soundcloud vibes 2

Featuring @p33_fyb
Produced by @jakkyboi
Mixed & mastered, additional vocals by @horoshamusic
Art by @spookygang

LYRICS
Is this really how it ends
You swore we'd always be the best of friends
And foolishly I believed that
Everything would work out like you said
What happened to our best laid plans
Blood stains my hands again

(P33)
For real is this how it ends
I never thought I'd live
Long enough to lose you as a friend
I miss having you by my side
Summer night getting high in your ride
You'd pass me over the aux
Bump Blink and we would get lost

(P33, Horosha & Carlby)
Knives in my back where you put them
You closed the book and wrote the end
Curtain falls and now they're all laughing
I hope this makes you happy

(P33 & Carlby)
You really think you did something
But truth is you're still nothing
I'll sleep without a problem
'Cause I got a clean conscience

Listen on Spotify!

Every Evening

spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/friends
prod. wraith nir

lyrics:

y dont u just tell me what you wanna do?
cuz i spent a lotta time tryna make it up to you...
so y dont u just tell me?
y dont u just tell me?

cuz im blacked out in the bathroom
i do this one too many times thinkin bout you
and i fall for that shit again
fuck the lets be friends

fuck the lets be friends...

and i let u have it one too many times before
chest ripped open and a heart on the floor
y didnt u just say you dont want it?
yeah u dont gotta do me like that
try one too many times...

try one too many times...

y dont u just tell me what you wanna do?
cuz i spent a lotta time tryna make it up to you...
so y dont u just tell me?
y dont u just tell me?

cuz im blacked out in the bathroom
i do this one too many times thinkin bout you
and i fall for that shit again
aye, fuck the lets be friends

u dont know me like i know myself
most the time feelin' like im somebody else yeah
feelin like im somebody else...

ion wanna feel like that again
thats y i got these pills in lieu of friends
dont you even try to make amends
thats y i got these pills in lieu of friends

shellfish

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lyrics:
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Call me a fuck up
My whole life's been a suck-up
Can't do anything right
Laying here every night

Thinking about it
But don't wanna talk
And my thoughts keep on screaming
They never shut up

And I don't want the help
I will never know why
Something's blocking the feelings
'Cause I think that's right

Oh, you know it all
Tell me how I feel
Since you love judging me
Oh, you don't know
'Bout what I'm dealing with
You don't know at all

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am,
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Walking out and
I feel like everybody is staring at me
Reminiscence bout the days
When I felt ok

Maybe I need meds
To numb me out
I don't wanna take them
But I'm already fucked up

Can't just feel all right
I just can't feel ok
That's why I can't sleep at night
I won't tell no one a thing

I don't know why
Voices tell me what do
Bottle up my pain, so you
Can look at me falling through

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel
x2

3 am

spotify/itunes

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

guitar by: ryini beats

dedicated to everyone i love ❤️

home

First track fully recorded out of the hospital. Just another one about a girl playing with my feelings I am getting back to normal now!

I Hate This

Stream Paperface Album
https://album.link/9v0tjbkpvqnb7

Cassettes

tell me that it's all a lie, that u loved me for life

prod @thersx

tell me that it's all a lie

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

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lyrics: 

verse 1: 
i swear im trying hard to mend a broken heart, no 
love you’re a live genade, i had to let go now
i hope one day that you crawl your way back 
and baby its so hard to say that

chorus: 
its so hard to say that
and baby its so hard to say that  

verse 2:  
i put my thoughts to words just hoping it would heal but 
im trying hard not to put my head to the steel 
I swear i dont know how to feel 
i fall apart these thoughts are real 
i try to keep it all concealed 
but its no use you know the deal 
and im still trying hard to mend my broken heart oh. 
i pulled the pin for you 
i bleed out on the floor now 
and im still hoping that you crawl back 
and baby its so hard to say that

say that (prod. caustyk)

Week (Prod. Settimio)

jimmy fallon (ripazure kabeh emmanb)

Turn It Up

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

shellfish

Kanashī

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