cooler than me (cover)

been a while but i finally got some new music 

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now im on a flight from boston
bad lil bitch make me move with caution
overthinking got me nauseous
expensive shit all on my garments though
expensive shit all on my garments,
my body wrapped around in diamonds
like this shit a fucking harness, im the hardest
fuck charting im a niche artist
i been staying true to myself regardless
of all these fucking comments
i been living in my head
this shit gone drive me crazy
but im living the life i wanted
feel like i made it

i been throwing fits, no tantrums
bad things she do on camera
now she gone play all innocent
she a freaky lil hoe from atlanta
fell in love with the lights and the glamour
cant believe i seen my life change
she said im acting different
i live my life my own way
now i got designer clothes,
designer hoes,
whatever you name it
been tryna find my flow
and build me a team that gone help me make it
fake bitches tryna rock with the clique im with
cause they fell in love with my fragrance
im stressed,
constant headaches throwing up all on the pavement

@aftrrs
i know im a mess
problems that i thought put to rest
drama, never really asked for the context
thought i really could give my best
effort
didnt really know whats better for me
throw it all away, its whatever to me
numb my pain, whatever will take me (away)
dont save me
i dont wanna talk, dont care if u hate me
give me an answer, not just 'maybe'
where my mind goes, there is no safety
no no way
didnt think you'd treat me that way
who wouldve thought oh all these thoughts im going insane
i wish my heart would just fade

stream everywhere!

garments w/ aftrr (joeboi + typhoon)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

spotify

do it again w/ eunhae

All my life
I stood there in fear
What's fair?
Not here
I can't breathe in

Can i hold your hand?
Can we look once again
Know that, I healed
Dont look back, hooked
I try, my best
Ill fly, like the rest

It's a fall out life
You wont see my rights
But ill survive
Ill see the night
But you cant go go go
Not yet

Yeah, oh

Oh
Drown my liver
I cant forget her
All my sorrows
Begin to wither 
All my life 
I try and try
Oh I cant fight
It's treasons light

Fallout, I Can't Forget Her

feat. @aftrrs

[intro]
let me know if youre tellin the truth
please dont forget me 
cause i could never forget you 
yeah its best that you left for yourself and im glad
that you got all your help 
and hes there for your hand

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 

[verse]
talk down
talk down to me 
dont tell me what you want from me
you dont give just take all of the pieces that i needed

know this wont work out
work out i need it 
takin down these drugs repeated
i dont give no fucks bout my own feelings
no i dont see them ima

act so oblivious and say im doin fine 
but its just
so fucking hard you planted seeds inside my mind
i cant waste no time im fuckin fried
no i dont want no one hit my line
u know that ive been
ive been so lonely 
ive been
ive been so lonely 

ive been
ive been so lonely 

[aftrr]
tell me if you're leaving tonight
do you know how i feel inside
change the topic, press the issue
it don't matter who's wrong or right
waiting on you to decide
wanna skip to the end of my life
who gon wipe your tears when you cry?

i'm tired of missing someone
can't believe i thought you were the one
but i can't lie, without you, it's no fun
like who am i, who have i become

overdue communications
fall through on complications
stand on two's, i don't gotta say shit
acting rude with no basis

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 
x2

refrain

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refrain ft. aftrr! (plantcham)

@bug26 @prodeclipse

we're so fucking back

i been smoking on gas x99999 

now were back to where we started from again
everything is fucked but we can always play pretend
sick of feeling useless im avoiding all my friends
so ill drop 60 dollars on gelato pen
now im levitating weightless 
give my mind sum foolish bliss
forget all my commen sense
floating like a space cadet 
all the texts that i had never read
they all unsent
i just pass the sticks to what i hit
like hold my head
i dont care how much i spend long as i forget the past tense
i just hugged my mom and my hoodie smells like cabbage
like im trying to get caught cuz i cant limit my access
whatever gets me through long as im not inna casket
im not sorry that i missed ur call
rolling backwoods lil aderall
ill get better when the future calls
but until then ill be in freefall

gasgasgasgasgas (wuko & eclipse)

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

phone w/ zivve

produced by daywatch

lyrics:
tired of thinking up bars in my room that don't make sense
sometimes don't compute and i feel like i'm not cut out for this
sometimes
and i remember when they used to come up to me crazy, like
they had no respect for me but, i got ahead
in my own little way, in my own little space
in my head

and most don't even care about the consequence, i'm tryna guide
people like me to the light but only if they want to go
cus' when you fine with your situation, you gon' stay froze
don't matter how many loving people want you to be brave
i don't think you know how long it took too pull me out the grave
took me twelve long years just to figure out i'm hazed
took me four more years for my parents to relate
took me some more overthinking just to clear the slate

oh my god, i'm sick to core
y'know that it's bad when the hatred is decor
i think that i used it as protection
i'm older now and i don't seem to get the message

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward and i can't get the words out my mouth
i really hate how i talk so i put an impression on my sound
my friends say it's all in my head so i guess that i'm just full of doubt

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward-
sometimes i wish all four of my friends were packed in my skin
he wishes to be himself but, i wish i could be like him

oh, i think i'm done for the night
woah, feeling like i'm soft-locked
beat boys say it's beat block
but spitters say it's writers block
big boy in a corner
big boy in a corner

but i still try

could you sometimes think about us?
sometimes think about love?
cus' i need your company
would you do it for me?
i can't

sometimes think about us
i sometimes think about love and
it feels so dumb to me
i look in the mirror and fantasize about who i wanna be

dumb mic'd up wannabe
i wanna be seen
i wanna be me
i wanna find peace
imma let life do the finding

buy?

softlock

ⓘ Designed and managed by Touxious ™

Mixed/Mastered by @prodbytriss

Music Video: https://youtu.be/-SZGdbZyLoE?si=RgwtBmEStM8YoidM

Platform Directory: https://hypeddit.com/jaddex/crazyz

Lyrics:

Crazy

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Crazy Ft. Temora & funeral

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

I'm stuck in my headspace
Mind stuck in rotation
Blame the earthquake, can't shake it
My memory's fading
I spoke to a doctor, she said I ain't fine
Emergency sessions gon' keep me alive
I'm stuck in my headspace
Why am I forsaken

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

Running so long, adrenaline fades
Chasing dreams, I can't keep pace
I'm done chasing butterflies, we all got our fake lives
Through windows the pain lies to lead us astray
I miss me, I miss the rain
Rose tinted cellophane
Terrified down to the cells in my veins
I'm racing my mind, just to feel heard
It used to be debilitating, now it's just the worst
And either way I think of you, the bad days I reverse
I can't see you in a bad way
No, it just hurts

Eat me alive
Come drag me under
Your tears crystallise

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

I am adrift
Coasting on excess of my emptiness
But I got my decaf tea, a little 2CB
I'll break down some walls just to feel the debris
Chip my stone
I'll never know why I never gave us a chance to know us
Leave me, I need to breathe
Hoping you'll disagree

Let me learn to forget
I been feeling like death got the better end
(That was the time of my life)
Don't let me think this out loud
But it's alright
And I'm okay
I hate that I miss you, I do
Wish you died to me when I died for you

So I'm gon break my voice, make it hurt
And play all my mistakes in hertz
To save myself, please
Let me let you down

Blood rush in my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

cooler than me (cover)

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