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fucking old phone

kaisexistence?

gray!

Lil Peep - right here (ft. Horse Head) (Official Audio)

Trouble - Frank Ocean

bae if i fall would you, pick me up?
i hear voices all around me, am i not enough?
be the clover for me, if i run out of luck
(you don't even care)

is there somebody else?
do you even want me at all?
feeling unwell, i hope you don't leave me to rot
(it replays in my head)

im a loser, i'm not pretty at all
for my flesh, rip it off
i've succomb to my thoughts
i just wanna die

nothing matters at all
outta words, for a loss
all the things i would i do
for a grasp at your heart
just defile my arms
carve your name in my skin
so i bleed for my sins

oh i need it, i need it, i need you

clover

ugly as fuck and forever alone
imma take ten pills then im calling it home
take a gander at your window im outside like a gnome
onna walk into your garden only place that i roam
i remember two things i forgot the other one
but i still hold on cuz im so high strung
   you be looking at me like im so damn dumb
i dont really look at all cuz i never gave one
   say hello again to the doctor with a grin
hoe im doctor skeleton and i really need a win
make an incision blood dripped down her shin
   think i need you but i need your skin
i dont make threats all i needed was a pet
   couldnt get one as a kid i guess
imma keep you inside a cage
every day brings me much more rage

ugly as fuck and forever alone

#campfirestories
#bonfirehoes
Im back 
Lyrics: At least you acknowledge im trying to change but i keep falling back to the same damn place and nothing feels the same
and nothings helping me
Im sorry I let you down, I needed space from you
But at the same time nothing feels the same without you
I cannot be there for you all the time and i'm sorry
I dont mean to dissapoint you
Im such a fuck up but she is too :/
so why'd you have to blame it on me
I hope you are feeling the same way im feeling too 
I hope you feel the same without me 


I miss you sm and Idk what to do

This my momma house

May It Never Falter

bunii - medicine (feat. anji)

prod. xy1va

i drink my life away cuz 
i cant move on past her
i didnt mean to break her heart
but im a bastard
i cant express this pain inside
saw her with someone else
i cant cope with this anymore
i think ill kill myself

you promised you would be there
when i feel this way
now im stuck in a reality
i cant escape
doing different drugs so i cant see your face
honestly dont think theres any other way
i dont know how it happened
or know what else to do
she hopes i get hit by a bus
i hope that i do too

selfish bastard

ive been grounded so i haven’t been able to drop now im washed just kill me

i hate this song but i like blaire the cat

365 days and i still never forgot ur password - curseaugust

pictures (bones)

june 2024 was the worst month of my life

you hurt me and i still havent healed

somehow your bound to me everywhere I go

nope your too late i already died cover

why do people even like my music


(Kai, why do you even exist?)
I said that I would end it, but I'm too much of a coward.
And I haven't cut in weeks, cause I felt like I was drowning.
If I show my mom my music, it will never make her proud. 
So I'll keep it to myself, until I have a bigger crowd. 
Don't tell me bout your problems, cuz I don't wanna hear it. 
Cuz when I tried to explain, you said you don't wanna hear it. 
Cause I'm tired of games, and now I'm calling up the ref. 
(Kai is a fucking loser.)
Please take me out before I do it myself. 
Before I die. 
I'd like to sharpen a knife. 
Take the blade and drive it through my eye. 
(You are so goddamn pathetic.)
You told me yesterday, that I should just die. 
But that's something to be done.(3x)

why do i try so hard and why does it take so much

why do i always take things so close to heart

i regret most of my decisions

was it really worth it

LiL PEEP - BeamerBoy [Prod. By Nedarb Nagrom]

Crybaby

Big City Blues (ft. Cold Hart)

JUST SAY THE WORD JUST SAY THE WORD JUST SAY THE WORD JUST SAY THE WORD 
PUTTING OUT AN ALBUM LATER THIS YEAR

Marlboro Nights

Are You Bored Yet? (feat. Clairo)

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 1

better of dying

S/o Jack & David
@zootzie @novaganghellsing </3 </3 </3 </3

System Ft. Zootzie (prod. ways) #Zzz #Novagang

my FOURTH release on this soundcloud, I know people are PINING for spotify, however, i must admit it's been taking AGES to be reviewed by the stores but fingers crossed it should be on it's way. 
This samples: Starz in their eyes - Just jack (one of my favourite childhood songs)

I thought i found the answer to it,
eternal happiness tonight 
but it was just another blip in my heart 
sometimes i think calling you up 
to make myself look bad again 
but now im bringing flowers to your front door 
last night i had a dream 

we started dating now you're pissing me off
i know it's not la la love
it's not something i want
i'm not attracted to you, like i was
back at the start x2

you're in my head so i can't now forget you x4

Attracted To You

Attracted to You

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