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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Hailey Badovinac

LYRICS:
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Maybe
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Maybe

Once upon a time in the suburbs
The fog was thick and I was feeling twisted
I had a friend doing lines with a lover
And another was sick throwing up in the kitchen
We had Mac Dre on
We made a club out the living room, turn the bass up
We had Mac Dre on
Our sun was the moon, our day started at dusk

There was something about it that I think I loved, though
Something ‘bout the fights in the street made the blood flow
Something about the lights from police when the sun rose
Seeing red and blue lights hit the blunt smoke
There was some kinda home in it
Like in the moment, drunk and stoned, we were owning it
Like we sunk so low we painted hell gold
And we faked like our wings weren’t broken

Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Maybe
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Maybe

Once upon a time in the suburbs
I found freedom in my cup of who gives a fuck
I was mending a mind full of gutters
With a dream I’d get inside through a doorway made of slime
We had Young Curt on
Get me fucked up, let’s burn one
We had Young Curt on
‘Till the sun’s up, I’m another person

It’s like I found suicide in the night
To grab another drink was to slide in the knife
To take another hit was a .9 to the mind
and I’d lie like - boy, this the time of my life
So gimme that shot, yeah, I’m trynna get fucked up
Gimme a broad, yeah, I’m trynna get sucked up
I wanna be gone like one drip to the sea
‘Till dawn, I’ll forget that I’m me

Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Maybe
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Maybe

Stream

Once Upon a Time in the Suburbs

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:
Oh, I feel like I made it outa hell
Like I’d been living in somebody else’s shell
It was like no choice I made was my own
It was like my mind was a slave
to somebody else’s hopes
So this is me setting me free
This the scene where the sunshine - it covers me
And to anything or anyone who’s cut me deep
I’ll say this with a gun up to your cheek

I’ma press undo
On all you’ve said
On all this blood
I’ma reclaim what you took
With every breath
Left in these lungs
I’ma let myself live good
(Live good)
(Live good)
(Live good)
I’ma let myself live good

I’m not what you say
I’m a bouquet
I’m a soufflé with a fade
I’ve gone Dufresne through the mud
And yeah, I’m Bruce Wayne with the pain
but if you’re playin’
I can be a villain with a cape on - woo!
I don’t got a limit to my name
I’ma kill it like I’m living in a dream as I’m making it up
‘Till I’m in a villa with a maid sippin’ lemonade
I’ma turn pain into pay and a view

I’m feeling my light
I’m feeling awake
You can’t take what’s mine
I don’t think about you
I’m feeling my light
I’m feeling awake
You can’t take what’s mine

So I’ma press undo
On all you’ve said
On all this blood
I’ma reclaim what you took
With every breath
Left in these lungs
I’ma let myself live good
(Live good)
(Live good)
(Live good)
I’ma let myself live good

I’ma let myself live good
I’ma let myself live good
I let myself live good

Live Good

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:
Sometimes you hide when shaken up
You’ll say I’m fine and fake it
You’ll say I’m good
But them eyes ain’t lying
You’ve said the dreams you chase can look
So out of reach you hate them
You’ll say I’m good
While your mind is violent
And since I’ve known you I’ve known
You were prone to shame when you’re aching
I think you cope all alone
As you hope its a phase
And since I know that you won’t
tell me all of your pain when you’re aching
Listen close this a note
that I wrote for your bad days

You’re gonna find a way
You’re gonna make it through
You’ll see it someday
All this made a better you
You’re gonna find a way
You’re gonna make it through
You’ll see it someday
All this made a better you

Keep this note — t’s a paper cup
Sip when your hope has faded
When you’re feeling no good
When your light ain’t shinin’
I’ve seen you reach so far you rip
Hidden seams you try to stitch as no one looks
I think you’d die in silence
And since I’ve known you I’ve known
You were prone to shame when you’re aching
I think you cope all alone
As you hope its a phase
And since I know that you won’t
tell me all of your pain when you’re aching
Listen close this a note
that I wrote for your bad days

You’re gonna find a way
You’re gonna make it through
You’ll see it someday
All this made a better you
You’re gonna find a way
You’re gonna make it through
You’ll see it someday
All this made a better you

You’re gonna find a way
You’re gonna make it through
You’ll see it someday
All this made a better you
You’re gonna find a way
You’re gonna make it through
You’ll see it someday
All this made a better you

Listen close this a note that I wrote for your
Listen close this a note that I wrote for your bad days

A Note For Your Bad Days

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:

It’s easy to feel alone
It’s easy to feel unnoticed
It’s easy to want to let go
To give into feeling hopeless

I once hated who I was
I used to think I was a waste of time
Like I wasn’t good enough
It’s like I wanted to escape my mind
I had to find a way to breathe
And find a way to love
And find a way to know
That no matter what

I got everything I need
I am my victory
And I’m good enough for me

It’s easy to feel like you’re broken
It’s easy to feel like your throat’s closing
And you think, who do I fight
if my villain is inside?

Well, I once hated who I was
I used to think I was a waste of time
Like I wasn’t good enough
It’s like I wanted to escape my mind
I had to find a way to breathe
And find a way to love
And find a way to know
That no matter what
I got everything I need

If I’m awake, I’ll find a way
I got everything I need
Say, if I’m awake, I’ll find a way
I got everything I need
I am my victory
And I’m good enough for me

Oh, I’m good enough for me
Oh, I’m good enough for me

Breathe

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:

No one gave me shit
I worked for this
At this point I’m just
done with encouragement
You say talented
I say calluses
I’m tasting my blood just pronouncing it
Since Fairfield days
The beats I made
I may have quit drinking but dream the same

I was told this the moon
Like good luck, Mr. Rocket Shoes

And they ask me why you workin’
All days of the week
To get somewhere you’ll never reach

I’ve been wishin’ for better so long
I guess I’m sick of wishing in by bed alone
If those wishes were weapons
Their full metal jackets are stuck
So fuck wishin’, I’m here with a gun
Jiminy Cricket never made me anyone
All my clips are full of bitterness
And I’m coming for you
I’ma bloom like a wicked magnolia

I’m not stoppin’ this
Just the opposite
I won’t drop when most people need oxygen
Since the green Lexus
Since the weed excess
Since the drink was my treatment for depression
Man, my lips been blue
Fuck what stitches do
I’ll put red on this mic like it’s ’92

I was told this the moon
Like good luck, Mr. Rocket Shoes

And they ask me why you workin’
All days of the week
Toward something you’ll never be

I’ve been wishin’ for better so long
I guess I’m sick of wishing in by bed alone
If those wishes were weapons
Their full metal jackets are stuck
So fuck wishin’, I’m here with a gun
Jiminy Cricket never made me anyone
All my clips are full of bitterness
And I’m coming for you
I’ma bloom like a wicked magnolia

Until I’m taken by weeds
My will is my leprosy
Instead of wounds that scrape the sheets
I’ve got no turn back in me
So set glass beneath my feet
Take the last breath that I need
To meet what glows beyond my reach
I’ll become a tragedy

There’s is no hell that spells retreat
Fuck your gravity
This to the grave
This to the grave

Mr. Rocket Shoes

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:
Maybe I’m ashamed
‘Cause maybe I’ll lose
I’m broken apart
Lookin’ for the glue
But the fight isn’t done 
There’s more I could do
A man is his heart
And the heart can be bulletproof
So yeah, maybe I’m maimed
but I’ll never be done
I’ll stand like a king
with a crown made of blood
Look in my eyes
see what hasn’t been touched
The sting of defeat
needs permission to cut

And maybe I’m just wrong
And maybe I should admit its over
But that’s just not my way
You see a dead man walkin’
I see the steps I take

I’ma finish what I started
I’ma get through this I promise
One way or another I’m making it home
I keep this photo in my pocket
Through all this, I still haven’t lost it
‘Cause if my lover’s got a view
I know living is a killer cologne

I’ll see you when we’re kissing hello
‘Cause baby I’m making it home
I’ll see you when we’re kissing hello
‘Cause baby I’m making it home

So here I’ma stay
The arena can boo
I’m liking the scars
I’ll spit out the tooth
Yeah, we’re not the same
I’m not my wounds
A man is his heart
And the heart can be bulletproof
Yeah, there is no blade
That’ll cut through my soul
There is no gun
I’m afraid you can load
When you look in my eyes
See I am whole
You can hurt this flesh
But no pain will ever touch my ghost

So I’ma finish what I started
I’ma get through this I promise
One way or another I’m making it home
I keep this photo in my pocket
Through all this, I still haven’t lost it
‘Cause if my lover’s got a view
I know living is a killer cologne

I’ll see you when we’re kissing hello
‘Cause baby I’m making it home
‘Cause baby I’m making it
‘Cause baby I’m making it home

Killer Cologne

Foolish Lover

Ride

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Written by Kai Straw
Featuring Guitarist David Ure
Produced by Zeph Sowers & Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Robert Mine

LYRICS:
I’ll be underneath, she said
Save it for me, she said
Her eyes had please in them
I could hear in her breathing
What she needed

Are you coming with me?
Are you coming with me?
Because I’m ‘bout to leave
And I want you coming with me
And I want you coming with me

I want you in me, she said
Slip it in from beneath, she said
I’ll be your treat, she said
I could hear in her breathing
What she needed

Are you coming with me?
Are you coming with me?
Because I’m ‘bout to leave
And I want you coming with me
And I want you coming with me

I can hear you, no need to speak
I can read you, I see the calligraphy
In the way you lean into me
The way you bring me to your wisdom teeth
Slip off your clothes
I’ll get you gripping the sheets with your toes

Are you coming with me?
Are you coming with me?
Because I’m ‘bout to leave
And I want you coming with me
And I want you coming with me

Are You Coming with Me?

Go Frantic

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced by Kai Straw & Yusei
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Robert Mine

Every time I think of you
I feel a little fucked up
Every time I think of you
I feel a little fucked up
I don’t think you get it
You made me wicked

I don’t want anybody no more
Take me out my body oh lord
Take me out my way, shit
Take me far away from this
Like new car, better get in
New spot, new women
You know god don’t listen
I can be your villain

I think I want blood
You should be running
I’m not who you loved
I’ve become a stranger

Every time I think of you
I feel a little fucked up
Every time I think of you
I feel a little fucked up
I don’t think you get it
You made me wicked

I don’t like anybody I see
You’re lookin like something I’d eat
I’m here for the kill, yeah
Chasing a feeling
I’m brand new in a bad way
I’m embracing my bad taste
I’m impatient
I’m blooming like a frag grenade

I think I want blood
You should be running
I’m not who you loved
I’ve become a stranger

Every time I think of you
I feel a little fucked up
Every time I think of you
I feel a little fucked up
I don’t think you get it
You made me wicked

Wicked

I lost my job due to covid and I've been making music full time ever since. 
Currently traveling the world making one new song in every city I stay.  This project is called Made In / Place.  Raised in Fairfield, CA.  Text me: (707) 289-3895 💀.

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Kai Straw

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