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all official rights go to bilmuri, purely reuploading for listening

bilmuri - near

lil dovas - together forever (feat. spira me + sg lily + kbry)

Morgenshtern X Cheri Lady - Если я  спал с тобой не думай что я твой (DROBA & MrBatya)

First alt track
Official Video Out now!
https://youtu.be/DZdopO78ASs

Music Video

Kbackwood$ - BACKTRACK

@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

prod. TONTO & GRIEVANCES


take me down 
where you lay your head 
bring me down
to the place you’ve been

the leaves have died 
so I have too
i hate this life 
and so do you

take me to the river 
wade the waves 

but I tried my best
and it’s all I get 
and it’s all I want 
and it’s all I need

leaves [production by: grievances]

Prod. @s4eed9x @1lycesna

bb dance dance
this might b our last chance
im the 1 she cant stand
now she want me back
talkin in past tense
6 months has passed since
our first kiss n last kiss
i want u so bad

on this percocet i cant sleep
i lost all my friends in the club tonight
she way 2 perfect now i cant speak
when shes around shes my kryptonite

o like tell me wya rn
i cant believe u up nd left me
i cant stop if u want me 2
ur gonna have 2 arrest me

bb dance dance
this might b our last chance
im the 1 she cant stand
now she want me back
talkin in past tense
6 months has passed since
our first kiss n last kiss
i want u so bad

y u only hit me when ur sad
i wanna stop but i cant
someone tell me when it ends
im so sick of being friends

i just need 100k ion need the fame
she told me that she luv me she dont even kno my name
i told her how i feel she said that she feel the same way
we could never work out what a shame

what a shame

bb dance dance
this might b our last chance
im the 1 she cant stand
now she want me back
talkin in past tense
6 months has passed since
our first kiss n last kiss
i want u so bad

Stream

Dance Dance Revolution [s4eed + cesna]

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

everyday is a waste
cuz I’m sitting in place
I juz want a smalll taste
but I feel so erased

this is all I could do
to feel lighter today
so rhat I cud get high
n put this on replay

zakrovayu ya glaza
praletayet ves deeeyan
neznayu ya pachimyu
mne vzgda tak lean

fkomnatey ya zeshu
everythin iz so blue
delyat mne nechavya
nyet ya abmanyuuu

w4ste (shinju)

Alvampire - Сердце

convulsive seizures - во снах slowed reverb

@prodpatient
@noklaf11
@glassxhotel
@spazzteamonline

mix me & patient
track arrangement patient
master patient
gfx me

(patient)
you told me one
and you told them two
your heart was numb
i wasnt numb with you
well now im done
i just want the truth
it wasn’t you
who fucking broke the news
to me
i don’t believe
a thing you’re saying now
i wanted you to be
the one for me
but now im doubting
if you’re real

(syringe angel)
solitude is selling my soul l
i plant grave flowers but they’re  choke by a stroke
 this city doesn't know  it just stands like a stone
but i wanna know...

u know i'd like to tell you smth
 i have a gun to my head and u can’t stop me 
you left me like that... :(
 In hotel of glass ... :)

im bright (??) im fine (?!!!)
these lies quite hard
my heart is dust 
tears drugs wtf

(patient)
under moonlight
high tide
this is how i grow
teardrops
hang from my eyes
u tell me that you know
everything inside of my mind
i tell u that u don’t
well it turns out
u dont give a fuck
and now im on my own

leaving doubt

Spotify

leaving doubt + patient (noklaf11 yggd patient)

things change
so why don’t i
im human too im just like you
jus watch the way that
 i
can
breathe 
a little easier without a sense of time.(x2)

just another shitty day
i don’t know what i’m doing
im goin through the motions and i got so much weight at my feet
i need somebody’s help
i got so much pressure it’s building up
fuck my depression it’s eating up
the inside of me
it makes me feel worthless and i can’t be proud of a thing
gotta be a hero if i really wanna save me

i need to adjust
feel my body start to rust
an ive been smoking cosmic dust
i need someone that i can trust
(fuck)
i’ll jus take a backseat
throw it all away again
if u could see behind my eyes i think u’d understand
am i speaking japanese?
what do u comprehend?
私は死んでる that means that i’m dead

Rust「prod grayskies」

@mental

see me, i might go see u out the door
bby tell me whats wrong n then tell me what this for
ahhh girl teach me how u do it
i swear u make me lose it
lights out watch your whole movement

yeah i know ur toxic i can deal with it
tell me are u feeling it
no no im not feeling it
yeah that boy a dog chase his tail in a circle
we not friends get out my circle
choppa turn that boy purple

no i'm not done
number nine jeans on me
wait,, hold on
i can sense something bads gonna happen
i got eyes on the back of my head
you aint ever gonna catch me lacking
and yo team be switchin n switchin its side
turn it to a fraction

what do u wanna do
it's never working out
last night i called you stupid
sorry i think out loud

i'm sorry girl i havent been the person i used to be
and honestly please just tell me what you see in me
i'll see what's in you too
just believe in me

feel your aura, girl i like it way TOO much
and i feel so warm when i feel ur touch
*and i feel so warm when i feel your t-*

and i will honestly do anything to make you smile
and i will honestly do anything just give me a while i-

out loud (mental)

cover of one of my favorite songs <3
https://soundcloud.com/osno1/gone-with-a-knife-given-all-wrong

cover art by @godsintrees on twt
~

holding me tight, rolled around my bones
you were holding me tight, feeling like a lie
you were gone with a knife; given all wrong
you said baby don't you know that i need u

gone with a knife; given all wrong (cover)

https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/never-meant

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

prance around
until we get figured out
the buildings seem bigger now
and you still dont like home

start a new year with no friends
it took some getting used to
shoes a little big, and that’s fine.. 
I just hope they fit to me

snows a little warm this winter
you say you’re at the bottom ive been there
a couple times
watch your steps 
count your cries

because you sport a big gun
and a halo and a wishbone
you were just like me 
till ya fucked up and you lost it
like the cute girl in the plain white tee
do you think of her everynight?

we can all tell when you lie 
stay truthful

she kinda had her whole life
in her left hand
not her right though.. that’s for ecstcies
she liked hotel rooms and looking at the moon
she liked little things
she loved anything with you……
now what will you do?

and now she’s off and meets a nice girl
with the whole word
laid out at her finger tips 
and you both just split from your old guy
whos an asshole and he drinks that shit away
but its ok, you never needed her no way

prancer (heavn)

cherry

p. me
mel by @tgwog + me

look ryt @urself
hope u realise we r diff
dey dnt c no vision
so im livin4 my own sake
its a lie
y wld i listn2 som1 els
dnt nd opinionz
ths my lyf
im hpy bn by muself

so many ppl pray2 c my d0wnfall
perceiv me by my past    mg dnt talk
cnt kill no vibe
no1 cnt ruin my day
ill stand up4 myself
i had no1

bn on my fuckshi 4 2 long i cnt stop
I cn smell tha Red#Winee on my clothes 
uniqlo tha top remebr wht i told u
ill kp it blossm till tha season aint rite

i cnot rest untill i fce my flaws
i cNot b frends wit my past full stop ....
we kp a promis that is tht#Ok?
ik ur jealuz calm down

horimiya

horimiya私は恋に落ちた

наше последнее лето - Твое имя

VOCALS AND PRODUCTION - YUNG CORTEX

you've been on my mind
i think about you all the time
why do i feel like im dying?
dont know, but i'll keep on trying
think about the things we did
and how it brought me happiness
i'm in love with you
i know my love for you is true

shes been on my mind
think about her all the time

twitter.com/yungcortex
instagram.com/yungcortex

SPOTIFY

TRUE

fever ft SummersToCold

【= ◍ ヘ ◍ =】
ur soft and weak, u'll never survive w/o me

@synthetickids 🧬🤖
alt account @kainebotxo

Rust「prod grayskies」

ボット(@kainebot)