kaisexistence?

june 2024 was the worst month of my life

you hurt me and i still havent healed

somehow your bound to me everywhere I go

why do people even like my music


(Kai, why do you even exist?)
I said that I would end it, but I'm too much of a coward.
And I haven't cut in weeks, cause I felt like I was drowning.
If I show my mom my music, it will never make her proud. 
So I'll keep it to myself, until I have a bigger crowd. 
Don't tell me bout your problems, cuz I don't wanna hear it. 
Cuz when I tried to explain, you said you don't wanna hear it. 
Cause I'm tired of games, and now I'm calling up the ref. 
(Kai is a fucking loser.)
Please take me out before I do it myself. 
Before I die. 
I'd like to sharpen a knife. 
Take the blade and drive it through my eye. 
(You are so goddamn pathetic.)
You told me yesterday, that I should just die. 
But that's something to be done.(3x)

why do i try so hard and why does it take so much

why do i always take things so close to heart

i regret most of my decisions

was it really worth it

“To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved"

kaisexistence?

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