this isnt a song, its a cry for help (arey)

@uvshy is fucking awesome i love him
(casperrr)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder what i did wrong

(shy+ casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

(shy)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder why i do-

(casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

deceived pt2 w/ shy (02ashes + reesoo)

self produced

lyrics

just forget u ever knew me and that
all the memories i hold so fondly
never happened and that im not lonely
just forget u ever knew me

think im doing fine im over it ig
coughing up my lungs is the way i deal with stress
sorry that i vented had to get it off my chest
its been an awful while and im tryna do my best
theres sadness in the subtleties
they make it more profound
like the mound of dirty laundry and the garbage on the ground
no overwhelming darkness and no aggravating sounds
just the fact im always tired and the fact ur not around

oh so overwhelmed when the switch inside me flipped
i was breaking down so i went and lost my shit
it left me feeling drained, i wanna call it quits
im sick of being angry and im sick of all my shit

ive given up on love
ive given up on trust
ive given up on truth
ive given up on u

give.

I found myself inside a world I didn't know how to walk,
I made some friends, and did some drugs, til I was one with my thoughts
I called her phone at 3 am, but she dont ever pick up


Its nothing personal, yeah,
im just a burden to yah,
I wanna shout in the night,
get way too high every time
im seeing shadows at night
im with the ghouls in my mind,
get way too high every time,
and sit with the ghouls in my mind

Ghoul ft. MXB (prod. Hieloways) #restart

ive been tryin to find myself
but its so fuckin hard
when im stuck in this cell
i promise im not worth the wait
baby go ahead and turn the page
cuz im just another tired story
all i cause is pain
baby its so important that u turn the other way
dont waste ur time wit someone like me
im just that only wants you to bleed
ohhhh only want u to bleed...bleed

and every day its getting harder
to contain these thoughts of mine
i cant take this any longer
im falling apart tonight]
i just wish that i could let this go
if u have the cure pls let me know

oh its another tired story...
another tired story
and i cant seem to find the end
its missing words and its full of suspense
so pls keep me out ur thoughts
cuz baby im not worth the cost...
im not worth the cost....

another tired story [+sorrow bringer]

Cover of crash by shizukesa and yokai dreams

crash (cover)

LYRICS¬

I been so 
Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out (struggle to get a cry out)
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly outttt
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry im turning-

Ghost now
Ghost now
Tell my mama im sorry im ghost nooow
Ooooooohhh

everything kept the same
but thats just commonplace

I wanna leave so bad
im sick of familiar faces
Ill play your games no longer
Ima discard your number
put the memories to rest in an 
eternal slumber

im in an astral state
blood-running cold through my veins
Stare through my pale face
hate -that you treat me this way
personality fades
but thats expected cos 
Lately baby ive been feeling so-

Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out 
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly out
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry im turning -

maesk

-Ghost now
Been keeping to myself, dont wanna talk
If I could I'd move out of this place at once

I look around im so misplaced 
Id love
Too press a button that would erase me, turn to dust

She shaking with the knife
Blood all on the carpet this not the first time
Nooowww
But my emotions underground 
I cant feel a thing I think my fuckin souls crushed

maesk & dxnny

Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
(Tell me why)
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out 
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly out
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry (im turning-)

ghost ft mæsk (cian)

death

"cautious" off of deathbed volume 1
recorded & mixed by kcchalk, twilight blue, draven.fm

another tired story [+sorrow bringer]

Kanashī

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