Im so fucking happy i just fiund kut about you !!! Fuck its like a new flavor

i found her music in a bad time and i related to her songs sm. now 1 year later i started crying listening to it again

still listening to this 4 years later. definitely bittersweet.

earporn ((>ω< ))

again and again ft. thebreathingbackwards (taylor morgan + saint tomorrow)

Eyes Closed w/ Fantasy Camp + Curtains

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

HEWGOE - CALABASAS (Prod. By HEWGOE)

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

no samples
guitars by 1080p dreams
prod. @prodbyglacier

LYRICS:

laying in my bed, once again
trying to convince myself
that all those times we shared didn't mean that much to me
like every pointless afternoon in your room
watching your dvd collection
i always failed to mention that your favorite movies are dumb
and i hate them
but i still love you
even though you left me feeling lonely, empty and confused
what the fuck was that about?
now i'm trying to find a lesson
but i'm stuck with all these questions 
at a dead end
and i'm stressing
it's depressing cause i feel like i lost my best friend
do you know that feeling too?
and no, i'm not naive
i know you have your reasons
and i'll try my best to see them
and not be bitter and resentful
but i couldn't help think of our potential
couldn't you see it too?
i guess not
now everything we were is just an overused melody
everything we were is just me singing loud out of key
everything we were is just an overused melody
in this shitty song that i created when i was sad and all alone
(sorry about last summer when i broke your heart into a thousand pieces, just wait until wintertime to see if you'll be okay)

i'm sorry about last summer(prod. by glacier)

painless chinese burns, ties me down with daisy chains.
diamonds on her tongue and pleasure cuts and teasing

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW

Daisy Chains

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/scummusic and https://soundcloud.com/demxntia 
Produced/Mixed/Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2xvldSfqY7pk8Z0DWyCYyL?si=7m_ZS2V3SyCZPwCn1Gt0Qg 
Lyrics:
[kaiyko]

i get lost when i get scared
freaking out about the endless possibilities 
find myself crying in my backyard
hoping to myself that the neighbors can't hear me
but I love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside I wish I was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

Like a knife right through my chest
Cutting deeper than the rest
Wish you could stay here forever
But I see what's coming next

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish I could keep us from harm
But I think love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[scum]

blood red
got my eyes red
from the crying
i'm fine
here we go again
man i'm trying
look me in my eyes
and tell me that i'll be okay
demons always haunting me
i think they here to stay
don't lie when you tell me that you care
i've been falling i even shaved my hair 
i been finding out who loves me
but i can't trust you

[kaiyko x demxntia]

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish i could keep us from harm
But i feel love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[demxntia]

nothing ever lasts
i been stuck inside my past
i'm faking all my smiles
and my heart is made of glass
it's shattered
but i don't think it really matters
i'd rather be alone than
feel the pain when i look at her

losing myself from this world, i
don't really know what to do, why
does everything come to an end?
cuz i can't make amends anymore
but you know i'll still be here 
confused with you

[kaiyko x scum x demxntia]

i get lost when 
i get scared
freaking out about 
the endless possibilities 
find myself crying
in my backyard
hoping to myself that
the neighbors can't hear me
but i love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside i wish i was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

like a knife right through my chest
cutting deeper than the rest
wish you could stay forever
but i see what's coming next

A Flame Out In The Wind w/ scum & demxntia

prod by me
original is by solonely 

unprivated 12/22/24

full of resent (unprivated)

shinigami x lil lotus - drown together

https://soundcloud.com/dust999billion

https://discord.gg/ypUudKbvfT

glaiv IG: @wolfinua
dv$t IG: @dvsttrr

variant [ + dv$t ]

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

she keeps calling me during the nightcore concert

edit: this is Dec 09th 2028 btw

https://soundcloud.com/kggn https://soundcloud.com/whyareyouhere
prod aura

12-09-2028, 7:04 pm nightcore concert + kuru x tetsuo

lucky star

thank you to the people that continue to support me u guys r everything<3
produced by curtains & mixed by demxntia 
lyrics:
find me fallin out of time
catch me loosing my mind
every single damn time you
go on call me out call me call me call me out
cmon tell me that im doing everything all wrong
and that i got a couple things i gotta work on
I gotta work on, damn i gotta work on
show me show me how i should to turn my whole world around
the only only unreasonable person right now
is me me me don't try to slip out of the line
and reap reap reap what i sow so i cant cry at all

and i dont wanna think about the other side
and what its like and the feelings that i gotta hide
cuz i dont wanna be the answer i dont have the answer
but you should know by now that you're my everything
i lost my heart in the open i wanted to show you but it's too late
cuz i been waiting on so you long
idk what is wrong with the future
but im seeing clearer
over and over watch me do this over
thought im feelin better but i haven't found the right cure
and now its been a really really really long time
since i been feelin like myself and i can finally shine
through the dark days it feels like its forever
don't know what i should say when i cannot remember
why i need you by my side
and all the reasons why i gotta get up and try but i know you'l....

find me fallin out of time
catch me loosing my mind
every single damn time you
go on call me out call me call me call me out
cmon tell me that im doing everything all wrong
and that i got a couple things i gotta work on
I gotta work on, damn i gotta work on
show me show me how i should to turn my whole world around
the only only unreasonable person right now
is me me me don't try to slip out of the line
and reap reap reap what i sow so i cant cry at all

CALL ME OUT(PROD. CURTAINS)

Produced by T8 !!!!
Lyrics:
Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but

It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead

I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everyone is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
But maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead
I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everything is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Is it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
Maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream

RUNNING OUT/KINDA FUNNY (PROD. T8)

༺kaiyko༻

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