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KARMA COMES IN THREES

Sleepy times 💤💤

chill

Bones - ItLooksLikeRain (prod. by hnrk)

produced by: @absoluteterror
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agOXJmKotB0

Numb (prod. absoluteterror) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

vocals: lil peep

prod by me

cover art: sebxsu

haunt u w/lil peep

be my ghost (prod. N09TH)

sample from suicide note part 1 by pantera
recorded may 2017

racist hicks go fucking die. fuck phil anselmo and fuck anyone who defends him

suicide note

lovesick ft safe sin

LOVESICK FT SAFE SIN (PROD DEERGOD X LEFTHANDLUCK)

Riversilvers - Close Your Eyes

Facts

Riversilvers & Oscuro - Time Stood Still

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Inner Space

Ponkie - Flying Dreams

Beat is owned by its its creator. Mixed and mastered by DJ Zone /Bruude

Bruude:
All I got is memories of blood
I just wanna blow up but I know I’m just a dud

I’m growing impatient
I know I’ll never learn
I’m 10 seconds away from saying Fuck it crash and burn

You really think you know me but you don’t

No you dont

Keep on acting like you’re smart but you’re dumb

So fuckin dumb

Threw you up shove my dick right through your skull

Through your skull

Filthy human just another pack of scum

Pack of scum

All of you will die slow 
I promise that on my soul
Your a problem to the spiral 
you don’t deserve to grow old
But I know you fuckers think so
You’re just a patch of mold though
Catch a knife to the stomach
Just die and suck a dick bro

Madnes_One:
In hindsight and spite 
I'll take my life tonight

Hide my body I just might
Tellin no one cuz fuck the fights

My lifes in constant turmoil, 
Its late im burnin the midnight oil
Repetitive my violence coiled
Decrepit feelings soul is spoiled

Depression grim unsettlin
Angers force combat within

Blackened stains cant wash it clean
Upon its back souls grovelin

Soiled forlorn tears blur this vision
Cold stars harken to my darkness
Cease its revelin

I need strong ass seditive
Cant handlin it abouta flip
Given til emotionless
Yo fuck this strife its cancerous

Tryin to keep my alignment balanced
Its warped so thin and tetherin
I'm wastin away
Light dies within
The theme ov life is no one wins

Banishing my Demons
As I cast away my Angels
Pains what dulls my senses
As I leave this web untangled

I believe in my abilities
that aint the shit thats haltin me

Insulting me with villainy
Im ending it in blasphemy

Release the crimson stream yo
my veins sputtered flow
Blood splattered streets
Sigh ov release I let my life go
x2

BRUUDE X MADNES_ONE - LULLVBY OF DEVTH

Riversilvers - Under The Bridge

ive been loathing in the fear since i fucked you
need emotions that you bear imma hunt you
or grow up to others with some nuts loose
i dont want to promote drug abuse 
make a new game imma fucking play through 
drain brain food fuel for the changed moods
so sick of the venomous gossip said 
thats enough read dont wanna manifest it

your glass full of yourself bitch
past on hold eating souls in apartments
coal in stove whole dome in there melting 
been a minute since i felt shit 
if fists were rocks bet the walls got my pelting 
dont worry bout my health bitch
know it aint me when the drugs got me belching
fuck out my face bitch cant recognize faces not like i know names is this breakdown what change is to find dirty places on earth thats done aging to kill us all off full of hatred
rather be cursed than tamed bitch
maybe one day ill watch my fucking language 
right now watch myself love anguish 
maybe one day ill swim to the sane bliss

brain food [prod. homele$$]

i miss u :( [prod. hartbleed]

brought to you by some cool cats and the vanishing act

Lyrics:

In my bed I’m wasting time and shit (oh my)
At my desk, I’m fucking tired as shit
And I’m so confused I want this shit to click
And I’m under pressure I can’t fold for shit

And I’m been running running running circles all through my head
Overthinking always gets me upset
Hypercritical it’s tough to accept
Pour my heart out onto lyrics cuz it’s all I have left

I’m so confused so confused
They Say I’ll be star somewhere by the moon 
Saying that I’ll make it, it’s too fucking soon
Just know I’m so afraid to fucking lose

Fucked up worried bout the little things
But I’m too smooth like I’m 7 with the strings
And you Hate my music but I’ll sure make you sing
Ima Rockstar with a hand full of rings on me

I don’t get I don’t get it I don’t get it all
They keep sayin I’ll go up but I feel like I’ll fall
Every time they say my name it’s some cool shit
I can’t help it thinkin it’s just some bullshit

In my bed I’m wasting time and shit (oh my)
At my desk, I’m fucking tired as shit
And I’m so confused I want this shit to click
And I’m under pressure I can’t fold for shit

And I’m been running running running circles all through my head
Overthinking always gets me upset
Hypercritical it’s tough to accept
Pour my heart out onto lyrics cuz it’s all I have left

wasting time (prod. cmb)

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Call To Adventure / Strange Land

LYRICS:
you know that I couldn't say it back then
didn't know how to talk about whats living in my head
but I guess its easier
yeah I guess its easier now
living all alone x2
isolation feels like home
dejected down to the bone

tell me how do I go on when all I had is dead and gone 
tell me how do I go on when everything feels fucking wrong

do you know what its like 
what its like x2
for people to see you but you're never really seen 
so you detach yourself from this reality
constantly, constantly, this reality, constantly
living all alone x4

SOLITUDE 1/3 PROD. Y$57

prod. flowers in narnia

intro: 
[all my clothes are ending up with turmeric stains on them 
but thats alright cause
inflammations' bad for the body]

(i guess its cool, yup x2)

I guess it’s cool, miscommunication make us fight 
Cause you cant do knowing how I tend to spend these nights 
I’m in a pool full of distant memories, the knife, 
In my back working out the gravity it take to type 

Another message trying hard just to explain myself 
I feel like god is tryna sleep on me no way to help 
I feel like authoring my peace and then just stepping off 
The end of planet, my advantage is I’ll watch the fall 

And come back standing with more knowledge than I held today 
A birds eye view of all the beauty, tragedy and hate 
My words pursue a piece me that I can’t excavate 
I’m just gon’ dig and hopefully I’ll see the light of day 

You know I won’t baby, I been the ghost lately, I been the kid that no one offer to approach they seem 
Apprehensive when it coming to what soap facing 
But I could get it swear that I’m just so alone waiting 


On her, on who? I’m Breaking down the truth 
It’s that it never really matter til you loving you 
If In the center is your acting rather than review 
Of misstepping, you’re better than regretting every move 

Red in the face with the blues, self in resentment ensue 
Bells, instrumentals, the coup - sliding beside no ones mood 
I don’t get violent I zoom, 
I just lit violet no gloom, 
smoke in my lungs it consume 
Realizing I’m fighting my tomb oo

dayfall [prod. fleur]

occult klan

Produced by Bhasper
Engineered by @prodjordanjay

Lyrics:

Got Snow up in my nose
Tabs up on my tongue 
Brain goin back and forth
 like it’s beer bong 
Take a dab hit 
Then I sip from the 40
ALWAYS FUCKIN MAD 
CAUSE PEOPLE ARE PETTY
VOICES IN MY HEAD ALWAYS FUCKIN ANNOY ME
Love hurts 
CLANDESTINE LAB 
IN THE SUBURBS 
Stubborn 
MOTHERFUCKA 
With so much urge 
Fuckin wanna go purge 
So many vices I would like to curb 

Got Snow up in my nose
Tabs up on my tongue 
Brain goin back and forth
 like it’s beer bong 

This life is a curse 
My vision is blurred
My hate is overt 
Fuck everyone on planet earth 
Leave you all to burn
Do not disturb 
Or I’ll Put you in the fuckin dirt 
It’s the circle of life
Stab you in the throat with a knife 
Made a shank from 
the bones of the last guy 

Got Snow up in my nose
Tabs up on my tongue 
Brain goin back and forth
 like it’s beer bong 

Pills up in my pocket 
But my feelings 
outta pocket 
Motherfucka 
bouta kick the bucket 
Psychoactive gotta love it
Put my problems into sonnet 
I don’t do this for my wallet
needa stop the ruckus 
my fuckin mind
With the chatter 
Tellin me I don’t matter 
imagine a bullet 
Causin My skull 
to fuckin shatter
This is why I’m a rapper 
Mood disorder a fuckin disaster 
I Hate this fuckin chapter 
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it

Got Snow up in my nose
Tabs up on my tongue 
Brain goin back and forth
 like it’s beer bong

DND (Prod. Bhasper)

this track is semi-unfinished, so i might delete it, edit it and reupload it, but we'll see...

lyrics 

my soul is beat to a pulp 
mornings proceed to be dull 
i mourn the steepness of  hope 
as i gulp down a new gallon of malice 
the monster within me 
grows broad on my bones 
i bought a new tone with my attitude 
yeah i don’t fuck with you 
but i’m not mad at you 
it’s okay, i just feel bad for you 
it’s okay, i gotta stash or two 
to keep me numb through the night 
to keep me numb through the night 
all alone, i’ll be alright 
all alone, feeling alright 
all alone, feeling alright 
bitch you need  darkness 
for there to be light 


pretty girls romanticizing their suicide
pity hurls vanity, panic by my demise 
i’ve been feeling manic
charles manson in my eyes 
granted, i gambled with disgust and little pride  

well isn’t it the grace of god 
they’re triggered by my face, so odd 
sitting in a place, ive erased my drive 
to signal any trace 
to relay a new glimpse of my rise 

rivet the position, i got em 
pivot the decision, theyre rotten 
all you little dickheads play possum
when the truth invades all the gossip 
fucking hate the way everything seems
strippers selling the pussy to pay for their dreams

bitch, do you dream ? 
bitch know what i mean 
bitch do you dream ?
this is what i mean 
bitch do you dream ?
i see through your greed 

i was in the back room with a bitch on psychedelics
compelling sights ignited my fears 
i felt overzealous 
the relics dangled above my brain 
stained in a hellish frame 
disdain developed as a result of years feeling helpless 
i belt this out 
one last time 
from the shrine, conviction aligns 
so divine 
clocks depict a submission to time 
stricken my mind 
with affliction 
i still feel conflicted 
decide what i’m missing 
fishing for lies 
i’m fit to just die 
for the fiftieth time 
feeling fidgety, 
innocent side effects of the ritalin prize 
adrenaline climbs levels 
i need some discipline to find syllables 
so i could fill in the lines 
i’m still willing to die for my pride 
under the ceilings, might dine for demise 
if only the lords willing, by design i’ll decline 
all of your feelings filling the night with sublime 
psyched out my mind 
while i siphon these rhymes 


i cannot outrun the outcome 
i’m fucked
devout to my passion
i’m bound to give up 
give it up, please just give in to the rush 
give it up, please just give in to the rush

in order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present

LYRICS:
I don't wanna know i don't wanna fucking know
got demons in my brain and I'm tryna tell em no
keep tryna tell you, you don't wanna get too close 
cuz my life one big repetitive joke
and i know, and i know 
you will see who i am and you will wanna go 
wanna go wanna go
cuz i been through it all
and i built this wall
and i know its staying up
cuz if i learned enough
by taking it down, tears flow down so much that i drown
but i don't wanna give up, i don't wanna give in
so ill take this medication to feel nothing 
cuz id rather have that than a target on my back
from my own damn brain tryna make me snap
so i don't wanna know i don't wanna fucking know 
how you feel let down by the things that i chose
i don't think you see that my brains a blackhole 
and i know and i know that you'll never get it
so i gotta let it go, let it go, let it go

SOLITUDE 1/3 PROD. Y$57

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