beat by sky
written by cal meloblu
vocal prod. by prodkeech

lyrics:

I will never wait
For such a fucking waste
Of all this time and space 
But I left a little too late 

The damage is stuck in place
My body lost a lot of weight 
From stress and aches and pain 
You will never change

I feel this way since I don’t know what’s been in my head 
I hear the worst of everything instead of what’s been said 
No matter what I do, I’m always trapped in my head
Guaranteed that I’ll feel alive when I end up dead  

I don’t wanna feel numb, I just need some good thoughts
Where does this hell come from, I’m overwhelmed and forgot 
These nightmares of thoughts are trying their best to spread out 
I’m screaming at the demons to get the fuck out 

I will never wait
For such a fucking waste
Of all this time and space 
But I left a little too late 

The damage is stuck in place
My body lost a lot of weight 
From stress and aches and pain 
You will never change

Too Late

TOO LATE

Hail Mary

Hail Mary (feat. Freek Van Workum)

hey so i know this seems weird putting this here but i hope you see this. and i wont say your name so its not public.

i love you, and genuinely would do anything for you. i never actually loved anyone until i met you, and i realized that a week ago after our conversation when you got back from vacation. i was and still am willing to look past all. the ugly all the flaws all the everything bad that could or did happen. you are what i live for. your the only real thing i have right now. im on the come down now since after our call earlier and im thinking clearly, i didnt know what to say or feel about what you were saying. for the first time in a long long time i actually felt true and honest sadness, i will admit now ive been on and off crying which is so un normal for me. i never cry ever, i might do other things but tonight tears fell from my eyes. you mean the world to me, you are my world and ill be hurting without you in my life. your what i live for so if you need time to focus on yourself then ill give you that time, and i know i said i cant just be friends but i need you in my life somehow. please just ignore the lyrics from the song itself i was angry then sad then everything because i honnestly had no clue how to feel earlier. if you need anything from me please tell me whether its money, help talking things over, your mental, or whatever it is you could possibly need just call me for it. and i need you to understand that your not as bad as a person as i think you give yourself credit for.

i dont wanna keep going and dragging this on so just let me know when ill be able to see you again, i love you more than i think you realize even if you do think thats corny.

retention.

Real Dangerous

💔I LET YOU BREAK ME - I LET YOU TAKE THE MOST OF ME - I USED TO HATE MYSELF - USED TO WANNA KILL MYSELF - SHOUTOUT TO MY FANS I KNOW YOU STILL WANNA DIE💕🖤

ASHES ON MY HANDS

IGOTASTORYTOTELL

Soulful 90s boom bap at 83 BPM — dusty drums, chopped vocal samples, and a warm nostalgic swing. Built for head-nods, cyphers, and storytelling vibes. Tap in if you love raw, classic hip-hop energy.

Pressure

MONEY SPREAD

[Hook]
two pills in my mouth, i can’t sleep cuz it’s so lonely room too quiet, got the shadows tryna hold me voices in my head, they don’t ever really know me fallin’ in the dark, every night it feel the same, low-key
[Verse 1] smoke in my chest, can’t breathe, but i need it love ain’t real, but the pain — yeah, i bleed it city lights flashin’, cold rain on the window life move fast, but my soul stay in limbo empty cup, i been spillin’ out secrets fake smiles numb, but the scars still deepest chasin’ ghosts, can’t outrun what i’m facin’ fucked up heart, every night i’m replacin’
[Verse 2] yeah, it’s cold in my chest, i can’t warm it stars in the sky look like warnings every night feels the same when you’re broken every word from her lips left me hopeless i just need a moment that ain’t painted in gray but the drugs wear off, and the pain wanna stay if i’m gone by the morning, don’t cry i was lost in my head way before i said goodbye

2 pills

IXXI teams up with SosMula in this fan made remix over SosMula's "Cheerios" instrumental. 

This remix is made purely out of love for the music and is Not Monetized in any way.

This remix is Not Official and all rights to the original belong to SosMula and their team.

SosMula - Cheerios ft. IXXI (Unofficial Remix)

Song is uploaded on YouTube & soon other platforms

E tech × 7KPHX × Prod by Frank Zozky

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retention.

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