dry the river - demons cover feat. chloe

bright eyes - first day of my life cover

Radio Ghosts

And I wish that I could get out of this rut Im in but as soon as it stops it starts again 


well Im almost 21 and this really isn't fun all I really wanted was for someone to carry me along


I think we live such boring lives we go to work it makes us wanna die we go to school trying to not cry lots of things make me wonder why 

Im almost 21 and all my friends hate everyone 

BUT If you really hated them would you be stuck in the position your in ?




the only way you get what you want is by asking for what you need

and no one really does that until they're filled with greed! 

I probably could've helped myself, could have told somebody 
 but I didn't want to give off the impression of immaturity 


Because everything is scattered on my floor I don't really want to be a broken person anymore!!!

P.S F.Y.I 
this is a demo
(I recorded this without much practice in the early morning time after a restless night)

What happens when the fun is done?

The floodgates opened 
and i fell in love
with every drop 
That fell from above

But i made the mistake of falling 
Falling
Falling down

Who am I to tell you
That the flowers in your heart 
Aren't growing thicker
'Cause in mine they aren't 

But I made the mistake of telling
telling
telling you im yours 

You're inching closer 
I can feel it in my bones 
When you are near me
I lose control 

But I made the mistake of letting 
Letting
Letting you go 

Like a Bird in a cage 
I can never be free 
Maybe one day 
I'll save me 

But I made the mistake of growing 
Growing 
Growing up

Mistakes

FIRST FULL LENGTH LP COLORBLIND BY YO FAV INDY ROKKERS

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YO here's a studio version of this one, probably won't play this live as i re-wrote the song completely for full band.

you've got a shitty ex boyfriend
he doesn't like me that much
you've gotta deal with your petty friends
cuz they don't like me that much

but don't feel bad for me
cuz they don't get to see
this side of me

funny cause i don't have a problem
with any of them
wanna beat me up at the football game
don't understand them

but don't feel bad for me
cuz in the ending
it's still you next to me

and they're probably gonna think that this is gay
but that's just fine yeah that's okay
because at the end of the night they're lonely but i have you
i still have you

stay classy

sorry for this awkward 1 ladies haha

Lyrics:
 I guess I’ve done what I’ve already wanted to do, so now my life's set
I'm just surprised that a personality so dry can get so many girls wet
Having being inside a few people was a very anticlimactic experience 
At the end, when she’d climaxed, I whip out my dick and just jerk it

Merged with, firm tits at the end of my finale
Then the end comes and I cum, slowly, sadly   

And to any person who’s next to have me
I’m sorry, in advanced, that it had to end so badly

I mean, I guess I’m good at the dominating bit
I’ll pull your hair while you’re bent over and the back is where I’ll hit
But behind all that shit, when I let the flow die with my hips
Would you be fine listening to music high when we sign off with the sex

Could I get deep with my emotions as I was inside you moments ago?
Would it be wrong for me to get sappy when it appeared I had a giant ego? 

Man… I don’t know. 
I wanna turn lustfulness into compassion the moment we take off our clothes so

If I were to hoe around, I mean, I’d at least want some fun
Not a stress relief, not a dress routine, but something special I share with someone

I don’t mean to get sentimental 
Even if I can’t find the one, I’ll still be willing to give out free samples

I'm gonna be honest, sometimes I can't though
I shoot so much out at times I run out of ammo

I guess I just really want a best friend.
One who can make me laugh as well as consider my emotions.

Because like, I’m a fragile human, 
with art by my side, life is something that I'm alright with doing.

Trying to look for other remedies instead of growing a dependency 
 I helplessly, heavily, endlessly, recklessly, relentlessly have tendencies to seek chemistry 

And when others mention me
I automatically seek opportunity to see if there's any room for intimacy 

When the room is being taken up by the elephant 
So I act as if I don't give a fuck, and I'm back in my element 

But that's irrelevant, 
i think that's all I wanted to say unless there's something else I'm not mentionin

So I'll just try to drift my mind away from this topic
Hi, I'm Vaughn, I hook up with people, get into something until one of us fucking drops it
Man- Fuck it I'm gonna stop this

lofi

Sad Sexy Time

Stressed out tendencies 
Tend to be a friend of me
Especially when im trying 
To get to sleep 

As i lay my head to bed 
I think of all the things you said and 
Realize im afraid of what i see 

Counting all those 123s
i lie and see all the sheep 
Im afraid of tidal waves
And the way you say my name 

The way i’d like to see it is 
Youre just a bad trip 
But when i close my eyes 
Its you who’s here by my side 

Stressed out tendencies 
Tend to be a friend of me 
Even though its not what i need 

What I need is company 
A hand to hold, a place to eat 
I now know it may be a reach 

Counting all those 123s
i lie and see all the sheep 
Im afraid of tidal waves
And the way you say my name 

The way i’d like to see it is 
Youre just a bad trip 
But when i close my eyes 
Its you who’s here by my side

But heres the thing with you and me 
I wont get overwhelmed it seems 
Im done with it,  youre kicked out after 3 

So i count all those 123s 
So i count all those 123s 

Counting all those 123s
i lie and see all the sheep 
Im afraid of tidal waves
And the way yous say my name 

The way i’d like to see it is 
Youre just a bad trip 
and when i close my eyes 
Youre finally absent from my side

123s (demo)

merry crimmus

ft. @verqoh
mix. @verqoh
art. @saintkales

prod. youtube.com/TheGeckow
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Sleep Till Noon w/ Verqoh | prd. Zeeky

b side, still worthy of standing on its own though

What happens when the fun is done?

St*R