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payphone ft shinigami (p. recycleBin)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/scummusic and https://soundcloud.com/demxntia 
Produced/Mixed/Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2xvldSfqY7pk8Z0DWyCYyL?si=7m_ZS2V3SyCZPwCn1Gt0Qg 
Lyrics:
[kaiyko]

i get lost when i get scared
freaking out about the endless possibilities 
find myself crying in my backyard
hoping to myself that the neighbors can't hear me
but I love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside I wish I was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

Like a knife right through my chest
Cutting deeper than the rest
Wish you could stay here forever
But I see what's coming next

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish I could keep us from harm
But I think love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[scum]

blood red
got my eyes red
from the crying
i'm fine
here we go again
man i'm trying
look me in my eyes
and tell me that i'll be okay
demons always haunting me
i think they here to stay
don't lie when you tell me that you care
i've been falling i even shaved my hair 
i been finding out who loves me
but i can't trust you

[kaiyko x demxntia]

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish i could keep us from harm
But i feel love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[demxntia]

nothing ever lasts
i been stuck inside my past
i'm faking all my smiles
and my heart is made of glass
it's shattered
but i don't think it really matters
i'd rather be alone than
feel the pain when i look at her

losing myself from this world, i
don't really know what to do, why
does everything come to an end?
cuz i can't make amends anymore
but you know i'll still be here 
confused with you

[kaiyko x scum x demxntia]

i get lost when 
i get scared
freaking out about 
the endless possibilities 
find myself crying
in my backyard
hoping to myself that
the neighbors can't hear me
but i love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside i wish i was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

like a knife right through my chest
cutting deeper than the rest
wish you could stay forever
but i see what's coming next

A Flame Out In The Wind w/ scum & demxntia

fresh air [prod. brody]

Stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2UsvQ3rPyxIqOupbE4HsSg?si=UJvdPMa4SESBxsyXyMXYcQ
(I don't wanna go home right now, I just wanna feel the outside air
I remember I was crying next to you, Now I wonder if you still care)

Face first on the concrete doesn't compare to how I feel about you!
Got me drivin off these cliffs of misery, I can't let this off my chest
No i'm not talkin bout the silly drama, Left our high school days
And we're onto new problems alright
I been getting to the bag don't wanna talk to you
I'm the only one allowed to see my dream fall through

And it's alright, If you replace me, 
You won't find no one that sees the way that I see.
Yea I see visions of the future I can see it all.
All the wins and all the losses even my down-
Fall through, I just wanna fall through
Fall out of the lines and all the spaces that were built by you
Don't hit up my line if you not talkin bout the paper
Tryna make the moves before I see myself fade first

Because i'm hoping that I see just a little bit more than this
Cause i've always been a little afraid of it
But now I think i'm ready to fall through, fall through

And i'm not talkin bout the silly drama, Left our high school days
And we're onto new problems alright
I been getting to the bag don't wanna talk to you
I'm the only one allowed to see my dreams-

Fall through I just wanna fall through
Fall out of the lines and all the spaces that were built by you
Don't hit up my line if you not talkin bout the paper
Tryna make the moves before I see myself fade first

Because i'm hoping that I see just a little bit more than this
Cause i've always been a little afraid of it
But now I think i'm ready to fall through, fall through

I Wanna Fall Through (Prod. Discent)

Lyrics: 
Is it the start of the end or the start of beginning no
Cuz I don't know where to go when everyone starts leaving home
And the rest feels so unknown
You can be my killer if you wanted, you can be my killer if you tried
I wouldn't move a muscle if you came through 
And just shot me with your lies

Just tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

This is your last saving point
You can turn around now or face the fact that 
What you want's not what you'll get
But you'll get something close it
Stop your crying it's not the end of the world
But no one listens to a quiet little girl
I wanna talk about, don't wanna shout about it
Left me alone made me the killer on the drive hom

Okay, here I go again I apologize for the way 
I've been acting since the beginning
I know that you still love me so, Say that you will hold me close
But I know that it'd be better for the whole world if you just

Tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

So tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights

KILLER ON THE DRIVE HOME (PROD. 6SIGMA)

thank u  https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic for this beat<3
thank u https://soundcloud.com/demxntia for mixing like always<3
thank u guys for listening and always supporting me<3333
Lyrics: I wish I could see whats ahead of us
But what's the point if i'm still tryna live my life 
Like a waste of my time, You'll waste it for me
And hey you with a low self esteem
Why you gotta go and make a fool outta me?
It's not the end of the line, so why you wanna cut it?
You know that we still got it good
~Frame by frame try to live it, You ain't gotta worry bout nothin
I'll be somethin worth your time so, Learn it from me
And I love you like i've loved no one before
Yeah I know it's harder to describe yeah it's for sure
Something way too good to let go
But if it has to go we still got it good.
~Try to see it better than my old eyes could see
But my heart is like an anchor
Keepin me down like my tear-stained cheeks
Try to wipe it away, Do you really wanna see me?
It's not the end of the line so why you wanna cut it?
You know that we still got it good.
~Frame by frame try to live it, You ain't gotta worry bout nothin
I'll be somethin worth your time so, Learn it from me
And I love you like i've loved no one before
Yeah I know it's harder to describe yeah it's for sure
Something way too good to let go
But if it has to go we still got it good.
And I don't wanna fight this fight no more
I'm fallin off the edge but i'm in control
I see it right there see it right there
But why do I still stand here?
~Frame by frame try to live it, You ain't gotta worry bout nothin
I'll be somethin worth your time so, Learn it from me
And I love you like i've loved no one before
Yeah I know it's harder to describe yeah it's for sure
Something way too good to let go
But if we hold on you know we've got it good
Yeah yeah you know we still got it good

WE STILL GOT IT GOOD (PROD. IOF)

thank you to the people that continue to support me u guys r everything<3
produced by curtains & mixed by demxntia 
lyrics:
find me fallin out of time
catch me loosing my mind
every single damn time you
go on call me out call me call me call me out
cmon tell me that im doing everything all wrong
and that i got a couple things i gotta work on
I gotta work on, damn i gotta work on
show me show me how i should to turn my whole world around
the only only unreasonable person right now
is me me me don't try to slip out of the line
and reap reap reap what i sow so i cant cry at all

and i dont wanna think about the other side
and what its like and the feelings that i gotta hide
cuz i dont wanna be the answer i dont have the answer
but you should know by now that you're my everything
i lost my heart in the open i wanted to show you but it's too late
cuz i been waiting on so you long
idk what is wrong with the future
but im seeing clearer
over and over watch me do this over
thought im feelin better but i haven't found the right cure
and now its been a really really really long time
since i been feelin like myself and i can finally shine
through the dark days it feels like its forever
don't know what i should say when i cannot remember
why i need you by my side
and all the reasons why i gotta get up and try but i know you'l....

find me fallin out of time
catch me loosing my mind
every single damn time you
go on call me out call me call me call me out
cmon tell me that im doing everything all wrong
and that i got a couple things i gotta work on
I gotta work on, damn i gotta work on
show me show me how i should to turn my whole world around
the only only unreasonable person right now
is me me me don't try to slip out of the line
and reap reap reap what i sow so i cant cry at all

CALL ME OUT(PROD. CURTAINS)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZpQrIlm1nU&feature=youtu.be

Lyrics:

Verse 1

lets say we kinda like the misery
you see us comin down
you see us rollin out
we hide our feelings
like i dont miss you
but were so full of it
oh were so full of it

Bridge:

tip toe
tip toe down the staircase
can they hear me now?
I can't fuckin sleep at night
I hate this silent town

Chorus:

Don't let it hurt,
think about yourself now
I make it worse
leave me where i bled out
and when you speak
they don't listen
so fuck them all
we only need each other

Verse 2:
I won't lie to you
swear you caught me off guard
I confide in you
I keep reaching for the sky
But they all hide from truth
but don't go tell me i'm better
cause im addicted to you letters
like oohh woah
don't let go
liek oohh woah
don't let go

We All Hurt Sometimes

We All Hurt Sometimes (Prod. Yago) [VIDEO IN DESC]

Produced by 1800.sean & Mixed by Demxntia 
Lyrics:
Let go of everything that you've been holding on
It's not easy but you're feelings aren't wrong
Don't look back again cuz there's nothin 4 u there
Or here or anywhere
Im so sick of feelin like u tied me to my own grave, my grave
I coulda been someone better but I had to go and get carried away
away

I wanna be the person you adore so
Tell me all the dark secrets inside your head
Is it okay?
If I forgive myself one more time
Can I still be the one on your mind each day.
Is this the one chance that I just won't take.

Wish I could break in, that crazy head of yours
I know u fakin for the whole sake of feelings you can't ignore
I know u got it out, let it out, but in a bad way
Go back to those days, Am I a dreamer without a choice
Or forcing myself to get better?
You don't wanna go there, you don't wanna go there
No one is making you 
I know it's not I know it's not fair
Fightin myself for your own place
Knowing the feeling might not change
I wish youd say I'll be okay cuz

I wanna be the person you adore so
Tell me all the dark secrets inside your head
Is it okay?
If I forgive myself one more time
Can I still be the one on your mind each day.
Is this the one chance that I just won't take.

Let go of everything that i've been holding on
It's not easy but my feelings aren't wrong
Don't look back again cuz there's nothin 4 u there
Or here or anywhere
Im so sick of feelin like u tied me to my own grave, my grave
I coulda been someone better but I had to go and get carried away
away

I wanna be the person you adore so
Tell me all the dark secrets inside your head
Is it okay?
If I forgive myself one more time
Can I still be the one on your mind each day?
Is this the one chance that I just won't take?

WE STILL GOT IT GOOD (PROD. IOF)

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