i first saw cymbalism on yt and have been hooked ever since. you're voice is therapeutic.

I heard and heard again... I love your voice!

A melancholic track with real lyrics and heartfelt vocals. A song built in sorrow.

From The Start

Josephine On The Floor

Written by Tanya Shah and Ramya Pothuri
Produced by Ramya Pothuri and Rishi Bradoo
Mixed by Rishi Bradoo
Mastered by Neil Pickles
Artwork by Akanksha Makhija

If I Dive Drunk

Produced Ramya Pothuri and Rishi Bradoo
Mixed by Rishi Bradoo
Mastered by Neil Pickles
Artwork by Akanksha Makhija
Additional guitar work by Ronit Sarkar

Constantly

Wrote this last night. 
I'm going back to my #sadindiegirl persona.
Here are the lyrics:

I know nobody 
Will know me like you do
When will I learn to
Love like her, like you do

I slowly fade away
slowly, ease the pain

Maybe it's serious, maybe it's destiny
Maybe it's something else, that's keeping you from me
I am delirious, losing my sanity
I only want one thing, for you to remember me 

I will get through, but maybe I don't want to
I find comfort in pain, maybe I'm insane

Holding on to you 
Still holding on to you. 

enjoy xoxo

Letters I'll Never Give To You

do you feel suffocation at its peak,
Imaginary hands strangling all your weakness,
There is discomfort in this house
The kind your body wants to get out of

You know
The darkness is blinding
The chaos unfolds
You don’t feel like minding your business,
Cause this is
Far more interesting.
I don’t blame you now.
Now.

There is a place,
Abandoned like space
The silence it hangs,
From the noise that’s displaced 
Apart.
Apart.

Does not make a sound,
You don’t even shout
It’s clawing you down
This fear of missing out.

fomo

It's not complete yet.

Lyrics:

You called me up
in the dead of the night

You made some plans
I said okay, that’s fine

I’ll see you there
with my chest feeling tight

Awkward eyes
not feeling alright

You saw me there
Losing my way
Not a word
Was said through the day

You said it’s fine
I feel the same

Don’t look away
You’ll get through the Haze


Weird is good
and so is champagne

So take this glass
and let’s sing in the rain

We’ll stay away
from people and pain

I know it’s strange
but it’s not insane

You called me up
in the dead of the night

made some plans
I said okay, that’s fine

I’ll see you there
with my arms open wide 

Awkward eyes
But feeling alright

Weird is good but so is Champagne

SOOOOOO GUYSSSS!!! 
I'm back with a new track! I'm so beyond excited to be finally done with this song. I wrote this a long time ago, actually at the exact beginning of this year. And of course, ya know ur gurl (I can be a little melodramatic with the slightest of mishaps when it comes to feeling for someone). But these lyrics shouldn't worry you! I believe making something beautiful out of utter heartbreak is what makes me so strong. And that is exactly what I have done. 

Anyways, here are the lyrics:  

I have been searching for 
Someone like you for so long 
Feels like I'm losing touch, 
Your fading heart isn't strong 
Let me in 
Your eyes cave in 
When I get so close 

Baby your heart has left me 
Oh, completely 

All of my dreams have turned to 
Silent lullabies 
And when I sleep I feel you 
Whisper your goodbyes 
I'm falling in 
Your eyes cave in
When I get so close 

Baby your heart has left me
Oh, completely 

I need your lips on my skin 
But you're fading in 
Your fading heart 
I'm in love with your fading heart 

Baby your heart has left me
Oh, completely.

enjoy xoxo

Fading

tie your laces
before you go down to play 
look around you carefully,
before you push people away.
and (bon iver) has been playing repeatedly in my head today,
i saw a face, it reminded me of your gaze,
light headed and fazed, 
smoking a cigarette


the nature of this is ambiguous, 
i don’t know what to say when your hands are so distant.
prepare to leave, prepare to stay, 
there’s so much i have to say to you, 
but i’m confused, 
you’re going to leave anyway

and my body is hurting with all the locked up punctuation in it,
full stops attached to this.
and i am unworthy of sounds of Clozee and remixed redos are out of my league,


as are you.

mispronunciation(intro)

9 cans of red bull 

lyrics //

don’t wake up just yet
i know you have to leave
but you look so peaceful
when you are asleep

don’t wanna say goodbye
when you’re next to me
so why can’t you stay
for a couple more please

i’ll stay with these shadows
hoping you’ll return 
cause my heart can’t take it 
goodbyes they always hurt

i’m trying to let go
but nothing seems to work
so whisper sweet nothings
and i’ll make it though the hurt

your pretty brown eyes 
are shocked and surprised
when i ask you
what all of this is worth

you look at me strange 
it won’t be the same
you’re walking with your 
bags packed out the door

you don’t want more
you’re done waiting for a chance

i’ll stay with these shadows
hoping you’ll return 
cause my heart can’t take it 
goodbyes they always hurt

i’m trying to let go
but nothing seems to work
so whisper sweet nothings
and i’ll make it though the hurt

alzo

lyrics:

cloaks of invisibility are theoretical
But I’d like to believe that I can go without being noticed in a filled room
on the other side
There might be more light rooms 
all I know is cool shades of maroon and dark blue
it’s losing some its colour
Letting go of its hue 
losing the plot of the scene,
willing suspension of disbelief.

If I could just
Fade away
You know honestly im tired of keeping reality to myself 
And you can go 
Daydream
About people who feel, 
you suddenly don’t feel beyond repair

Just a reduction
To keep the paper cuts in
The accidental folder of "lack of serotonin" 
And
The fader keeps going
But your state of mind's showing
19 years and going
Wrinkled thoughts and pimpled skin

fader(willing suspension of disbelief)

brb facing the music

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fomo

karshni

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