan-mahan



https://soundcloud.com/sleeplesscollective

Tiefe Feat. Lea-Mona

kaerian