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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:
Oh, I feel like I made it outa hell
Like I’d been living in somebody else’s shell
It was like no choice I made was my own
It was like my mind was a slave
to somebody else’s hopes
So this is me setting me free
This the scene where the sunshine - it covers me
And to anything or anyone who’s cut me deep
I’ll say this with a gun up to your cheek

I’ma press undo
On all you’ve said
On all this blood
I’ma reclaim what you took
With every breath
Left in these lungs
I’ma let myself live good
(Live good)
(Live good)
(Live good)
I’ma let myself live good

I’m not what you say
I’m a bouquet
I’m a soufflé with a fade
I’ve gone Dufresne through the mud
And yeah, I’m Bruce Wayne with the pain
but if you’re playin’
I can be a villain with a cape on - woo!
I don’t got a limit to my name
I’ma kill it like I’m living in a dream as I’m making it up
‘Till I’m in a villa with a maid sippin’ lemonade
I’ma turn pain into pay and a view

I’m feeling my light
I’m feeling awake
You can’t take what’s mine
I don’t think about you
I’m feeling my light
I’m feeling awake
You can’t take what’s mine

So I’ma press undo
On all you’ve said
On all this blood
I’ma reclaim what you took
With every breath
Left in these lungs
I’ma let myself live good
(Live good)
(Live good)
(Live good)
I’ma let myself live good

I’ma let myself live good
I’ma let myself live good
I let myself live good

Live Good

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Say Less

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:
I don’t think I’m even good enough
I should quit while I’m behind
I feel like I’m biting aluminum
They’re saying what’s happened to Kai?
They’re telling me don’t ever take a break
They tell me you win or you die
They tell me not winning is my only sin and
To give into sin is to piss in the mind 
Yeah, I’m not addicted to liquor 
Put the glass down, you could pass out 
Yeah, but if me winning was served with a lemon
Throw the cap out, I would blackout, yeah
I gotta keep winning to cover my limits
and forget the trauma I’ve been in
If I’m not on top, I can feel it
the proof that I’m nothing, I’m no one, I’m finished
I’ve gotta get up
I need validation and love
I need a whole nation of love
I gotta make up for the vacancy of it
I don’t see my pain in the face of the public
So look at me, follow me, I’m gonna covet it
Help me forget I forgot how to love me
I need me a hit of anonymous loving
To feel for a minute that I’m more than nothing to you
Yeah, ooh, I got something to prove
Soon as I step in the booth
This is me fighting abuse
This is me wanting to use
Yeah, who needs the vodka?  I got your attention
I see tequila dripping from the comment section
And blunt smoke in every like and mention
I got some new drugs
I can feel good when the views come
I’m checking my phone to consume some
Of that crack, that double tap that, I’m a user
And I’m used to, yeah, looking outside of myself, yeah
Trynna find my worth in the eyes of someone else
Yeah, if I don’t win I’m scum, yeah
If I’m number one, yeah, no that’s not enough
If I don’t love my own self
I’ve gotta unlearn being concerned about all this
Ain’t nobody on earth is flawless
I don’t wanna seek applause, it’s
outside of me, it ain’t mine
I wanna feel better, no fear in the mind,
No beer in the hand, envy in the eye,
Or anything but, thank God, I’m alive
And thank God I’m alive
Drunk driving at night with a mind full of self-hate
Another night, ‘nother midnight milkshake
Another fight with the hell my self made, like damn
How many cuts are by my hands?
How much poison’s from my soul?
What bad luck is just the man?
Like how much of me is trapped by “I am”
Which of my demons came from my damage?
What enemies came from my land?
How much of what I can’t do is what I won’t do
And what I blame it on is how I cope through it
And what I’m hating on is how I show you
It’s like I’ve had a war inside of myself
Like I opened up a door when I was like twelve
And then every morning forward, no matter my health,
I would wake up in the mud and I’m done with it
Waking up like, wow, this again?
This face, this town I’m living in, sinning in
I wanna live, I wanna finally get some new drugs
Like give me that fanny pack and that food truck
And maybe I’m stuck with just one chick, my medusa
I wanna see the sunset as a gift, hallelujah
And I got two bucks to my name, so what
I’m a new buddha
I wanna feel calm in the jaws of a barracuda
Laying in my blood and I still got love for my shooter
Rewind everybody, we’re the same, unmade, no doula
Look at everything you want and hate and face your ruler

New Drugs Freestyle

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A$$hole (No Apologies)

Liam Tully - vocals
Johnny Mei - piano, beatboxing, violin

Words and music by Liam Tully, Johnny Mei, and Sydney Bakst

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Written by Kai Straw
Featuring Guitarist David Ure
Produced by Zeph Sowers & Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Robert Mine

LYRICS:
I like it when you say my name
I like to hear it on the telephone
There’s somethin’ about it, goodness sake
It’s like your lips got watermelon on ‘em
I like it when you say my name
When we’re moving like a metronome
When your hands are on my face
It’s like my name is how you let me know

Yeah, I’m liking how this feels
Yeah, I’m liking how this feels

Like you forget what to say
Like to speak is a sin
My name is your language
Like you forget what to say
Like to speak is a sin
My name is your language 

I like it when you say my name
When it’s the morning and we’re touching toes
There’s something ‘bout the way you say it
I’m hearing love inside an envelope
I like it when you
When my lips are where your dress should go
Or when I got you by the waist
It’s like my name is how you let me know

Yeah, I’m liking how this feels
Yeah, I’m liking how this feels

Like you forget what to say
Like to speak is a sin
My name is your language
Like you forget what to say
Like to speak is a sin
My name is your language

My Name Is Your Language

Traveling and writing songs for a project called 'Made in / Place'. Text me: (707) 289-3895