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Ladat’s Support Nov’25 vol.2

Enigma

This remastered album "Flight of Light" chronicles the dramatic shift in Inge's world as the idyllic life she knew in Book 1 becomes overshadowed by the growing influence of the Nazi regime. Inge and her siblings are drawn into the activities of the Hitler Youth and League of German Girls, experiencing a strange mix of camaraderie, newfound responsibilities, and subtle indoctrination.

The innocence of childhood games and explorations gives way to a more structured and ideological environment. Inge faces internal conflict as she grapples with the disharmony between the values instilled by her family and the increasingly rigid expectations of the regime.

The book portrays the subtle ways in which ordinary people are drawn into the machinery of a totalitarian system. The music for Book 2 mirrors this internal and external conflict, expressing the emotional turmoil of a nation on the brink of war and a family struggling to maintain its values in the face of overwhelming change.

"Flight of Light" is a powerful exploration of the loss of innocence and the struggle to find a sense of belonging in a world on the brink of chaos. The music echoes this struggle, offering a poignant soundtrack to a pivotal chapter in Inge's life. It sets the stage for the dramatic events that will unfold in the subsequent books, as the Feyerabends face the full impact of the war and the difficult choices that lie ahead.

In The Saddle Strong (From the Original Novel Soundtrack)

Echo3s of a lost r3alm

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Amy Stevens vocals
John Russell guitars, bass, keys, drums/drum programming
Recorded at PORKCHOPS! III September 2025
Produced by John Russell and Amy Stevens
All songs written by Amy Stevens and John Russell c/p 2025 Solstice Music INC/The Chocolate Era LTD

The Voices

1 Samuel 1:27: "For this child I prayed, and the LORD has granted me my petition that I made to him". This is a verse for parents who prayed for a child. 


LYRICS:

I love you, I love you, I love you,
 I love you, I love you, I love you!

LOVE!!🌟💕😜
LOVE!!🤩🥰🥳

I LOVE YOU ((x 14))

LOVE!! 😘 
LOVE!! 😇😍

I love you like G.O.D OMG

Look at me sinning and winning at the same time, I stay on my grind. I stay on my ✨shine✨ 

Everyone’s so behind 🚶‍♂️
I love you, they can’t see the truth.
I love you, they can’t seek the truth. 

L.O.V.E G.O.D, is inside me.
I might just be on you, highkey I can’t leave. Like angels 😇 have wings 🪽. I’ve been watching over you. Like you’ve been watching me too(: 
I think I had more room to lead me to your doom. 

(Haha, I’m only joking)😂☺️🤓

I love you like you love me too
❤️❤️❤️♾️

I love you, I love you, I love you, 
I love you I love you, I love you!

I love you, I love you!! 🤘😘 🎸 

I love you (x 7)

I LOVE 😇❤️‍🩹🥰🥳

L.O.V.E is inside of me, G.O.D. I say my apologies, they love me I’m sorry I know I shouldn’t idolize, but they’ll love me until I die 💀 😔

The Life Of A Dad FREESTYLE ((Demo)) Prod By Gaula Beats

Sprache des Verfalls

Zelle B steht da, mit dem Stein des Hofes in der Hand, und die Stimme des Verfalls, diese raue, bröckelnde Präsenz, ist wieder da – nicht in den Wänden, sondern in ihm selbst.
„Ich weiß, dass du uns alle sammelst,“ sagt Zelle B. „Du machst uns gleich – im Bruch, in der Rückkehr, im Staub.“
Die Risse antworten nicht. Sie dehnen sich. Ein Zeichen: Man hört.
„Aber was du nennst ‚Ende‘ war immer Ort. Und was du nennst ‚Nichts‘ war immer Verbindung.“
Die Stimme des Verfalls zögert. Nicht trotzig, nicht drohend – sondern überrascht.
„Und wenn wir aufhören, dich zu fürchten?“ „Wenn wir dich nicht bekämpfen, sondern erkennen?“
Ein Tropfen fällt auf den Stein. Er zieht eine Linie – wie eine feuchte Antwort auf trockene Jahre.
„Ich bin nicht dein Gegenteil,“ sagt Zelle B. „Ich bin dein Echo. Du sprichst durch mich, und ich habe gelernt, zu antworten.“
 Der Hof vibriert. Nicht laut. Nur wie ein Körper, der verstanden wurde.
„In mir wächst etwas,“ sagt Zelle B, „Und es wächst aus dir. Nicht aus Widerstand, sondern aus Annahme.“
Dann schweigt er. Nicht weil er keine Worte mehr hat, sondern weil die Antwort angekommen ist.
Der Verfall ist still. Aber die Stille ist neu. Nicht leer – erfüllt.
Zelle B steht noch immer im Hof. Der Stein in seiner Hand wärmt sich langsam auf, nicht durch Sonne, sondern durch Erinnerung.
Der Verfall ist da. Nicht sichtbar, nicht greifbar – aber spürbar wie eine zweite Haut, die nie ganz abfiel.
„Du bist der Teil, vor dem alle fliehen,“ sagt Zelle B, „weil sie denken, er sei das Ende.“
Doch jetzt, da alles ihn berührt hat – der Regen, die Frau, das Hofflüstern – wird klar: Der Verfall ist nicht die Dunkelheit, sondern das Licht, das nicht blendet.
 Eine Stimme kehrt zurück. Nicht von außen. Von überall.
„Ich bin das Gemeinsame,“ sagt der Verfall. „Ich bin das, was ihr alle teilt, ohne es zu wollen.“
„Weil wir uns davor fürchten,“ antwortet Zelle B. „Vor dem Moment, in dem wir Teil werden. Nicht mehr Ich. Sondern Wir.“
 Die Wände zucken. Die Risse verändern ihre Richtung. Sie wachsen nicht mehr auseinander – sie wachsen zueinander.
Der Hof beginnt zu weben. Zwischen Stein und Pflanze, zwischen Schatten und Licht. Ein Muster entsteht – kein Teppich, kein Plan. Nur ein Beweis: Dass alles verbunden ist, sobald der Widerstand endet.
 Und Zelle B? Er ist nicht mehr Beobachter. Nicht mehr Abgegrenzter. Er ist Knotenpunkt. Nicht Zentrum, aber Durchgang.
Der Verfall spricht noch einmal:

„Du bist da. Nicht weg. Nicht zwischen. Genau da. Und deshalb bist du das Erste, das sich erinnern darf.“

Zelle B nickt. Nicht für sich. Für alles...)

Die Fortsetzung folgt am nächsten Sonntag um 10:00h

kolkhorst 2025

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Iris - Fleursonseaux
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Iris

[Verse 1]
We came from the frontiers of the starwind’s flame
Carrying echoes that whispered our name
Through the silence they watched, their red eyes awake
Sentinels rising, the heavens to take

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh We saw their shadow cut across the light
Steel wings screaming through the endless night

[Chorus]
They stood unbroken, hearts of stone
Guardians carved from the cosmic unknown
But we burned brighter, forged in fire
Born of chaos, lifted higher
And the stars cried out — the battle begun
In the siege of the silent suns

[Verse 2]
Their Interceptors fell like rain of glass
Through the plasma storm we swore to last
Engines sang like thunder, hearts in flame
Every soul a torch that the void could not claim

[Pre-Chorus]
Signal flares rose where the dreamers bled
But the song of defiance would not be dead

[Chorus]
They stood unbroken, hearts of stone
Guardians carved from the cosmic unknown
But we burned brighter, forged in fire
Born of chaos, lifted higher
And the stars cried out — the battle begun
In the siege of the silent suns

[Bridge]
Through the static came a voice — “Hold the line…”
The pulse of a thousand lives in time
We sang through the ruin, we called to the flame
The void remembers the ones who remained

[Final Chorus]
They fell in silence, worlds undone
Echoes fade where the war was won
We rose from ashes, forged anew
Starlight crowns the chosen few
And the stars rejoice — the dawn has come
From the siege of the silent suns

[Outro]
Now the night remembers our names in the wind
From the siege of the silent suns, we begin again

The Siege of Silent Suns

Dive into the depths of 'Expensive Mind,' a sonic journey that blends lo-fi vibes with a groovy and deep bassline, creating an immersive auditory experience. Nostalgic synth melodies weave through the track, evoking memories of a bygone era while maintaining a modern edge. Perfect for late-night introspection or chilling out, 'Expensive Mind' is an atmospheric escape that will keep you hooked from start to finish.


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Stargazers

Memories Of A Broken Heart (Scafetta Remix)

Thought I would have a go at a commercial sounding dancefloor track.

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Through the Clouds

“Father forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” (Luke 23:34)

It all goes in and out!
(I love you remember that)
it all goes in and out, it all goes in and out. (I love you!) haha 🥰 

In my mouth, inside your mind, I swear I’m not fine. 
(Woah*)
It goes in out. 
Yeah! 
Outside of my mouth, 
(Yeah!)
I’ve been saying the wrong things. 
They all do hate me 😔. 

I wanna see myself bleed. 🩸 🔪 
*DAMN
In and out of my house I’ve been running my mouth. I’ve been figuring it out. What is life all about. 

In and out. (Yeah)
In and out. (Yeah)
In and out. (Yeah) 
In and out(Yea, yea, whoo!)🥳🙌

If I’m patient baby,  (OKAY)
🤷🏾‍♂️ 
will you be the same? 
Haha(:
Cause I feel your heart💜 
(I love you!) 🥰 
And I feel your shame 😔 
(Please don’t go babe)😢 
Your heart beat goes! 📈 
(Beep, beep)
Your soul always glows! 🌟 

(love on me) 

I thought you should know.

(Love on me) 

You’re my wife and goal. 

(Love on me)

It goes in and out.

(Love on me)

I wanna show you out, I wanna take you outside this house, so we can figure it out.
          (F*ck me now)

It goes in and out, 
(love me now).
It goes in and out
*woah.
All this pain from my mouth, (yeah!)
Will I figure it out?
(Yeah!)
I love you, but they hate me high key. 🔑 

I stay lonely so I can’t ever go back.  
🚔🚔⛓️⛓️🧔🏾‍♂️⛓️⛓️🚔🚔

I think I’m going to have a heart attack. 😔🔫

In and out I go. I can’t run from my home. 

They hate me outside my clothes, I think I’m all alone. 
In and out, it goes in and out. Yeah! 
It goes in and out, yeah! 
All this love from my mouth. 
( I love you) 😘 
It goes in and out 
Woah!
It goes in out. 
Woah!
It goes in and out
Yea.
I need to figure this out.
                           (It)
Will you come back home? (Woah)*
Ive been all alone, yea.
When I see your silhouette,👤
you remind me of a clone. 👥 

It goes in and out, all those words from my mouth. I can’t figure it out, I think I’m so wrong, they love me on every song. 

Yeeeah!🥳 

only when I hate (I’m crazy)🫩

do they love my fake? 

Do they love me? 

Am I running in place? (Yeah)

It goes in and out. (woah)

All these words from my mouth (your crazy man) 
I can’t figure it out.
(But I love you) 💕 
I can’t leave my house, 
(No, no)!
they want to kill me for the clout.
(No,no)!
I want to stay in the clouds, all this hate in my mouth. 👄 It goes in and out. 😔😞

A Distorted Reality *Tap Behind track 4 lyrics (The In’s And Outs Freestyle) Prod By Space Garden

Perfect Organism

Ready for More

Hank takes the header plugs off and rips up the street on this one. Multi track guitars in unison, huge drums, a killer walking bass line with Hank's double entendre lyrics, by the end of the song we know some of these words might mean something else. Turn it Up is an all out effort and Hank does not disappoint. 

Turn It Up
by Hank Rusch

Turn it, Turn it up
Turn it, Turn it up
Turn the knob all the way to the right
Turn it up babe were gonna rock all night

Well, the drums keep beatin' in my head
and the bass keeps thumpin' like a ton of lead
It's gettin' louder than a house o' chainsaws
Look out!, someone's gonna call the law

C'mon baby want to see you dance
Well, c'mom baby you gotta take a chance
Cause, every eye here is stuck on you
C'mon baby show us what you can do

Oh, Oh, baby get in the groove
Oh, Oh, baby like the way you move
Well, I'm about to blast off like a rocket
Whatever you do, just don't stop it

Baby, you're comin' through the static
Loud and clear so let's get at it

Turn, it up baby...It's gonna, It's gonna be allright
Turn, turn it up baby, we're gonna keep on rockin' tonight
Turn, it up baby, it's gonna be, it's gonna be out of sight
Turn it... ouh!, turn in on, .... turn it, turn it..... Oooooh Look Out!!

Turn it up baby and hold on tight
Cause, I'm gonna take you for the ride of your life
I'm gonna redline the tach, I'm gonna turn in nines
You'll beg me to take you over the finish line

Turn it up, Turn it up baby, Oh! yeah
Turn it up, Turn it up baby, Oh! You got to got to turn it up
Turn it up, Turn it up baby, Oh! You do it so right
Turn, turn. turn it up baby, the way that you do it
It drives me wild

Turn It Up

Turn It Up!

A spiritual surge wrapped in rhythm… a voice searching upward while the beat holds the ground steady. This track blends devotion with raw emotion, weaving faith into melody in a way that hits both heart and headphones. A grounded prayer… a rising fire… a reminder that the soul still dances when the world grows heavy.

GOD Above All Else

ten toes down on the concrete

—

we drillin' from the shadows





2026 
Konzert: kolkhorst
14.02.2026 -  Jekyll&Hyde - Lüneburg
"ziel_punkt_LG!" ab 21h 
 

2025
Buch: "Schwellenwind" 
Die poetische Reise 
durch Wildnis und Verfall.

2023
NISA - Mit Wem (NISA + Florentina)
Text und Komposition: Kolkhorst*
Universal Music
59 Wochen Top 100 Germany

*lt. GEMA und Finanzamt Lüneburg
link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMAm759ofi8&list=RDTMAm759ofi8&start_radio=1

2015
Raufazer: "Kopf an Kopf" Video
Komposition: Wolle, Eike, Carsten, Kai-Uwe
Text: Kai-Uwe
link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OcqzbizPj8&list=RD3OcqzbizPj8&start_radio=1

2010 
Kolkhorst - Alles verrückt
NBC / Serie GRIMM Folge
 "Leave it to beavers"
Sony BMG
link: https://www.imdb.com/de/title/tt2356209/soundtrack/

2009 
Deutscher Musikautorenpreis
GEMA / Adlon Berlin
link: https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deutscher_Musikautor*innenpreis

2007
Kolkhorst "Mensch ärgere dich nicht"
NDR Titelmusik "Ina's Nacht"
Universal Music

2006
Live mit Camouflage
"Relocated" support 17 venues

2002
besser: "Bi" Album TR001
Universal Publishing

2002
besser: "NDR Jahresrückblick 2002 "
Regie: Horst Königstein, mit Peter Lohmeyer 
"Maria", "Schön" und "Liebeslied" live TV mit besser

1996
DAS DASEIN Album weltweit TIS / WARNER
Komposition / Text: Kolkhorst
Erste verkäufliche "CD extra" (CD ROM) der Welt.
Mit Apunto (Argentinien)

"Denn selbst die echten Dinge wirken unwirklich, wenn die Scheinwelt applaudiert, ohne hinzusehen."


Kolkhorst-Modus, das ist Post-narrativer Realismus.






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